I am pretty sure that I have blogged about a similar topic in the past, but talking to a friend recently, I had a few points come up that I thought I wanted to get written out to share with others.

Punishment vs. Funishment
First of all, I want to state that I take punishments very seriously, both as a Domme and a sub. I know that a lot of people like, what I call, funishments. This is the fantasy of being "punished" or in trouble and being subjected to something like...

Since last week I know, that I have to go to hospital again. The brain tumor, that was removed three years ago, became active again. They say, that the surgery this time will be smaller, but all the shit will start again.
I don't know the exact date yet, but this spring will definitely not be my spring.

"You mean that you think my feet smell. So you probably don’t want to get on your knees and put your face really close to them. *clicks fingers and points down* C’mon baby. Move in closer. Tell me how delightful you find this. I know you do, look how hard you are. Ehh, with more compliments please? Beg to jerk off while you kiss my feet. Noo, while you lick them! Yes. ^_^ Do it. Look, either you do it now or I make you jack off with your nose in my shoes for the next hour. That’s better. And No!

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Usually I think of the title of my blog before I start to write. They usually come to me pretty easily, but this time ... well I don't know what I am even going to write ...

I guess I will just start writing and see where it leads ...

It has been a week since I was "released" from the care of Dr. Dom. Honestly, I have been feeling kind of lost. It has been an emotional roller coaster. One second I feel sad. Sad for him, sad for me ... I feel empty. But then I...

He felt the air above the steering wheel linger as if undisrupted by their breath. He calmly followed her pointer finger around the corner and into a clearing, while the soft scent of something sweet on her permeated him from some ethereal plane. She was giggly. He liked seeing her like this, her smile, her laugh - her playfulness. The car lurched to a halt, and with it a feeling in his chest swelled with something like excitement that arrived in his mouth like nervousness.

She sat facing...

The Orgasms Files: Episode #1

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Another week of using my butt plug every day, I’ve now taken to keeping it in my shower for use every morning before work. That’s for convenience, but also it keeps me from my toys draw in case I get tempted to plunge my dildo into my pussy or get off on my vibrator a couple of times in a moment of weakness. Now that I’m not doing it myself, it has kept my urges in check though, motivating me to need to get off with guys more.

This Roll: Variety is the spice of life 2.0 – Fuck 10 different...