A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
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Posted 08-04-2015 at 10:23 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 08-06-2015 at 10:38 PM by Butterfly
Torture of choice: Edging and Denial
Code retrieved: Yes
Duration: 48 minutes 46 seconds
Total Elapsed Time: 1 hour 6 minutes 22 seconds
After Asslvr started the timer, he had me get on the bed on my knees, with my face on the bed. Before we got started, I asked if we could pause the time so I could pee, but he said No! I would have to give him the number in order to pee. Ooooh nicely played Sir! This was going to be interesting.
Once I was on the bed...
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Posted 08-03-2015 at 12:47 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 08-03-2015 at 01:04 PM by Butterfly
Torture of choice: Electricity
Code retrieved: Yes
Duration: 17 minutes 36 seconds
Asslvr kissed me and then started the timer. He then led me to the wooden chair he had set in the middle of the room. Before I sat down, he asked me to put in the wevibe.
Of course I didn't comply, I was not going to help the enemy, so instead I sat on the bed and crossed my legs. He asked a few more times for me to open my legs, and I just smiled sweetly and said "No"....
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Posted 08-02-2015 at 12:22 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 12-15-2017 at 09:40 PM by Butterfly
Asslvr and I decided to do our first role play scene yesterday. A couple months ago I read a blog and a story about an interrogation and it really turned me on. I loved the idea of being tortured and the only way out would be to give up the information that Asslvr wanted.
We decided to set it up like this:
I would choose a 3 digit code and write it down on seperate sticky notes on the wall in the living room. Asslvr would torture me however he wanted, no limits, until I...
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Posted 07-31-2015 at 12:29 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 08-02-2015 at 12:31 PM by Butterfly
I have a hard time asking for help! I know, surprise surprise! But the thing is, everybody needs help sometimes.
I just recently moved across the country. I was really unhappy where I was. I was stressed all the time, I carried around alot of emotional baggage from being abused for years by my dad, going through a really rough break up after being together for 6 years, drug dealing uncles, family members getting arrested for stealing, and a whole lot of people lying to me.
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Posted 07-28-2015 at 11:45 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 07-28-2015 at 12:23 PM by Butterfly
Now that I am finally getting settled here in Alberta, I have had some time to start working on the bribes I owe to some of my voters from from the presidential campaign. We decided that last night would be the night that we motor through and get all of the username photos done (if you asked for that as your bribe, please know that it should be reaching you by the end of the week).
Asslvr and I started our evening by going bowling. We like to make things interesting and have fun and so...
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Posted 05-27-2015 at 09:00 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Everybody has their own way of dealing with stress. Some people handle it in a very healthy way; running, kickboxing, listening to music, taking a bubble bath, talking it out. But for other people, they find unhealthy ways to cope with their stress; smoking, overeating, drinking. Unfortunately for me, I realized that the best way for me to cope with emotional pain and stress was to self harm.
Growing up I had a lot of stress in my life. My father was abusive in many ways and he didn't...
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Posted 05-08-2015 at 09:00 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
There are so many ways that Sir and I have pushed my limits and overcome some of my fears and anxieties together. I have talked about a few big ones, but there are many small ways that Sir pushes me each day
Accepting compliments
Sir compliments me each and every day. Also, I always have at least one rule at any given time that makes me have to say nice things about myself.
Having me say words that make me blush
This one has become so much easier for me, but...
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