Let's Share Our Fucked Up Fantasies!

[iSpuds]

I've found myself quite attached to these questionnaires that force everyone to share the "ugly" truth about themselves, so we can all relate and learn that maybe the truth ain't so ugly...it's just human.

Thus, we have a questionnaire about fantasies!

Given that they are only fantasies, it's okay to say that they're fucked up but you'd never want to do them in real life. Also, it's okay to still enjoy them as fantasies. Also also, it's okay to say that you'd like to experience some of your fantasies IRL. The only fantasies that aren't okay to make reality is if the reality requires non-consent or something illegal (play safe!).

If your more hardcore fantasies are too uncomfortable for you to share, or violate the content rules of the site, feel free to just describe what type of play the fantasy involves, rather than the play itself. An example would be "I have snuff fantasies" or "I have scat fantasies."

As always, the goal of this thread is to get people to speak up, relate, and feel less ashamed! As such, I will tolerate NO kink-shaming. If you try it, I'll report you faster than you can eat your own words! I highly recommend the latter.

Anywho! *sprinkles candy and rainbows everywhere*

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? I might make a thread for it later.

[vukolva]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like?
i'd love to be kept as a sissy maid/toy by an f/f or f/mtf couple and used however they'd like to
2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
being fully controlled and being told what to do in every aspect
3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
yes
3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
i would, i dont know anyone and am far too shy to go looking
4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
subspace
5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
not much
6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
not IRL
7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
no
8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
no
9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
i'd like to but i haven't
10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
i'm okay with it

[silverhawkser]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

My darkest fantasy is to be kidnapped and taken to an auto garage repair shop. I am tied to the lift in a painful way while the shop is open. Right there in the bay for all to see. As the day goes on the employees use the different tools on me sexually, and theey fuck me. The customers also use and abuse me.

Another is my master is having a football party. Myself and a few other slaves serve the men and women who are attending we are tied in rope harnesses. We are made to give blowjobs during the game or give sex in all holes. At the end of the game if our masters team one we may cum if they lost we are whipped on the pussy and tits the number of total points earned.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
The loss of control.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
Yes
3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
I haven't found the right group yet to do it
4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
NO
5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
NO
6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
No
7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
No
8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
No
9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
Only online
10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
horny. hoping someone wants to talk to me about it
Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? I might make a thread for it later.

[iSpuds]

As usual, I'll be answering my own thread in the name of good spirit!

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

Pff, where do I start?

Many of my more submissive fantasies are quite taboo, and it's because I only prefer to have really extreme submissive fantasies that I don't have much interest in being a sub IRL. I have a penchant for coming up with the most fucked-up, dystopian fantasies I can possibly fap to...it's a sort of internal sadomasochism game I play. Here are some of the recurring ones, though (fantasies that creep upon gD's content rules won't be expounded upon):

- I have a fantasy of being forced into bestiality on farms.
- I have a fantasy of being molested by family/stepfamily/adopted family.
- I have a fantasy of being trafficked into sex slavery.

Those are the most taboo. There are others:

- I have fantasies of being in total patriarchal societies where the only job I can get as a DFAB is prostitution. However, the term is very loosely used, because in this fantasy prostitutes are more often raped and rarely paid.
- I have fantasies about women being enslaved to trans* folks in a school that condones and accommodates for these slaves' use and torture.
- I have fantasies about being forced into complete bimbofication, where intelligence and individuality are severely punished and I'm made to wear explicit, revealing clothing regardless of where I am.
- I have fantasies about being raped in a male-dominant classroom, being made to feel unworthy of education.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?

For me, my submissive fantasies are all about being forced to be pushed far, far outside my personal comfort and identity bubbles. They're hot because they defy and defile everything I stand for, and illegitimize everything I know about the world and people, make these things nonexistent, and force me into a headspace where I am an inconsequential tool of pleasure. Something about taking my mind to the extreme allows me to concentrate on the sexual stimulation and nothing else.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?

Sometimes I think I might like to try some elements of my fantasies with groups of people whom I don't know, won't know, and will never meet again.

But, basically, I'm not someone who subs to others. I don't think I'd respond well to being non-consensually raped, either (lmao that's such a redundant statement). For all intents and purposes, no, I don't want to experience any of my fantasies IRL.

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?

The appeal of these fantasies is that they're unrealistic.

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.

These fantasies only work when I'm alone and just want to cum. I don't want to be aware of my body or anything like that. I don't want to "self-love," all I want to do is dissociate and cum.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?

I'm more disappointed by how often I cum this way, because, as I said, a part of the process is dissociation to a certain degree. I would like to have an emotion-filled and fully-aware orgasm more often.

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?

Yep, I've shared them with the only two Dom/mes I'd subbed to. We didn't do anything to engage them, though.

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?

No.

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?

Not quite. I only judge the people who unironically project an attitude that elements of the above fantasies ought to be commonplace.

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?

Sometimes, online.

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?

Wary.

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about?

I like to think that nothing ought to be too shameful to talk about. That's why I make these threads. I want to pull people out of hiding and allow us all to feel welcome to at least make our secret thoughts known. That said, I find it most uncomfortable to talk about skin blemishes/sores/infections.

[Janus100]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

Not particularly original but I would love to be kept as a sissy slave to some super hot women. She could dress me up, lock me in chastity, make me worship her feet and suck cocks while she watches etc.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?

I am not sure, maybe it is the loss of control or maybe just the female attention/humiliation

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?

Yes I would be up for it

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?

I'm struggling to find a girlfriend, let alone some who will do this sorta stuff. You've also gotta have alot of trust to do stuff like this :/

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.

No not really, think about it whenever and wherever

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?

Yeah kinda, but then I think that there are people out there who like child pornography or other shit like that, and then I don't feel so bad

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?

Noooo

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?

Never really had a relationship sooo

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?

No not really, people can fantasize about anything (aslong as it isn't illegal!)

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?

Nope

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?

I feel a bit weird but it is quite nice to get it off my chest

[TestingLimits]

First, I'd like to thank you, iSpuds. I think kinks should be something that get discussed more often, and what better place to discuss them than here? I also want to thank you for being one of the first to open up. It can be difficult.

And now for me to open up. XD

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.
I suppose I'm more for scenarios that get me off (think erotic fiction rather than daydreams), however, I guess my most extreme fantasy would be living a day as a pet. If a girlfriend or mistress stripped me down, gave me dog ears (don't know if I would want a tail plug) and forced me to walk on all fours, eat out of a bowl on the floor, pee outside, occasionally hump a pillow, and other such things, that would be hot. I'm normally not one to get off on humiliation, but with someone I really trust, I think it would be the ultimate submission fantasy. That would involve giving over control of basically everything for the day, but it would be well worth it, especially if my hypothetical mistress enjoyed it too and heaped tons of affection on me.

Alternately, I'm discovering a sort of dom fantasy due to this roleplay I'm doing. My character wins a bet and gains full control of her character to humiliate her as much as he wants. Consent would be very important to that sort of relationship, but having that kind of control over a woman where I can force her to do things solely to embarrass her, and knowing that she'll not only do them, but get off on it, is a huge turn on. I never knew how much this appealed to me until it was presented to me.



2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
I kind of explained in the previous answer, but the most appealing things with the puppy fantasy are not having to worry about human problems for a day and knowing that there's enough trust and enough of a bond between us to do that sort of thing. With the humiliation fantasy, it's partly pushing boundaries and partly just enjoying seeing her get off on it. That's really what a lot of my sexual relationships boil down to: getting off on helping her get off.



3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
Yeah, I wouldn't mind doing either one. The former would be trickier, though.



3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
The puppy play one would rely on having a girlfriend who was dominant, who liked treating me like a pet, and probably also good at planning. It would also require a very private yard, lest someone snoop and see me naked. Voyeurs would ruin the entire thing, most likely. Like I said, I don't get off on my own humiliation.

The humiliation one is possibly even harder to realistically carry out. I need a girlfriend who will not only completely submit, but who also enjoys being humiliated. I don't foresee that sort of thing happening, though if I got the chance, I definitely would.



4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
Not really, no. I would find them appealing pretty much anytime.



5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
Not really. It would have to be nonconsensual or of questionable consent for me to feel disturbed. I would only be embarrassed if I told someone or if they found out.



6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
Sadly, no, at least with the puppy play. My roleplay partner is the one who introduced me to the humiliation fantasy, so I'd say she counts.



7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
I don't see how these or any others could have gotten in the way.



8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
Only if they push things further, I guess. Like I said, I'm rarely disturbed unless there is no clear consent. It really depends on context.



9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
Not yet with puppy play. The humiliation play came directly from a roleplay. XD



10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
A little embarrassed, but it's mitigated somewhat by the fact that I don't expect many people here to even blink at my fantasies. Honestly, I was kind of thinking at first that I was going to come across as too vanilla.



Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about?
I can't think of anything that qualifies. There are things that should cause people shame when they talk about it (think along the lines of things that are illegal because they are damaging to oneself or to others), but I think conversations with that in mind are probably constructive, at least for others. The only time I would censor anyone, I think, is when they aren't ashamed of doing serious harm to someone else (without consent, I should clarify), but then they aren't ashamed, so it isn't shameful for them, so by definition, that doesn't count.

[game]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

More than anything I want to be at someones mercy to do with that they wish. The image of sitting on my knees waiting for someone to tell me what to do is thrilling. Other than that my fetishes migrate and change randomly, some days I'm interested in Bdsm while others its the more Taboo things like omorashi.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?

I am a natural submissive person with low initiative so the idea of being told what to do is appealing for myself. The second is a theory if mine being that I'm more attracted to having a fetish than most of the fetishes that I swap and change to.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?

Yes I would love to however I'm a geek who has more friends on skype than I do in real life.

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?

I'm too shy and I would rather find a vanilla partner than no at all at this point and the idea of strangers does not sit right at the moment.

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.

Of course, Some days I wake up and I want to run the world and image people at my mercy. while others I'm the one asking for mercy.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?

Some of them yes while others no. It depends on my mood when I'm thinking back on it. The most cringe I have is when I think back to when I was interested in breath play and temperature play. I got into the shower and used the cord? The tude around my neck. A long story short I tripped and luckily ripped the shower head from the wall.

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?

Yes! People online are the best and only people I have talked to about how I feel. Some share my tastes while others have aspects of them. While I'm not into It I role play with people who enjoy age play and Diaper play and other people who are interested in Furry. While I'm not interested in them, I can role play them over skype and F-chat with ease.

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?

Luckily no.

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?

I try my best to no judge anyone. There are a few fetishes I cannot get my head around however I would not shame them or myself about them.

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?

Oooh! I should've saved my post about F-chat and skype. Feel free to send my your F-list profiles and I will bookmark you!

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?

Well this is not truly public is it? and I've never used this username or anything close to it.

Note :- Its 6 am and I have not slept yet so I'm not reading through my stuff and fixing the mistakes. Sorry.

[Twins]

, 1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

Considering this is fantasy and I know it's not possible, I want my sister to have a be able to I pregnate me, and just fuck me hard for days until I am pregnant, biting kicking punching and slapping me the whole time, when she stops I want to have broken bones a babies in my stomach

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
Been completely powerless to her and carrying her children

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
I would love to do it

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
Not possible

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
Mostly seeing people pregnant or talking about it

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
Yes I want to be abused and impregnated by my sister it's disgusting

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
No

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
Never

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
God no everyone should

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
No

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
I'm ok with it

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? I might make a thread for it later.
Kinks and feelings

[SissySarah18]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like. Being forcibly feminized and in bondage whilst having my cock and balls tortured.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy? I'm not too sure, probably the humiliation of it.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL? Yes

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you? Nobody to do it with

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace. Yes, but I'm usually always a sub. Sometimes I'd like to be a dom, but rarely.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies? Sometimes

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with? Yes, but they don't share all of them.

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship? Never been in a relationship

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had? No

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy? Would like to.

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum? Feels good to get it off my chest

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? Not sure, but probably a lot.

[Scrap]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.
being "knotted" in public...

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
embarrassing, humiliating, socially disagreeable, etc

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
um... yes

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
the opportunity has not presented itself

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
It is more a matter of "available resources" than mood

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
absolutely.

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
yes. it is apparently not a unique kink

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
no.

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
nope. to each their own

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
no. my Lady does not share this particular kink

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
terrifying, embarrassing, freeing

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? I might make a thread for it later.
considering some of what I've read on GD, I don't think too much qualifies anymore.

[iSpuds]

I want to tank everyone who's answered so far for being brave and sharing your thoughts. As well as those who've PMed me about this thread. I find it really wonderful to share these intimate fantasies with so many people.

Also, @TestingLimits:

Your sub fantasy was particularly hot to me! I want to try such a set-up with Monkey, now.

[Sletje_Marco]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

thats easy, i wrote it in my blog !
darkest (sissy) fantasy

shortly i am forced into a total sissy irl really slowly


2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
lose of control, forced to grow boobs, sucking cock, swallowing, beeing a breedslut - and all of that for a kinky female dom

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
euh maybe

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
scary but hot

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
no

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
yes ashamed

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
not freely and totaly

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
no

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
never

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
once

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
excited, embarished, ashamed, horny, slutty, confused

[FoxyFluff]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.
Oh my gosh, being dominated by real life mares and stallions. The thought of giving them pleasure, seeing them riled up, their respective members reacting to my stimulation.. Being trapped against a wall and having either one rub their back or front end on me. It really gets me going.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
First and foremost, their bodies. Soft, slick, beautiful, raw unfiltered lust and expression. But that goes for most animals.

What I like about horses in particular is their power, muscled frame, big round butt, puffy butt hole, giant balls, winking/succulent pussies, giant and beautiful shaped cock and that inflates and flares near cumming, and powerful/loud orgasms, with a load/squirt to match it all.

In my fantasy be their personal relief slave and every way imaginable, get them off all day every day. They'd come to me during all hours and just expose their business ends to me, pressing it onto me, regardless of what I'm doing.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
Would I? NEVER. EVER. Don't get me wrong, without hyperbole, I'd pay several billion dollars to serve and bring pleasure to either a stallion, mare or both, at any amount, and bring them orgasms/pleasure to numb their minds.

But in reality there are no circumstances in which that's not rape. I worship their form, I melt at the mere sight and thought of them, but I can't allow my desire to bring discomfort and confusion to them or anyone.

Best case scenario is that they don't really mind, most likely they do mind and it's very confusing to them. A situation where they'd actually enjoy it as much as I'd like them to would be extremely rare. Those are not odds my desire is worth. I love them, but I loath being predatory and exploitative. And beyond that, it's super illegal.

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
---

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
Heh, quite the contrary.. It's pretty much my default. I have to resist the fantasy to get to others, in fact.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
Hmhm.. A little.. I fear for what people would think of me, or do to me, if they found out. Beyond sometimes looking at real life videos, I've never felt tempted to do it in real life, but I'm not sure that integrity would carry any weight.

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
I've been very fortune to share this with a very close friend. <3

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
Heh, no never.. If I'm every to be in a relationship with someone, I don't want to have to hide it. They'd have to be either tolerant towards the attraction, or share it.

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
Noooo, I rather love it, actually. It does concern me when they express wanting to do it in real life, though! I mean, I know there's circumstances where it isn't traumatizing to them, but I never trust anyone to take the necessary steps, or be as considerate/knowledgeable as they need to be.

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
Yes! I've enjoyed many a roleplay with my friend. We've kind of taken it upon ourselves to relieve and defuse the desire of the other if and when needed.

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
Heh, yeah. A bit. But people here some more tolerant to such things, so it's fine.

[Jaro]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.
I don't know if it's really fucked up, but I do know many wouldn't understand this one at all. My fantasy is called "tasting a thousand toes".

I am naked and tied up completely immobile on the floor. The room (audience) is filled with 100 women. These women have all just come back from a day of exercise. Wearing gym shoes without socks for the entire day. They have not even washed their feet for an entire week. It is a hot day. It has been a hot week and whenever they were wearing shoes it was without socks.

Now, one by one, each woman will move forward and shove her toes in my mouth. One foot first, then the other. I am to smell, suck on and lick between each of their toes. For all 100 women after each other only removing the toes to allow the next one to shove them in again quickly.

To add to my torment each woman, after having had her toes treated, could follow up the previous in stroking my cock. Keeping me just close before the edge the entire time. While the one before that could continue to fist my ass.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?
I love female toes. Besides the look of them, I love the smell and the taste. This idea seems extremely extremely arousing. And extremely tormenting too because I don't know if I'd be able to actually do it. Perhaps some toes would taste really really bad. But I must be forced to do it. No excuse. No break.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?
Yes, all of it, exactly as described.

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?
I don't think many women would be willing to do this. Certainly not 100.

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.
No. I have thought about this one for a while now. But I do have to add that for the past year I have been exploring this whole BDSM and kink thing. And although I did have my foot fetish for longer, that has grown exponentially over the last few years too.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?
Yes. I actually feel ashamed for having such a major foot fetish.

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?
IRL? No. So I am glad you guys seem willing to listen without too much judgement.

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?
No. But I haven't had any real relationship.

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?
No.

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?
Not really.

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?
A little wary, but I guess it isn't really that dark. Just very very strange and incomprehensible to most.

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? I might make a thread for it later.
I think sniffing your sisters panties or doing something else involving a friend or family member without their knowledge or consent is something you shouldn't talk about and perhaps not even think about. Yes, I guess I do judge some things. And I think this one is just wrong. As opposed to something like incest which many think is pretty taboo as well and I certainly understand either. But as long as that is practiced consensually among adults, I don't think there's anything inherently wrong about it.

[Blue Fox]

1. What's your most fucked-up, embarrassing, socially disagreeable, or otherwise seemingly un-relatable fantasy? Share as many as you like, in as much detail as you like.

To be the slave of my ex gf. I would live in her house only having a kennel to call my room. She would have me tattooed to show her ownership over me, keep metal cuffs on my ankles and wrists, a metal collar around my neck, metal chastity cage on me, and dress me in embarrassing ways while I take care of her house and tend to her every wish. She would find reasons and ways to humiliate, hurt, and dehumanize me regularly. When she gets a new boyfriend, I would have to serve him as well as I am worthless and exist only to make her life better.

2. What do you find most appealing about your fantasy?

The complete submission and being used purely for her enjoyment regardless of concern for me.

3a. Would you ever like to carry out all or some of your fantasy IRL?

Absolutely.

3b. If you would, why haven't you yet? If you wouldn't, why won't you?

Her life is crazy busy and she cares too much to use me like that.

4. Do you have to be in a certain mood, head space, or environment to have your fantasy? For instance, maybe you only think about it in Dom/subspace.

Nope. I am naturally submissive.

5. Do you ever feel disturbed or ashamed by your capacity to have such fantasies?

A while ago. Not so much now.

6. Have you ever found someone you felt you could share such fantasies with?

Yes. Share them, and I even had (for a time) a mistress who did use me like that. Actually, that's what fueled this to be such a strong fantasy. Miss being degraded and used like that...

7. Has your fantasy ever gotten in the way of, or ended a relationship?

Nope. Hell, my ex-wife got in the way of and destroyed the marriage. I was her sub for a while, but she was not a real mistress as I came to realize.

8. Do you ever judge others for having the same fantasy you've had?

Only so much as to think "wow, they want this like me! Awesome!" Hey, it is still judging. Just positively.

9. Do you ever roleplay around your fantasy?

I wish...

10. How does it make you feel to share your fantasy publicly on this forum?

Eh... This is pretty anonymous to all but Anonymous. lol

Bonus: What are some things you feel are too shameful to talk about? I might make a thread for it later.

Some of the tasks that I was made to do by the Mistress who knew how to use me. And the fact that I enjoyed being used like that. And some of her plans for me before we fell apart.