Making Blue a submissive mess.

[Simi]

honestly no 2021 and no 2022 sounds good....

[bluedieblub]

Originally Posted by Champion4Ever

Yeah it'll be a few... 2022 is not a joke.

:Eek:

Originally Posted by Simi

honestly no 2021 and no 2022 sounds good....

:Eek:! Not realistic! I'll explode!

[Simi]

My pup managed

[bluedieblub]

Originally Posted by Simi

My pup managed

Your pup is used to your extensive sadism, and I'm confident that his balls have by now exploded and you just haven't noticed yet.

[Chephren]

Poor you.... but you can do it!

[Simi]

Dont worry blue, we will get you there... there must be a reason you named yourself blue afterall?

[bluedieblub]

Originally Posted by Simi

Dont worry blue, we will get you there... there must be a reason you named yourself blue afterall?

A typo! Nothing to read in there!

[Simi]

Oh i think its a craving? maybe freudian slip?

[Chephren]

I think so too... I mean are they blue already?

[Simi]

They may be black when someone is on his ball squeezes

[Chephren]

Ohh ball torture while being denied is mean...

[Simi]

is it?... hmmm *starts plotting*

[bluedieblub]

No ball squeezes yet, last time I tried I was denied that particular touch... They've been blue already though

[Chephren]

Originally Posted by Simi

is it?... hmmm *starts plotting*

Ohoh... but it is... they get... a bit more sensitive... and squeezing so much... is hard...

[bluedieblub]

Once a week you will confess in detail a humiliating fantasy. You will say what the fantasy is, confess if you have often played to it. Would you actually want to do it, and why it appeals to you.

I hate you Simi... Please bury this under a few hundred posts.

Given the theme of humiliating fantasy, these are going to be a lot more extreme than my "normaly" fantasies. While I'm not completely comfortable with telling my normal fantasies, that ones that are really humiliating to write about are all uhm.... a bit more extreme I tried to get out of that and go "normal", but afraid no luck there....

Warning for people ahead so they can skip over it, fantasy involves more extreme elements of kink.


I have been denied for a long while now. Can't remember when the last time was that I had an orgasm. How it feels. It has been months at the least. Months of being teased daily. Of having my ass fucked for that tiny bit of pleasure. Not too much though. Anal edges have been banned for giving me too much pleasure. My sausage? It's been neglected. It's locked into a solid metal cage, only let out once a day for cleaning while I'm blindfolded. I'm not allowed to even see it. The only thing I am allowed to do with it is feel it when it's pushing against the restraints.

She gave me an offer though. Be her plaything for however she wants for the entire day, and by the end of the day I would be let out for an orgasm. Of course I agreed, how could I not? I know it would be miserable, but that only excites me more. I'll skip over most of the contents of the day, safe to say that they would all be hitting mentally hard. I would be a submissive mess, being in subspace for hours and hours. My ass and thighs on fire from being spanked repeatedly until I could barely handle it anymore. The plug filling my ass going up and up in size until I am now finally wearing the plug I couldn't handle before. Fully filled up and stretched to the limit. She puts a ballgag in my mouth as she ties me naked and spread eagled on the floor.

She reminds me that if I want my sausage out of that cage and have an orgasm, I agreed to be her plaything. Doing whatever she wanted to do. She tells me that there is one final thing to do. I freeze, knowing that tone. She is in a evil mood. I strain against my restraints a little before melting in them and nodding. She removes her ball gag and tells me that she really needs to use the toilet. She stands there looking at me as she smiles, waiting for it to hit me. I moan and struggle lightly against the restraints. She asks "Do you mind if I use you instead? I've heard you fantasied about this" I freeze, wondering if this is really going to happen. I nod. "Not enough, I want to hear you say it". I tell her to please use me as a toilet. "There we go, that wasn't so hard was it? Unless what is going to happen next. Now be a dear and hold your mouth open" She kneels over me, putting her pussy into my face while making eye contact as she gently smiles. She slowly but steadily relieves herself in my mouth, stopping every so often to tell me to swallow. "There we go. Drink it all up. It's worth the orgasm isn't it?" After a few minutes, the last drops are in my stomach, and she briefly gets up.


She checks if I'm still alright, before asking further. "Ready for number two?" I freeze again, figuring it would have been over. I twitch and squirm, and watch her intently wondering whether she is kidding. Not sure whether to hope she is or she isn't. "Oh, someone is getting a bit excited? Don't worry blue, we both know you love to do this. You just need someone to 'push' it upon you." She laughs at her bad pun. "Will you let me use you again?" she asks, not wanting to continue without permission. I very weakly whimper out "Yes". "Yes what blue?" she teases. "Yes please" I respond. "There's a good blue" She praises. "Now open up and don't close". She positions herself above me and pushes a solid log into my mouth. It tastes horrible, and yet I can't deny I'm turned on immensely. She looks at me, delighting in my reactions. "Think you can swallow it Blue" I shake my head in denial. "That's okay, just keep it in there for now. You can spit it out after your orgasm. While I'm giving you on, I want you to taste me though. Taste that lovely log of mine in your mouth, and feel how humiliated you are. How turned on you are. How you wish you could eat it. It's not coming out before your orgasm you understand?" I nod weekly. She takes the key and remove my cage, quickly stroking me to an edge and holding me there. "You are going to hold down your orgasm while I count down. When I reach 3, you are going to bite down and get a better taste of me. When I reach 0, you can cum. Ready blue?" I nod and squirm, nearly cumming right there and then. "10... 9... 8... 7... 6... 5... Get ready to bite... 4... Bite blue..." I bite down, closing my jaw. Instantly I feel the taste spread further and I gag on it. "Good blue! 2.... 1... cum for me!" I cum. Hard. Feeling utter humiliation still wave over me with what I have just done. Feeling my first orgasms in months in such a shameful way. Loving every last moment of it. Hating every shameful moment of it. Feeling utterly and completely submissive.

She unties me and carries me into bed into a hug. Cleaning up the worst for me and caring for me. I melt into her, shaking like a leaf. After 10 minutes, I start floating away in utter bliss. I fall asleep while still in her arms after.

*squirms and is terribly embarrassed by this as he writes this and is doing the absolute minimum for the rest to crawl in a hole as soon as possible*

Confess if you have often played to it.

Full fantasy? Just now. Parts of it in different forms often.

Would you actually want to do it

Yes. With very trusted people

And why it appeals to you.

It turns me on immensly *Sticks tongue out before running away while shaking to find a hiding spot*