A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
Posted 02-20-2019 at 03:12 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I am a very open person. I talk about my relationships: the good, bad and ugly. I go into details about play sessions, the hot, sexy details as well as the less glamorous side. I openly talk about my feelings, my fears, my abuses, my traumas.
So you might be surprised when I say that I have a hard time being vulnerable. But I do.
I have been hurt so many times, and so while I am open and honest, I don't people see the truly vulnerable side of me. I protect that part of...
Posted 02-18-2019 at 09:33 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Through the process of trying to find a co-dom, as well as working through some things in counselling, I have been learning a lot about myself. Every time we learn something new about ourselves, I think it is beneficial and only allows us to implement actions that make us feel happier.
Knowledge is power!
I recently took the 5 Love Languages test. For those that have never heard of this before, the love languages help to describe the way we feel loved and appreciated by...
Posted 02-18-2019 at 01:31 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
For those that don't know, I am in communication with a special Dom friend. Nothing is official yet, however, we are in trial mode and seeing how things go. On March 1 we will decide if we are going to continue.
As we have been learning about each other, my special Dom friend has learned that there were some secret parts that he neglected to read in our Contract. I decided to be nice and give him a second chance to read the fine print that he missed (you really can't blame him, he is...
Posted 02-17-2019 at 07:17 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
One of the February Dare of the Month choices was titled: Self Love. The premise was that you would write positive, loving words on yourself and then treat yourself to some "loving".
I have a hard time saying positive things about myself, so what I did was think of 5 and then I created a thread where others would have the chance to leave me compliments.
I was overwhelmed with the number of responses and the amazing, loving, positive words people had to share...
Posted 02-17-2019 at 12:22 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I have been watching Christopher Robin today. If you haven't watched it, you absolutely MUST! It really is great. As I was sitting here giggling through the movie, I realized that I can really relate to Winnie the Pooh. In fact, I think he is my spirit animal.
Here are some of the similarities:
Hungry
Pooh is always hungry, and has a rumbly in his tumbly. He also has a sweet tooth, which is why he chooses honey. I am the same! I love chocolate and sweets. Although...
Posted 02-17-2019 at 08:00 AM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I feel like recently I have been judged a little bit about my decision to search for a co-dom.
First of all, I want to say that yes, I have a husband. A wonderful, amazing husband who I love dearly. We met on getDare almost 5 years ago. We met when he responded to my ad looking for a Dom.
He absolutely blew me away. For the first time ever, I didn't get burnt out in my submission. Not only did he open a whole new world of kink for me, but he also captured my heart. ...
Posted 02-16-2019 at 08:43 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Today was one of the best days ever! I got to meet a sloth <3 I was so excited I was ready to burst. I almost cried when Chloe came on stage.
I am obsessed with sloths right now. I have FOUR sloth stuffies (Sunday, Bedhead, Sid and Flash). They are so adorable, but nothing compared to a real live sloth!
