For a lot of my life I have been belittled. I have been told I am not good enough: I am ugly, fat, selfish, a bitch, a whore, a cunt. It started with my dad when I was about 9 or 10 and continued until I moved out of his house at the age of 16.

It is no wonder that I had bad self esteem and low self worth. Which played really well when I got into a 6 year relationship with a man who was over controlling and who figured out really quickly that I would do anything for a bit of assurance...

One of the February Dare of the Month choices was titled: Self Love. The premise was that you would write positive, loving words on yourself and then treat yourself to some "loving".

I have a hard time saying positive things about myself, so what I did was think of 5 and then I created a thread where others would have the chance to leave me compliments.

I was overwhelmed with the number of responses and the amazing, loving, positive words people had to share...

Recently it was pointed out that my blog had made a "best blogs" shortlist that i wasn't aware even existed. That was rather nice, I almost smiled.

After that, my blog entries started to get down-rated by users, knocking me off the list. I don't particularly mind that, I wasn't aware there was a list till recently.

But then, see, I looked at the recent activity on my blog, and every single one of my recent visitors is someone I would class as a friend. That...

The Sentence of Jane@
I thought this was a game but find it has real and hard Consequences for my life in 2019.
In turbulent times Justice has to be swift and to be seen to be done. It is not unknown for Courts to sit out of normal hours, even working on high days and Holidays. At these Times Justice must be both Harsh and uncompromising
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/2011_England_riots
Their Honours put law and order ahead of their own private lives and during the festive...

SUNDAY 20TH

When in London the previous week See Week 15 a week of Jane Bond https://www.getdare.com/bbs/blog.php?b=89006
I played various spy games with Master -
Unfortunately afterwards it came to light I vandalised with chalk marks a public monument and a phone box see attached pictures.
Excerpts from Emails
Email from TTJ Tiny Teats Jane@ to Master -
> I plead guilty of defacing and vandalism of a public phone box in London I also wish you...

Before I say anything else I want to say:

to our new president: Lola.fox! You and your team ran an excellent campaign and it came right down to the wire. You are amazing and I am so glad that I got to run against you.

When I set out to do this election, I made it clear that I wanted to stay positive and true to myself. I feel like I ran a clean and friendly...

As AM and I can't be together physically 24/7 he has okay'ed me still having the occasional session with a play partner. Sometimes he will join us via skype cam and join in with direction and orders and sometimes he isn't able to join us depending on his own daily commitments.

With AM I don't have a safeword, with anyone else I do. Recently I had a session that I safeworded about halfway through and I found it interesting when I realized that the person I DON'T have a safeword or limits...