Toys:

• vibe (too small to make the slut cum when inserted, thus used only on clit)
• clit-vibe with ~11 different settings, makes almost no noise
• small vibrating egg with remote
• dildo, can be taped to wall/floor/any surface
• double-ended dildo
• buttplug
• inflatable and vibrating buttplug
• loveballs
• nipple clamps with chain
• Y-clamps
• ballgag
• shock-collar
• puppy tail plug
• regular dog collar & leash, heels (6 inches)

other items:

• clothespins
• hairclamps, paperclamps,

...

Likes:

• being humiliated and degraded
• pain in general, being a painslut
• orgasm denial and control
• forced and painful orgasms
• nipple torture, clamps and clothespins
• being denied and made to serve, dares and pleasing its Miss
• other girls, eating pussy
• being humiliated, at home as well as in public
• bondage, immobility
• semi-public to public, possibility of getting caught, being seen naked
• involving others (that know before)
• bladder control

Dislikes:

• involving strangers

...

I'm trying to lose 5 kg at the moment, and, as always, have turned to getDare for some extra motivation. Here's a link to the thread in case you want to help me out!

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=157266

I'll be posting my weights here over the next few weeks and hopefully we'll see a good reduction.

Goal: 57 kg
27/10: 63.6 kg

I really want to lose this weight now. I've gained so much in the last few years, for various reasons....

What is the most humiliating thing that has happened to you in public?

I once wet myself in front of a friend and her mom when I couldn't hold it anymore. It was awful.

How old were you when you were first humiliated and enjoyed it?


Probably when I was about 18.

Have you ever fingered yourself in public and gotten caught?


Not yet

Have you ever thought about what would happen if your friends...

Recently I was punished for having been rude to a pharmacist. Part of the punishment would have been going to apologise to her, but my disciplinarian has lifted this part of the punishment. I wanted to write an open letter to the lady in question so that everyone can share in my humiliation for my shameful behaviour.

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Dear Ma'am

I was in your pharmacy a while ago and I was rude to you. You were only doing your job and I was being arrogant and mocking...

Yesterday was set aside as a day of humiliation and punishment. I was given a strict schedule to follow, including study time, chores and punishments. I had to crawl everywhere in the house and I had to pee outside each time. I was also not allowed any clothes.

I started the day with half an hour of corner time, naked and sucking my thumb. During this corner time I reflected upon what I had done to deserve this punishment. I came to the conclusion that acting like a brat was what got me...

So, I debated not writing this at all, because it seems totally not real. But then, I thought some people might actually like to read it.

Anyway, this is the story of what happened to me last night:

So, I play d/s games with people I meet from gd. Right now I have this incredible dom. I usually have tasks to do every day, and we have amazing amounts of fun! I also take and send him pictures. So, I usually take pictures on my phone, email them to my happyme email address,...