March 15 marks 6 years of me being on getDare (I had a previous account before this one). So much has changed in 6 years. This site has really changed my life.

Also, this is my 400th blog post. 400!!! I honestly can't believe it.

So I decided to use this post to compare then versus now.

THEN

When I first joined getDare, I was shy, blushy and inexperienced. I couldn't say words like butt plug or enema out loud, never mind cock! I had never watched...

As most of you know, I have snagged an absolutely wonderful Dom - Dr. Dom. I am so glad to call him mine. However, he isn't ALL mine, that is because I share him with LittleMissSass.

When Dr. Dom told me that he wanted to continue a relationship with LittleMissSass as well as start a relationship with me, I will be honest, I was scared. Sharing is not something that I have been very good at in the...

So this is the fourth time I have said Happy Birthday to my IceMaiden. I knew her before, but first off she wasn't MY IceMaiden, and second off, I was much too rude to wish her one before she was.

By the first Happy Birthday, I had told her I loved her.
By the second, we had met, and more.
By the third time I told her Happy Birthday I had made her cry.
And now the fourth is here. Four birthdays for the little girl who is three and a half (maths never was her strongest...

So a little post to anyone that's interested, recently I decided to tell my girlfriend about my cross dressing/sissy fetish and well it went down really well with her. she loved it and I couldn't believe it, this all came about because she asked me what size boxers I wear and when i asked her why she told me, "I want to buy you cute panties" and for a moment I was like... WHAT!??
So I told her and she asked me to show her everything I had so I did the heels, the PVC clothes and bra's...

I have been searching for a few months for a domme.
She must be the unicorn, since she had been so hard to find.
I have met a few wonderful women, but we were not compatible and would not have made each other happy.
I have made another post in hopes she will find me.
Here is to crossing my fingers and wishing away all my pennies!

I have spent a lot of my life feeling unsafe. Growing up in the house that I did, I never knew when I would be verbally or emotionally attacked. I never knew what I was going to get when I walked in the door. I was constantly on edge.

It was a theme that continued throughout my teen years. Having friends who were hot and cold, off and on. Not having anybody who I could count on. It seemed that anytime I got attached to somebody they would hurt me or disappear.

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My ever-increasing list of toys and girly clothes. I'm unlikely to buy more...but then again I keep telling myself that then unable to resist the temptation to get more I do like using my sex toys, it does make me feel nice & naughty!

Toys and household items

• Ball Gag (make me drool)
• Belt (collar or whip)
• Butt plugs (one silicone vibrating butt plug

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