I just needed to let everybody know that I need a day or two of time away to work through some personal stuff. The matchmaking service, and everything else is on hold until I return. Sorry.

After a conversation with Sire (trenho) this came up. So yet again here is another one-shot story for you guys to enjoy. This is a story of something that is possible, and that could happen in the near future.

After a long day I came home knowing that the night I’d be alone. He had told me this morning to get a bunch of things together and put them on the bed. He had also told me that I wouldn’t be sleeping in my bed tonight. I didn’t have work tomorrow so I was wondering what he had in...

Hey dairy i know it has been a a while since i talked to you.
so i talked to mommy and told her what was going on and she understood. So yesterday to told mommy i have cam on tinychat and gave mommy my user name and dairy i give it to you and it is megankallytail and mommy gave me a rule with it. That my cam stays on and so while my cam has been on i for yesterday mommy started seeing how far she had to go to break me and i think my mommy find out there are small things...

I find it very difficult to voice my story. I had never planned on writing a blog like this but writing is my escape, writing is my therapy. And though it feels very scary to share something so personal with the public, I am very proud of attempting to share my story. To this day, there is only one person in the entire world that has heard my story and I’d like to change that, starting with anyone that cares to read this entire post, and I’d then like to share it with my girlfriend. Nothing haunts us...

I can't believe that yesterday marked two months since Jaro and I started a D/s relationship. At first I was shocked to think that it has already been two months. It doesn't seem like that much time has passed, but when I started to reflect on everything we have done, it is surprising that it has ONLY been 2 months!

I first contacted Jaro because I saw that he was interested in exploring his submissive side. He had a list of curiosities that worked well with my likes and interests and...

I believe that traveling offers some of the best opportunities of learning and throughout my trips, I always take away something from each trip.

Some Things I Learned in Belgium:
1. Belgium mainly consists of beer, chocolate, waffles, and fries (or at least that is how it appeared to me!) Chocolate is king in Belgium! I tried famous Belgian brands like Neauhaus, Godiva, Leonidas, Nirvana, Marcolini, Wittamer, and too many other brands to list! In America, chocolate is often ate...

If you already haven't, go and read BDSM vs. Abuse and Dear Sub.lucy: BDSM and Abuse which have inspired me. They are very good, interesting to read and point out some important issues.

I'd like to start with my observation that sexual orientation and preferences might be related to the past experiences, especially while growing up. You can find several articles on its change. But I need to pin down the most important statements for me:

1. Sexual orientation and preferences...