Princess.Ashley was lucky poster number 160 on my AMA thread. Since I am her best friend, she didn't want me to have to edge, so she originally asked Asslvr if she could just allow me to cum. Of course, Asslvr couldn't allow that since it is against the rules, but he did finally agree to my easiest custom edge to date. Ashley requested that I:

Draw a butterfly on myself and then get myself to the edge. I was then allowed to cum.

So today, after a few hours of teasing me...

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My fetish
I have a had a mud fetish for as long as i can remember, going to this swamp stripping naked and playing in it. It is my fantasy to have a master tie me up so i can barely walk, withme on a leashe, making me walk into mud up to my head.

What is your famtasy/fetish

So this is more or less a "log" of what happened due to a very in depth dare from a person above thread. I normally don't bother logging stuff unless asked but this was so interesting I thought it'd be worth it. It is fairly lengthy and probably not well organized so I apologize.

The original dare: http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showpost....postcount=2161

The Night Before:
I ordered Pizza, and a 2 Liter. Additionally I'd been snacking on Bananas...

Some people may be aware that I'm currently on the search for a submissive. Sorry, that's a simplistic statement; and the truth always resists simplicity. I'm looking for someone to connect to, call a friend, and someone who turns me on beyond belief to the point that if I ever saw them I would, without hesitation, rip their clothes from their body and fuck them mercilessly. Yes.

People have gotten in touch, some endearing themselves to me more than others. However, as of yet, none have...

After my week of switching with Asslvr, we realized it was something we both really enjoyed, and so we decided to continue to do it on a regular basis. Every other week, I get to control Asslvr on Friday and Saturday. I love having control and teasing and taunting and torturing my wonderfully devious man, but at the same time, I also miss having my rules.

So as I started to tease him relentlessly on Friday morning, I was weakened and he somehow manipulated me into agreeing that I would...

Maybe it's just that objectification isn't my thing. But I've never liked the idea of being "owned" or viewed as property. I certainly don't see myself as a slave. I've just barely come to terms with identifying as a submissive.

And I see being owned as far too passive of a state for me to be willing to assume. An object does not need to do anything to be owned. I consider my submission much more active than that.

So I prefer the word belong. To me, belong means...

My "guy" (I called him Ben) followed me out. He laughed, I was embarassed, first, but I was so drunk, I laughed, too. We talked, he asked me if I have to stop now.
I thought about it. I was so exhausted, but there were still ... so many (fuck!!!) cards left. We walked around and he just asked strangers. The first one rejected a kiss and I was allowed to lower the vib level
Then I had to dance for someone - on a empty street for a 9.
I don't know the correct order now,...