A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
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Interrogation: Scene 3
The interogation was a lot of fun! I love to see my little Butterfly squirm and I got lots of that
You did amazing sweetie, you held out a lot longer than I thought you would! I'm so very proud of you♡Posted 08-07-2015 at 09:07 AM by Mr. Devious 
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Posted 08-07-2015 at 08:38 AM by Emmyred
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Interrogation: Scene 3
I just finished reading all three parts, you did amazing, be very very proud of yourself!! <3Posted 08-07-2015 at 05:15 AM by IceMaiden
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Interrogation: Scene 3
Hehe, Asslvr sounds like both a good cop and bad cop! You need to interrogate him next time! Let's see how long he lasts!Posted 08-07-2015 at 04:02 AM by drwarschauu 
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Interrogation: Scene 2
Really interesting to read how you both deal with bluffing! Loving this series and very much looking forward to the conclusion. Anal hooks are yum... Again, well done to the both of you.Posted 08-05-2015 at 09:42 AM by StrawDog
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Interrogation: Scene 2
I love these. Can't wait for the final installment Sounds like you've been having lots of fun!Posted 08-05-2015 at 08:28 AM by D00M
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Posted 08-05-2015 at 07:58 AM by justJane
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Interrogation: Scene 2
Well I for one am NOT impressed. He better do better in round three or I guessed wrong. You are an evil little girl holding out so long. Harrumph.Posted 08-05-2015 at 04:12 AM by AbusiveMaster
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Interrogation: Scene 2
That. Was one of the most incredible reports I have ever read. I love your face. And you are awesome. Bravo! asslvr is horribly evil, and I kind of hope Wardell doesn't read this now and get any ideas...Posted 08-04-2015 at 11:44 PM by naughtylittlegirl
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Interrogation: Scene 2
amazing, loved reading every word of that, sounds like a perfect interrogation so far cant wait for part 3Posted 08-04-2015 at 11:03 PM by aussiedom
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Interrogation: Scene 2
Wow, what an amazing scene. Thank you so much for sharing your experience. You two are amazingPosted 08-04-2015 at 10:48 PM by techiegirl
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Bowling, Bribes and Near Death Cumming Experiences
@Strawdog - Exactly, D/s for us isn't something that is just in the bedroom, it is a part of who we are. And more than that, we are both kinky and fun people and what else breaks up the monotonous days of grown up life than having fun and being kinky. I am so glad I found somebody who enjoys it as much as I do.
@Asslvr - *Near death! Don't forget we don't actually want me to die mister. Our games would be far less fun if I was really dead :PPosted 08-04-2015 at 10:46 PM by Butterfly
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Asking for help - My new rules
I love you too. So much! It has been difficult for me, but I want you to know that I am so thankful and grateful for everything you have done and been for me during this transition, and over the past year. You have been my rock. and I don't feel like I have told you how much I appreciate that.Quote:Originally Posted by asslvr
Our new life, although filled with love, happiness and fun, has had some challanges. I personally am happier than I ever have been. That is all thanks to you my sweet Butterfly.
You know I will always try my hardest to give you what you need. I know we can work through anything and our love will endure the test of time.
I am loving the rules too, even though a couple are hard, a couple are blushy, I think they are a nice balance.
You also know how much it hurts me when we have to deal with "consequences" but I am always so proud of you when you get through it.
You are amazing sweetie... I love you♡
Please know that the struggles I am dealing with right now, are not your fault. This would have happened no matter where I would have moved to or with who. It is just the culmination of everything and it is all a little bit overwhelming, but I know we can get through it.Posted 08-04-2015 at 10:42 PM by Butterfly
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Asking for help - My new rules
It really is hard. So much harder than expected, but there are so many good things about moving and I have to start reminding myself about those too.Quote:Originally Posted by naughtylittlegirl
I know it's been said, but I agree, moving is hard! And it's okay for you to have a rough time with everything - I am glad you are finding good ways to work through it
And I love that you posted your rules, thank you! I've been kind of fascinated with rules lately, still a bit too chicken to post mine, but I loved reading yours. Isn't it wonderful how the ones that induce the most blushing and embarrassment, that feel the hardest to do, are the best ones?
(And I like the word 'discipline' instead of 'punishment' - and 'consequence' is good too - because it isn't just about a looming threat or fear of disappointing someone, but about learning and growing and rewards for things done well.)
When you are ready, we would love to read yours. I have never really wanted to share a set of rules of mine before (and with Asslvr we have changed them so many times that they are constantly outdated anyways), but these ones mean so much more to me right now, that I thought I would share them.
The thought of disappointing Asslvr is enough of a punishment for me, but I know that every time I forget a rule or don't do it the right way, it doesn't necessarily disappoint him, it just means I have to try harder and do better next time. The only time we use punishment is if I deliberately don't do something, which almost never happens. I would much rather focus on consequences to help motivate me to remember and do my best, and rewards for completing things.Posted 08-04-2015 at 10:36 PM by Butterfly
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Interrogation: Scene 1
I was so looking forward to reading about this, and have that big, ol', stupid grin back on my face. Thank you.
No need to feel bummed about 17 minutes; time has a funny way of distorting itself and probably felt a WHOLE lot longer. The fact you did it at all is something beautiful and to be proud of, and it isn't even the end! Well done to the both of ye.
Declaring that was the heaviest treatment was a bold move; I'll be very interested to read how that effected things.Posted 08-04-2015 at 01:01 AM by StrawDog
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Interrogation: Scene 1
This type of thing really does it for me. That sort of... encouragement... fun stuffPosted 08-03-2015 at 02:19 PM by Alexis Rune
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Interrogation: Scene 1
Wow, this sounds fantastic. I would love to do a scene like this (and not just because it'd be an interesting experiment to see whether my stubbornness could carry me very far). I love that you two are close enough that you can do things like this, which are relatively extreme - kudos to you for lasting as long as you did this round, he was a bit mean! Excited for your next onePosted 08-03-2015 at 02:12 PM by naughtylittlegirl
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Interrogation: Scene 1
Well this is only the first of 3 scenes. I only gave up 1 number. Stay tuned for the next 2 and to find out how long I lasted in total.Posted 08-03-2015 at 01:55 PM by Butterfly
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Interrogation: Scene 1
I am a little sad that you didn't make it to the 3 hour mark but well done for getting as far as you didPosted 08-03-2015 at 01:53 PM by Ly Ph
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Posted 08-03-2015 at 12:57 PM by Butterfly
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Posted 08-03-2015 at 12:55 PM by AbusiveMaster
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Bowling, Bribes and Near Death Cumming Experiences
Our little bets and games are so much more fun now that you're here this was an amazingly fun night and I am looking forward to soooo many more! I also can't wait for more death by orgasmsPosted 08-01-2015 at 08:38 AM by Mr. Devious
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Asking for help - My new rules
Our new life, although filled with love, happiness and fun, has had some challanges. I personally am happier than I ever have been. That is all thanks to you my sweet Butterfly.
You know I will always try my hardest to give you what you need. I know we can work through anything and our love will endure the test of time.
I am loving the rules too, even though a couple are hard, a couple are blushy, I think they are a nice balance.
You also know how much it hurts me when we have to deal with "consequences" but I am always so proud of you when you get through it.
You are amazing sweetie... I love you♡Posted 08-01-2015 at 08:34 AM by Mr. Devious
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Asking for help - My new rules
I know it's been said, but I agree, moving is hard! And it's okay for you to have a rough time with everything - I am glad you are finding good ways to work through it
And I love that you posted your rules, thank you! I've been kind of fascinated with rules lately, still a bit too chicken to post mine, but I loved reading yours. Isn't it wonderful how the ones that induce the most blushing and embarrassment, that feel the hardest to do, are the best ones?
(And I like the word 'discipline' instead of 'punishment' - and 'consequence' is good too - because it isn't just about a looming threat or fear of disappointing someone, but about learning and growing and rewards for things done well.)Posted 07-31-2015 at 02:25 PM by naughtylittlegirl
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Asking for help - My new rules
It really is crazy for me to look back and see how much I have evolved and grown over the past year. I know instill have my ups and downs but the transformation is amazing. And my attitude about somethings has completely changed as well.Quote:Originally Posted by madl
These rules are great. I love seeing how your relationship is evolving and how you're using D/s to improve yourselves.
Moving is incredibly stressful and incredibly lonely. Don't judge yourself harshly for that.
And arguments are also perfectly normal. The secret to happily ever after is not "never argue" but rather "forgive and forget".
I think the loneliness is the worst part for me right now. Even though I have asslvr, I miss my family and best friend. I miss their hugs and being together face to face instead of through a screen.
Asslvr used to always tell me he isn't a fighter. He doesn't like to argue and neither do I. But it's important. Because if you aren't arguing than it means you aren'i communicating.Posted 07-31-2015 at 10:59 AM by Butterfly
