Recently I wrote this blog/report on a recent custom orgasm task AM had me do.

For us it was especially mild play, we have done ALOT of things that are much more intense and I haven't dropped after them. But this time, for no apparent reason, I dropped and I dropped hard.

Only a few minutes after I had cleaned myself up I was hit with a feeling of overwhelming sadness and passed on playing games (non kink) with AM, which is something I always really enjoy. When I passed...