On May 6, I became Mrs. Asslvr (thank goodness that isn't his real last name!). It was the most perfect and magical day ever.

The night before the wedding, Asslvr and I, and some of our friends and family stayed at the hotel that we were getting married at. We had some drinks, ate pizza, played in the pool, relaxed in the hot tub and watched some hockey.

Around 9:30, I said goodnight to my fiance for the last time. I then had a nice...

Last week was really rough. I kept away most of the week because I just needed time to myself to deal with everything happening around me. It was overwhelming. I dealt with a lot of family drama. It seemed that my phone was crisis central and that nobody could do anything without my help even though I am a 40 hour drive from everybody and could literally do nothing to help.

I like to help and be there for my family. But it is heartbreaking when people you love are calling you and are...

I. AM. STRUGGLING.

I am overwhelmed.

Who knew that adulting would be this hard. Should it be this hard?

I am always the person that others come to lean on. I am the person who my family relies on. To keep them sane. To fix their problems. To comfort them.

But what if I can't?

What happens when the person who is holding everybody together, can't do it any longer?

It is too hard. I don't know what to say. I don't...

I wrote a blog recently requesting new topics to blog about, and this is one that I received from Jaroface.

Quote:

Your like alphabet. Name one thing you like, with a short description, for each letter in the alphabet. Can be either vanilla or kinky likes or both.

Asslvr.
I mean I guess I kinda like him.

Bondage.
I love being helpless and bound with rope, handcuffs...

Chocolate.
Especially...

I am feeling a little lost today ...

Yesterday Jaro and I decided that it would be best to end our D/s relationship. It was a mutual decision. We just wanted/needed different things.

I am glad that I was able to help him realize his potential. He grew so much over the 6 months that we were together. But every good thing must come to an end, and I am glad we have ended on good terms.

I will still be here to mentor him, to provide advice, maybe the occasional...

Ever since Jaro has posted his blog with updated BDSM results, I have been thinking about my own results and wondering how much they have changed. I tried looking and couldn't find a post with results in it anywhere on getDare. However, thankfully I keep everything in google Docs because I was able to locate the results from the first time I took the test.

The first Number listed is the result that I received on March 14, 2015; Just over 2 years ago!!!

The second number,...

I see so many people on getDare who just want attention. They may be new and trying to make friends, or they are only here to find somebody to play with outside of getDare. Whatever the reason, it is hard to be noticed in a sea of thousands of other people wanting the same thing.

So how do you stand out?

I thought I would share just some tips that help me notice people:

Be active!
This is the most important piece of advice that I can share with somebody....