After reading your previous blog, it is great to see this happening. Just enjoy whatever comes next. The biggest step has already been taken!

Still sounds like an awesome experience.
Thank you for sharing with us.

Congratulations Lia
I'm happy for you both.
You have all the time in the world.
No need to rush.
Beautiful simplicity.
Beautiful priorities.
Beautiful understanding.

Good night,
~Joanna

I'm glad you weren't too shy or nervous, and went for it. Reading that, I can only imagine how it felt, but it sounds magical.
There is a reason guys love watching girls. Two girls kissing is entirely different from a girl kissing a guy. Uniquely beautiful.

Dont stop there!!!!

Did you catch her???

Did she catch you???

What happened next???

Damn talk about a cliffhanger!!

Maybe something will happen. Maybe it won't.
I have no doubt you and her are both apprehensive, but also maybe looking for an opening.
Having fun is what is most important. So I hope neither of you feel a need to rush.
Then again, because you have a history, I'm sure if you end up falling into bed together tomorrow night, everything will still work out fine. But I am glad that that isn't the direct you are taking this.
Good things are worth a wait, and I'm sure you both see each other as a good thing.

Lol

Yeah, it isn't all about sex, and of course you want to wait until the right moment when you both feel comfortable.

Thanks for your sympathy. Things happens in life sometimes you know?

I was cheerful for you, because I've already been through that all ~ those feelings. I've been attracted to women as well since I was little, and started to think and feel about it more when I was 13 or 14, so I've had almost eighteen or nineteen years of awareness.

And I thought it was cool she kissed you, because that takes courage too, just like your confession.

I'm glad your first date went well and that you are excited for your second one.

I'd like to formally thank thewilds for helping you.

Thank you tw. Thanks for being a good friend to her and helping her. May your friendship be long and you continue to help each other and look after each others best interest. I know we don't talk much, and that is fine. I still respect you, and am happy when I hear how helpful you are to my friend Lia and others. I am happy that you are part of the book club, and that Lia started it.

Well Lia
Take it slow. One step at a time. You know what feels right. You both are doing well. Keep up the open commucation and patience, understanding, and/or kindness if you come across any snags. Whenever problems arise, if you show the person that you are there for them, that you will continue to be, that you won't harbor any resentment for their fleeting actions and emotions, and that you still love them even when they are acting up ~ even a heart of fire or ice can softened.

Thanks for calling us blessings. You are a blessing too. Thanks for sharing so much of your friendship with us and treating us like your family. I feel the same too.

You have a good head on your shoulders. You are mature and wise for your years but you still have much to learn and experience as do we all.

Also, you might want to check out a movie called The Broken Hearts Club: A Romantic Comedy. It's about a group of gay friends. It's an older movie from the year 2000, and has a few semi-famous people in it.

Continue to take good care of yourself sweetie.

Tolstoy out.
*kisses tw on the cheek*

With love,
~Joanna

That was amazingly sweet.
I'm glad you went back the next day to talk to her.
I'm glad she wasn't upset from the day before and let you in to talk to her.
As sex-focused as we all are here? Despite the fact that you knew her, and knew her well, I'm actually glad things did not go to sex right away, but that, after fighting off that initial impulse, and the horrible night of self doubt, you guys talked. Opened up, and shared everything.
That is what makes people close. Not sex.
Well, sex too, but there was time for that afterwards, or later, I'm sure

It is amazing that you share and post so much of yourself with your GD family. I will only say that what you went through shook you up, but it is ok to feel how you feel.

It was especially good that you took the next step to go back and talk it out with her. It would have been sad to have let that slip by.

Keep your heart open. You are special and you deserve special!

Hi Lia,
there are a lot who have similar feelings in the beginning. When she kissed you, and you responded in that way, that wasn't abnormal either. I've done that too in the beginning. She wasn't my best friend, but I flirted with her and touched her and she responded, and after a while leaned in to kiss me, and I turned my head away twice *smacks myself on the head*

I got shy at the moment. I panicked in that moment. One moment was all that it took for her to grow cold to me. I understand her though. She didn't know what I was feeling inside.

I wasn't a great communicator then. I really wanted her, but... the reason is stupid really...

I was almost sixteen and didn't have a bunch of experience. I wasn't afraid to make love to her and for us to passionately figure it out together. I was afraid that I wouldn't be a good kisser. I've kissed before with my first boyfriend and was intimate with him. For some reason, I didn't have that same courage with her. It stopped me in my tracks.

She felt horrible. I guess she felt a little used and unwanted. We had a nice day together, and then I fucked it up, 'cause I was too damn shy. I wish she would have asked why. I wish I had the courage and the words to tell her. I was acting so strong and attractive, when I really wanted her to be that. I wanted her to more dominant. And she was getting there naturally, but I messed up and it stopped. I wish we could have been ourselves, but it was all new and we were young and didn't know how to process it yet. We didn't know how to respond.

I tried to talk to her again, but she didn't want anything to do with me and she shut me out of her life. I understand though. And after a little while, I responded by acting foolish and like it didn't bother me, but it did.

I guess she hated me and perhaps she will always think of me unfavorably in the back of her mind. I do not know where she is now.

It is one of my few regrets in life that I could never talk to her about it. Hopefully she understands now somehow what it might have been, now that we are more mature now. I can only hope.

I think it's cool how you both are best friends. I guess in a way that makes it both harder and easier.

I think it is wonderful you two communicated really well and talked things through.

Everyone feels like that in the beginning. Scared, confused, ashamed, and more. In the beginning it feels like that and can take a while to process. How long is different for everyone. You will find out there is nothing to be ashamed of. You will grow to understand yourself more. You will love who you love. And that is beautiful.

I'm glad your first confession turned out so well.
My first confessions didn't, but then they turned out somewhat okay.

I was happy for you when she said she was too, and cheering for joy aloud when she kissed you on the neck.

I wish you well my friend.
Whatever happens, you will always be fine.

Stay wonderful,
~Joanna

Very kinky my friend. I'm so thrilled with your naughty tale. As one who grew up on a farm, your descriptions were both vivid and very real. I'm even more thrilled that the effective than it had on you was so positive.

It is good practice to move your significant other into a less vanilla world! I loved it all. Thanks for sharing!

great fun glad to see u enjoyed it

Your experience demonstrates the fundamental difference between women and men when it comes to sex.

For women, sex is a 90% emotional experience throughout the whole act. For men, once we get over the initial emotional hurdle the physical part takes over. For a woman, at any time during the act, emotions can intrude (as in this case, guilt - triggered by the smell of your sister's perfume), and ruin the whole thing.

The tough thing is - this can be very hard for men like us to understand. We would immediately assume that your sudden loss of interest was due to us doing something wrong. This might lead to guilt or blame. Even if you were to explain the situation to a man (I doubt at that point that you could - it wouldn't be even that obvious to you), the man would dismiss it as being "too trivial."

I myself have been guilty of this many times, and as much as I try to understand it, it is still hard. Once during a session with a sub who was in to verbal and physical humiliation, I used one phrase that immediately triggered in her a bad memory of when she was abused as a teen by someone she trusted. That ruined the whole session, and I spent hours of aftercare to bring her back. It was nobody's fault, but shows how much a woman's enjoyment depends on her mental and emotional state.

Very naughty and erotic. Thanks for sharing.

very sweet.
but she sleeps in shorts?
next time, you should casually suggest she just sleeps in an oversized shirt.
Cuddling will be much closer!

this was an amazing read. thank you.

You did an excellent job of describing your tasks. but... I have a few questions!
1. Your 'sex' is sweet? Please tell me how you got it to be so!
2. ... Did you clean the griddle after making your princess pancake?
3. Don't you think that it's inappropriate to be using your siblings belongings like that and putting them back? I mean... even forgetting the whole consent thing- it's unsanitary!