Sensitisation + suffering, sans satisfaction

[DolphinCreek]

This is a final final tally... I've included A2M2's though because I'm a total sucker As I've not been around for ages having not been well I've not got any further on working anything off. In that time I've not had any orgasms, so I'm still denied and everything is twitching at these numbers. I'd apologise for the disappearing but... you know, wasn't well, don't feel like I have to apologise for getting sick.

Sensitising

• SMACK: 20/158 (1580 smacks to each of my nipples and clit)
• SUCK: 7/77 (19 hours 15 minutes of clit and nipple suction)
• SQUEEZE: 6/42 (10 hours 30 minutes of nipple and clit clamping)
• SWIVEL: 5/57 (9 hours 30 minutes of nipple twisting, 4 hours 45 minutes of clit twisting)
• SOOTHE: 6/38 (38 applications)
• SPOIL: 3/75 (18 hours 45 minutes of the wand on my clit)

Silence

• Ball gag: 4/79 (39 hours 30 minutes)
• Dildo gag: 6/137 (68 hours 30 minutes)
• Ring gag: 3/117 (58 hours 30 minutes)
• Ball gag harness: 2/109 (54 hours 30 minutes)

*Total gagged and filled time: 10 hours 30 minutes/221 hours

Edges: 5/1440

Plus 480 hits to each inner thigh with a wooden spoon, holes full and knees bound apart.

Couple of addendums still in place: I will do PMs received before starting tasks from here. I will add a count for pointless edges I've done that don't count when I update.

To really fuck with myself and draw it out, any edges that happen during SPOIL don't count towards the edge total and will add a count to SMACK instead.

I will be busy for a while. Updates likely to be sporadic...!

[bluedieblub]

Poor Dolphin! Hope you are all better again!

You might need the strength to get though this as well, it sounds like incredibly frustrating The denial you have done so far is already bad enough Good luck progressing on them!

[DolphinCreek]

Updated tally:

Sensitising

• SMACK: 35/177 (1770 smacks to each of my nipples and clit)
• SUCK: 10/77 (19 hours 15 minutes of clit and nipple suction)
• SQUEEZE: 10/42 (10 hours 30 minutes of nipple and clit clamping)
• SWIVEL: 10/57 (9 hours 30 minutes of nipple twisting, 4 hours 45 minutes of clit twisting)
• SOOTHE: 9/38 (38 applications)
• SPOIL: 12/75 (18 hours 45 minutes of the wand on my clit)

Silence

• Ball gag: 9/79 (39 hours 30 minutes)
• Dildo gag: 11/137 (68 hours 30 minutes)
• Ring gag: 9/117 (58 hours 30 minutes)
• Ball gag harness: 7/109 (54 hours 30 minutes)

*Total gagged and filled time: 18 hours/221 hours

Edges: 15/1440
Extra frustrating edges not included in count: 182
Counts added to SMACK because of edging during SPOIL: 19

Plus 480 hits to each inner thigh with a wooden spoon, holes full and knees bound apart. - not yet done

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I am back to being quite sensitive, it's hard to tell if I'm as sensitive as I was before I had the break. Progress is enticingly and frustratingly slow, and trying not to edge with the wand is incredibly difficult. Though I get even more horny when I do, knowing I've just earned myself more suffering for it... why are edges even better when there are consequences?

[bluedieblub]

Quite a few extra done dolphin! Slowly swimming forward through some delicious suffering. Luckily I know you love being trapped, and it seems you'll be trapped for a while torturing yourself. Enjoy your frustrating edges!

[DolphinCreek]

Updated tally:

Sensitising

• SMACK: 89/208 (2080 smacks to each of my nipples and clit)
• SUCK: 32/77 (19 hours 15 minutes of clit and nipple suction)
• SQUEEZE: 24/42 (10 hours 30 minutes of nipple and clit clamping)
• SWIVEL: 24/57 (9 hours 30 minutes of nipple twisting, 4 hours 45 minutes of clit twisting)
• SOOTHE: 14/38 (38 applications)
• SPOIL: 28/75 (18 hours 45 minutes of the wand on my clit)

Silence

• Ball gag: 12/79 (39 hours 30 minutes)
• Dildo gag: 39/137 (68 hours 30 minutes)
• Ring gag: 25/117 (58 hours 30 minutes)
• Ball gag harness: 15/109 (54 hours 30 minutes)

*Total gagged and filled time: 45 hours 30 minutes/221 hours

Edges: 138/1440
Extra frustrating edges not included in count: 397
Counts added to SMACK because of edging during SPOIL: 31

Plus 480 hits to each inner thigh with a wooden spoon, holes full and knees bound apart. - completed, with much whimpering and burning in my thighs but an almost disappointing lack of bruises

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I feel like I should have made more progress in a month. At the same time, I'm glad that I haven't. Sitting here, updating the counts, mouth gagged and cunt and ass familiarly full, freshly sucked nipples and clit crushed in clamps, I feel centred. I want to suffer, I want to screw myself over. I know that SMACK is going to go up, as soon as I work on SPOIL. That makes it more exciting... I'm doing it to myself, I've made it harder than it needed to be.

It'll come to an end... eventually. And I might even have a few free days where I can really work it down

[bluedieblub]

You aren't making it easy for yourself at all are you? Gladly you don't mind suffering at all. Hang on dolphin! You'll get your mountain done eventually!

That being said, how many months of denial has it been now? How much more at this rate? Are you cumming before Christmas?

[Bdsub]

Great job so far Dolphin, you can do this

[TurnToAsh]

So before my hiatus I had agreed that I would be doing a third of the edges that Dolphin collected on this thread. That makes it 480 edges after I complete the edges on my thread. I've got plenty of denial days to do the edges in. Lol.

Dolphin, I love that you're still so far away from completing your tasks. I'm willing to bet that I'll be done with my 480 edges well before you do 480

Bd, did you complete your 480 edges?

- Ash

[DolphinCreek]

Originally Posted by TurnToAsh

So before my hiatus I had agreed that I would be doing a third of the edges that Dolphin collected on this thread. That makes it 480 edges after I complete the edges on my thread. I've got plenty of denial days to do the edges in. Lol.

Dolphin, I love that you're still so far away from completing your tasks. I'm willing to bet that I'll be done with my 480 edges well before you do 480

Bd, did you complete your 480 edges?

- Ash

I'm further forward after yesterday, but I'm still not taking that bet

[GermanSir]

Originally Posted by DolphinCreek

I'm further forward after yesterday, but I'm still not taking that bet

Though I remeber you were up for going in challenges against Ash....