19F, Getting back into the sub mindset.

[Submissive penguin]

You should come up with a submissive uniform to wear when you are home alone or cleaning; like a maid outfit, bunny girl outfit, Princess Leia bikini.

[Closetedslut]

[REPORT]

I'm not quite sure where I should put these, or if I should make a new thread to list rules and post reports (I have no idea where I'd put that, I'm still quite new to GD) so I'll just report here, I suppose.

I started today with an edge at my PC, touching myself fully clothed at my desk, which was quite shameful of me to do it so casually, I guess. it didn't take long, and it left me squirming in my seat and quite frustrated before university.

It's now 4 pm and I'm home from school, so I rolled a dice and it came up as a 2. Only now did I remember the task I'd been given to do my edges on all fours—I'm sorry I forgot for the morning edge—but either way it turns out I can't do that task anyway. I have some medical issues with my back and found that kneeling on all fours like that, with or without boots was a bit much.

So instead, I decided to do the two edges on my bed, no covers and spread eagle as if my holes were on display. I was already wet when I started touching, and it didn't take long before I was completely soaking.

I didn't put on porn or anything. Instead, I closed my eyes and imagined all the ways I could be used, right there in my bed. All of my holes filled to their limits, being pounded as if I were nothing more than a slab of meat. I thought about being sensory deprived, gagged and tied down, completely at the mercy of dildo machines in my holes or a vibe secured to me.

I edged both times in around 10-15 minutes, which was quite frustrating, and now I'm left still dripping wet and squirming under my covers.

I plan to take a nap and then do my end-of-day edge when I wake up!

Thank you everyone for the tasks, and I'm sorry it took so long for me to actually start them.

[jaydoes]

i like the submissive behavior in public thing, i would like you to start wearing an ankle chain or some kind of anklet on one ankle whenever you are in public too, along with the previous idea of never making eye contact and I think the Sir amd Ma'am thing should be extended to everyone who is older than you.

[MrJB]

2 simple rules to follow:

• Whenever you see your reflection, you must look yourself in the eye and repeat the phrase in your signature to yourself. If you are alone this must be out loud, otherwise it can be just in your head
• Anything you use to masturbate must be first cleaned in your mouth - this includes fingers

Enjoy!

[Closetedslut]

Originally Posted by jaydoes

i like the submissive behavior in public thing, i would like you to start wearing an ankle chain or some kind of anklet on one ankle whenever you are in public too, along with the previous idea of never making eye contact and I think the Sir amd Ma'am thing should be extended to everyone who is older than you.

Thank you for this, Sir. I really like the idea of an anklet. It's such a normal thing, yet i'll be the only one to know that it's a reminder and symbol of my submission. I don't know if I'll be able to extend the sir/ma'am thing, I think it'd be pretty weird to do in my country but I might consider giving it a try.

Originally Posted by retrogames

2 simple rules to follow:

• Whenever you see your reflection, you must look yourself in the eye and repeat the phrase in your signature to yourself. If you are alone this must be out loud, otherwise it can be just in your head
• Anything you use to masturbate must be first cleaned in your mouth - this includes fingers

Enjoy!

Thank you for these two tasks, sir! I'll certainly do the phrase one, it'll be good to remind myself every day. I'm not really into the oral side of things, or cleaning things with my mouth so I don't think I'll do the second one but I appreciate both of the tasks!

[Closetedslut]

[REPORT UPDATE, 18/08/22]

I really should've done this in a single report post, but I got so excited about reporting this afternoon after my edges. i'll be sure to keep it to one report tomorrow.

I woke up from my nap a bit dazed; I had a wet dream about edging! I guess that's what I get for touching right before I slept. Once I'd woken up a little bit, I tiredly got to work finishing my task and doing my end-of-day edge.

It was pretty easy to reach the edge, it only took around 5 minutes. I started slow and steady, but quickly ended up to a point where I was pounding my clit with my fingers and grinding against my hand. It was quite greedy and desperate of me, really.
I finished just in time for the day to end! the clock was 23:59 when I pulled my hand away.

As I write this I'm still squirming around and frustrated. My pussy and ass ache and long to be filled and used

[Closetedslut]

[REPORT]

I was quite pathetic, yesterday. Not only did I fail to complete any of my tasks, I also didn't report on such failure. I had a bad day, and wasn't really thinking about my tasks but that is no excuse.

I've also completely forgotten that I had said I would write out all my rules/tasks in a blog post to hold myself accountable, I plan to do that today.

As per the punishment given earlier in the thread, my failure padds 2 days of denial. It's now Saturday morning so I'll be starting my morning edge now, and will try harder to be a good slut