30F Recently Divorced Looking for Rules and Changes

Freedom at last · 10-26-2021, 05:19 AM

Hello everyone, trying this again. I’m Aspen. Im a 5’5 135lbs 34d cup(slightly saggy) with chestnut hair and pale blue eyes. with I’m a recently divorced women who just got out of a bad 6 year marriage though we had been together for almost 9. I’m having a bit of a midlife crisis and am looking to explore myself a little before I get on with my life. I am looking to feel young and slutty again. I want rules or tasks I can follow to help with that. My sex life has been very stale For many years so I really am looking to explore. I would have considered myself fairly wild in my college days but that was mostly partying and sex. I’m not very experienced when it comes to many kinks. I only really know what I’m interested in from erotica and porn.

Some of those interests are: hidden/semi public(I really like the enf genre), filth(no scat), humiliation, body mods, pain/abuse(I have almost no experience with this so no idea what my tolerance is), clothing control. Really I’m looking to explore everything I can before getting back on track with my life.

I’d prefer if you messaged me directly. So we can chat a little.

Also I want to add that I’m doing this for myself and not really to become a “submissive” to someone.

10-26-2021, 05:19 AM	#1
Freedom at last Junior Member Join Date: Oct 2021 Location: Indiana Posts: 5	30F Recently Divorced Looking for Rules and Changes Hello everyone, trying this again. I’m Aspen. Im a 5’5 135lbs 34d cup(slightly saggy) with chestnut hair and pale blue eyes. with I’m a recently divorced women who just got out of a bad 6 year marriage though we had been together for almost 9. I’m having a bit of a midlife crisis and am looking to explore myself a little before I get on with my life. I am looking to feel young and slutty again. I want rules or tasks I can follow to help with that. My sex life has been very stale For many years so I really am looking to explore. I would have considered myself fairly wild in my college days but that was mostly partying and sex. I’m not very experienced when it comes to many kinks. I only really know what I’m interested in from erotica and porn. Some of those interests are: hidden/semi public(I really like the enf genre), filth(no scat), humiliation, body mods, pain/abuse(I have almost no experience with this so no idea what my tolerance is), clothing control. Really I’m looking to explore everything I can before getting back on track with my life. I’d prefer if you messaged me directly. So we can chat a little. Also I want to add that I’m doing this for myself and not really to become a “submissive” to someone.