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aseeker2000 · 04-25-2019, 04:29 AM

Greetings,

I am a 50's male and submissive. No one in my life knows of my kink.

Over the years I have received satisfaction online, willing to perform, basically whatever task that is asked, at least once. I particularly enjoy being a spectacle and being surprised with various types of cbt, ball busting, and humiliation.

I have been chatting here and on chaturbate (my name over there is nuttpainlover), as well as other places. My greatest enjoyment is when someone truly understands its not as much the act performed, but the shock and awe of it, at least to me.

I have submitted mostly to male dominates, but from time to time females will come forward and torture me, not often though.

The problem, no one is that creative. I use to get spun up and and released, but now everyone seems to think the same way, or I have experienced it all (or close to it) to the point there is little to no enjoyment.

What to do?

04-25-2019, 04:29 AM	#1
aseeker2000 Member Join Date: Jul 2013 Location: U.S.A. Posts: 54	More or upgrade Greetings, I am a 50's male and submissive. No one in my life knows of my kink. Over the years I have received satisfaction online, willing to perform, basically whatever task that is asked, at least once. I particularly enjoy being a spectacle and being surprised with various types of cbt, ball busting, and humiliation. I have been chatting here and on chaturbate (my name over there is nuttpainlover), as well as other places. My greatest enjoyment is when someone truly understands its not as much the act performed, but the shock and awe of it, at least to me. I have submitted mostly to male dominates, but from time to time females will come forward and torture me, not often though. The problem, no one is that creative. I use to get spun up and and released, but now everyone seems to think the same way, or I have experienced it all (or close to it) to the point there is little to no enjoyment. What to do?