Ok, so i'm sorry to have to have to say this, but this may be my last post...ever. My dad looks like he actually isn't bluffing and will probably be taking my computer and anything he has given me...ever. I am sorry to anyone and i bid you all a due. I hope this is not my last post ever and I wish you all a merry Christmas.

Ok, so some of you know this already, but I wanted to ask to see what you think I should do. So my Dad is sort of a big asshole, doing all this mean ass shit and right now not even talking to me and my little brother, not even looking at us. Even with all this I am still getting him a Christmas present and he even said before that we will get nothing for Christmas because of our "bad behavior" yes we have been a tiny bit bad, but nothing too serious. So what I am asking is this, should I keep...

I has a headache.

Sympathies pls? kthnx.


I'm really bored, but I won't sleep if I go to bed now. I have Sweet Caroline stuck in my head now thanks to a certain person's blog. Sweet Caroline, bah bah bahhhh.

When I woke up next morning (Saturday) and went into the bathroom, I was surprised by what I saw. When I had got bathed before going to bed I had very carefully cleaned the bath out. Now there were oily looking brown stains all round it - as though someone had gone round dribbling oil or some sticky sauce all around the edges.

Anyway, I filled the tub with hot water again and once more cleaned it all out.

Next job was to wash my sticky clothes (it would actually have been...

As I walked home, wondering if anyone could hear me squelching along, my penis was being massaged by all the gunge in my underpants.

I started rubbing my crotch fairly vigerously as I walked along and then suddenly realised there was a guy coming along in the opposite direction. He must have seen me rubbing myself but he didn't say anything. Why are people out in the park so late at night!

Walking home, the streets were very quiet and I got back home without seeing...

So for the next part of my blog I want to write about something I often see cropping up in slaves, and something I myself have had to try and work on in the past.

Slaves, you are not around to dictate what your Master does. So so so often a slave can have a list of what they want to happen and how they think that the relationship should go but we need to realise it's not about us dictating what we want and handing a checklist and a script over to our masters. If that's what you want,...

Had a magical night this evening. It was just cold enough that nobody came to the beach here in Southern California, but not so cold you couldn't have a bonfire with some close friends.

A group of teens set up a couple hundred feet away from us late in the evening. It was just us and them on the beach tonight. As we packed up to go I watched them briefly and saw they were starting a game of Truth or Dare. Some of them had their phones out while deciding rules and playing. As I left with...