Just to keep it nice and visible I put the counting in the top part of this blog now

First of all, I want to thank you all for posting in my thread.

Now I will have to do all my tasks before I'm free again. I will summarize them all here:

237 /357 spanks to my balls.
6 hours and 16 minutes / 6 hours and 16 minutes of cornertime
1 hour 38 minutes / 1 hour and 38 minutes with clothespins on my nipples
5 hours 40 minutes / 10 hours and...

So here I am writing another piece of me. To me it already is some heavy stuff to tell you. And I already feel my eyes welling up when I just think about telling it to anyone. And just in advance, I’m sorry for using you as a therapy session.

As you might have read in my thread where I’m opening up is that making and keeping contact is a difficult thing for me. When there is regular contact, it appears to be less difficult for me. The least difficult thing might be just talking in person...

So after writing a whole bit of me, I thought of writing something else. Just a feeling I have. Something I just want to feel when I'm laying in bed or just around the day.

It is the feeling of a nice warm hug. Or maybe just some more pressure. A hug from my parents isn't the feeling I'm longing for.

Maybe it is a hug that would really overpower me. Not by strength, but a hug I have to surrender to. A hug that makes me feel small in comparison.

During my time...

So here I am writing a first bit about mysef. I don't know why I am doing this. Somehow I got triggered by the thread of Butterfly and some of her blogs. Triggered in a good way. And now I have the feeling I just wanted to write something and read some more.

I have seen this site multiple time before I actualy made a profile about 5 months ago. Before this I had only felt some of a submissive side of me with a dominant shell covering me.

I am not much of a person who just...

Welcome to the PM DARES of my profile. I may add/remove/increase amount depending on my current situation. If you think I'm too easy on myself, set a bigger number. Feel free to suggest another dare. If I like it I'll do it and add it to the list. There is no color code. you can send any 4 per day.

Puppies, ponies and kittens may freely double the amount

Random dares

PM me "REVENGE" and puppy will send you some of your PM dares back.
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Male, Dutch, Bi curious

Likes: Denial / Toys / Spanking / Petplay / body writing / Sensory Deprivation / Crossdressing / Hidden public / Hypnosis
Neutral: Diapers / Edging / Messy / Cornertime / pain / Bladder control / Pee / pictures
Curious: Humiliation / CBT / Nipple play / Self-bondage / clothing control / hidden public outing
Dislikes: Linewriting
Limits: Public / Permanent / Friends and family / Scat / Face / Video/Cam / Illegal / Vomit / Blackmail /...