so, i joined the mistress may i thread as a mistress and HOLY FRIGGIN TITS I LOVE IT.

because of me, a lucky wife will get to cum twice before her husband does. just doing my part one submissive man at a time to give the women of this world excellent treatment during sex.

to be honest, playing more to my dominate side has been doing wonders for my self esteem, which has been low with being denied touch.

usually, even if i've locked myself up, i still enjoy...

So I started getting bored with my usual kink stuff. And decided to explore my slightly dominate and sadistic side.

I played more actively with a previous pain lover I met online, and via ZAPPING their balls many times, and getting to see the responses from that. I've realized just how much i enjoy seeing the fear in someone's eyes. Seeing them wince in pain by my hands. (Paws?)

After that, I started to play around with pain play, and DAM THAT FELT GOOD.

...

So I joined Icemaidens Denied by Icemaiden thread!

That means 60 days of pure denial, no touching at all! (Except for cleaning/hygiene)

I started in the thread on 6/27/18, 2 days after my last orgasm, and 2 days into locking myself in chastity. So at the end of it all, I will have been denied for at least 62 days. But the denial ends on 8/26/18, 2 days before my birthday, so I'm going to try to push myself to be fully denied until my birthday! 64 days!

Now,...

SO i immediately add the new...

So, I've been struggling with DID (Disociative Identity Disorder) for quite some time now. Made a few posts about it too. And one thing my therapist has been trying to do is get all of our personalities to "reconverge back into one, single person"

She explained it as each personality is kind of like a part of us, blown out of proportion. It was easier for the less developed personalities, (Like Dave, Alice, Hunter, and Marcus. shaggy just recently started trying to converged...

Upon seeing this dare, I proceed to get out of bed, and put my bra back on. (I usually sleep in just my panties and a nighty)

After hooking my bra through the waist band of my white and pink stripped panties (took a few trys, but I got it) I went on with the jumping jacks.

I've never felt so out of shape before....

No, i didnt wet myself, although i do wish it was that.

I actually hurt myself without realizing it.

So I shave daily, as per my rules, and apparently, whilst shaving... errm... down there. I gave myself a micro abrasion on a rather delicate piece of tissue.

I didn't notice this until after I had locked my cage on place using my typical silicone lube, (which naturally makes everything kinda warm) and had gotten home from work. (I have a pretty high pain...