- making me feel Submissive/Compliant

- making me feel high, like living in a dream half awake

- the "never doing this again" moments

- doing it again

- the aftermath, depressive/anxious state (chemical imbalance)

- the craving

- being a dirty little secret, worrying about what might give it away

I made one for Subs so I thought I could come up with questions for Doms now. Sadly no Kik this time for sharing the answers, so it has to be here if you want to answer them.


1- would a Sub being sensitive (low pain threshold, cries a lot, ...) be a pro or a con to you ?

2- do you ever dream about your Sub ?

3- do you usually self stimulate while ordering your Sub around, or rather at a different time ?

4- are there personality types...

Maybe it's just me, I thought I'd compile these few from my experience with those Kik games :


- body shaming them, or suggesting they should improve this or that (if it wasn't the theme of the thread and they didn't sign up for that)

- telling someone that's a complete stranger to you they should shave

- telling them they are seeking attention, when you asked for the pics

- showing them your nudes, that they didn't request... at least...

I asked about the rules and these should break none, as there's only ass cheeks and no insertions or visible asshole or any other prohibited things.


The goal of this blog post is to illustrate what kind of marks I'm left with after a specific amount of spanking, because everyone might have a different interpretation of "hard" or "as hard as you can", I thought this would give a more accurate idea of what mine is by stating exactly what has been done here and...

Something worth taking a note of about how my two weeks of online DS relationship have affected me, is that for as long as I can remember I have always had brutal abuse scenarios and fantasies going around and around in my head, I don't even know when it all started as I had them way before I had any understanding of sexual things or even knew BDSM existed.

Lately since I discovered the pleasure of getting pain and being controlled but with my consent, I can't even go back to that, I...

Hey everyone. I just wanted to post here to apologize for being a bit slow on completing these dares you have all given me. As some of you know I live in Southern California and as of right now we are experience a huge heat wave. Its been like 80 degrees at midnight and even as I am currently typing this at close to 6pm its 98 degrees. This has made me just feel sluggish as well as harder to do some public tasks. Just wanted to let you all know. It is supposed to die down soon so hopefully once that...

Disclaimer : this will be somewhat dramatic but it's meant for me to vent and express myself, I know that technically things are not that big of a deal, but I'm a sensitive person and acknowledging my thoughts and emotions through writing is therapeutic and doesn't do no harm.


Something strange I couldn't have predicted happened as I got closer to having to say goodbye to my Dom. A forgotten task, a failure, turned into somewhat of an obsession.

On one of our first...