I am so very proud of my son "C." I am going to share the reasons why. Yes, some of us on here do have kids. Well, "C," is a very special kind of kid. See, he was born without a left arm and hand. His arm never fully develop as his hand never did too. The doctors and specialist say it never pulled away from the stomach wall. My ex-wife at the time, just keep crying and saying, I couldn't give you a perfect baby. I looked at her and said, he is a perfect baby in my eyes. Yes, we did...

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So today is my first day of a trial run with the first of three masters. I woke up at 6:30 this morning because I was feeling ill last night so I went to bed early and this was the result.

My trial master (here on in called Sir) instructed that I knelt on the floor and thought for 30 seconds to clear my mind before repeating the following mantra for three minutes to teach me my place in the relationship: I am Sir's Slut. I will follow orders.

So I got...

Starting weight: 98.5kg
Current weight: 68.7 kg
1st Goal: 85kg Met
2nd goal <80kg Met
3rd goal 75kg Met!
fourth goal, 69 dude!
fifth and probably final goal (although that tends to change as soon as I get close to it), 65kg
Final goal for realzies. 62kgs.


Update 04/05/2015

I seem to have ran out of space and hit the character limit on my previous blog. I didnt even think there was a character limit on these...

The wind was blowing lightly.
The air was warm and sticky.
The sky was blue and clear.
The smell was poorly nothing.
The tears were no more inside.
No more no more such pain inside.
Peace at last rest at last.

Mother, happy birthday to you on your special day. May your soul finally rest in that great place above us. The love from the heart, may you feel our joy for you. Yes, rest your head on the clouds of heaven. Love you forever in our heart....

My PM Dares
PM "NEW RULE" with a rule, and I must follow it until the end of that month
PM "HYPNO" and suggest my file for the night from Here or another site
PM "OOPS"...

None at the moment, might change in the future

This May is going to be a new start in a new life.

Last year at this time, I was out shopping for that special gift for my mother's birthday. Last year at this time, I was out shopping for that special birthday card. I think, I had to go to like eight stores to find that perfect card. Her birthday gift was another story. See, my mother was a simple person and not expecting that expensive gift. She was not that type of mother to show case, that value through diamonds. She would just wear...