Hello , yet again i find myself in the mood for writing and sharing a bit of thoughts and a story,

i tend to think that i'm very good at making people comftrable and safe enough so they can share there feelings or fears and i think its because of my caregiving let's say trait,but when it comes to me sharing fears it quite hard to do so,that's why i think writing about it will help me in a way,to atleast share them in a writen form.

This story begins with me just finishing...

As I have mentioned in my previous blog, I have been attending counselling. The main reason I went was to help get my anxiety under control. I have been to counselling a few times throughout my life (probably closer to 12-15 different counsellors), but it was never something that lasted more than a few sessions. I always felt as though the counselor would help me put out a “fire” and then release me back into the world.

While this was helpful, it never really resolved the underlying issues....

I know my life isn't complete shit. I have things pretty good overall, but I have also been dealt a lot of shit cards.

I was abused as a child, I was sexually assaulted as a young adult, I was in a controlling (not in a good way) and isolating relationship for 6 years .... I have lost many loved ones in tragic ways ...

Just last year I had a miscarriage, was attacked at work, had to unplug from my aunt from life support, was in a car accident which left me in pain daily...

One of the topic requests in my "Choose my next blog topic" thread was "How to get out of trouble by being cute". Thank you Bbob for this suggestion.

Now, I am a perfect little princess so I don't get into trouble too often. However, when I DO find myself in hot water, I have a few techniques that can help me get out of trouble.

Pouting
Of course the very first line of defense is to stick out your lower lip, give the puppy dog eyes and bat your...

That Privacy Policy:

How important is that safety defense in a blog? Well according to so many. It is very important what you share about yourself. So many don't dare take any chances in opening themselves up. Especially on this site because it is unhealthy and harmful in so many ways. They know how it can be used against them and fully dangerous. Some have said that you must think before writing anything concerning yourself. Some have set strong guidelines and don't go outside the box....

As things are heading backward! Some surprising uplifting reports will be coming. That will have excitement as some will say. Yep, I knew it from the reading in the past.

Just have to put a tease in there!

I pride myself in being honest and doing all the dares given to me on here at getDare, while honestly admitting to something I can't do. A friendly game of Truth or Dare with dandushma evolved into a game of Strip Battleship. He was into trash talking and name calling so I played along because those things can be fun. My Welsh competitiveness go the better of me and I tried to get one by him, seeing if I could claim to take the same piece of clothing off twice. He caught me and I was mortified. What...