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Shame in BDSM

Posted 09-18-2018 at 03:58 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

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Shame is a feeling that I struggle with a lot. I might be open here about my thoughts and all that but that's because I'm anonymous and it feels good to blog about these things without my real name appearing next to it. In real life things are a little different.

Generally I feel ashamed for a lot of things. I'm ashamed of the fact that I can't sleep with other
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Happy New Year!!!!!

Posted 09-13-2018 at 12:11 PM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)
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For me every September a new year starts. Maybe it's because for 20 years of my life September meant a new school year? Maybe. But in my eyes that's how it is

THIS YEAR SUCKED. Okay it had some good moments but mostly it was shit. Where do I begin???

This year had two D/s relationships that BOTH failed for different reasons, it had a funeral, many
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I broke the key!!!

Posted 09-10-2018 at 02:13 PM by Cassandra (Mad prophecies from ancient greece)

So I just started to put myself into a chastity device again. I am not that much into permanent chastity yet. The longest period were three days so far.

I often struggle with the lock and keys a bit when locking it up. Today, I overdid it, and broke the key while it was in the lock, and me in the device. It looked like it was already locked.

I told my husband, who I love to death. He has never seen my chastity devices but was very open, and giving me proposals what...
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Tea party with demons (September Writing Contest)

Posted 09-09-2018 at 09:57 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

I wake up and I am drowning but not in water. The taste of blood triggers that part of my brain that has been locked away but soon I realize that I am only biting my lips.

I stand up and pour myself some alcohol. Demons are always put to sleep when the smell of alcohol embraces you. I know, I promised I'd change my ways, you don't like my habits and you think that my hair is always messy. That my clothes are too dirty and that my skin looks rotten. My demons like my hair and my clothes.
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I'm not enough but at least I'm boring enough

Posted 09-05-2018 at 11:43 PM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

I have always had the feeling that I am not good enough. In sports, art, theater, school, appearance but also now this stupid feeling has expanded into my kinky side. First of all, let me tell you that I understand that what I am about to say is complete bullshit, however I can't stop myself from getting sad over this.

Lately I have been a little sad over the fact that I am boring, more specifically a boring sub. I have heard endless reassurring that this is not the case and that I shouldn't
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Update on my kinky life (GOOD NEWS!!!!)

Posted 09-01-2018 at 06:13 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)
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That is a very accurate visual representation of me! I know, I knooow, you must have sooo many questions! Let me explain!

So, I have been in a long distance relationship with a person that I will call Dee because his name starts with a D. I'm not sure exactly when we started considering each other "partners" but we know each other 2 full years. He is dominant
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I want to be submissive

Posted 08-26-2018 at 10:51 AM by lilith_ (Ramblings of a Nymphet)

I was about to write an ad about finding a Dom, but I had to erase it 4 times because it didn't feel right. I have tried this before and it never worked, so I decided to rant about it in a blog (where less horny clueless "Masters" will read it). THIS IS NOT AN AD.

I miss being submissive so much. I really crave being controlled, having to ask permission even for the simplest thing like using furniture, I miss having rules and having structure. I miss being bratty and then getting
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