Over the last few years I have gained too much weight. This is entirely unacceptable - it affects my health and makes me look less pleasing. My husband deserves better.

I'm keeping track of my weight here and hopefully that is going to motivate my fat ass to get moving.

Weight: (Comparison days are Wednesdays)

20/9/19- 74.4
19/9/19- 74.3
18/9/19- 74.4
17/9/19- 74.9
16/9/19- 74.9
15/9/19- 75.3
14/9/19- 75.0...

1. PM me "slut" and I will stroke my pussy for 1 minute.
2. PM me "whore" and I will pinch my nipples for 1 minute.
3. PM me "rule" and I will follow a rule from you for 3 hours.
4. PM me "munch" and I will eat a meal naked.
5. PM me "strip" and I will stay naked for an hour.
6. PM me "window" and I will pose as you want for 2 minutes in front of the window.
7. PM me "slave" and I will serve...

I'm trying to lose 5 kg at the moment, and, as always, have turned to getDare for some extra motivation. Here's a link to the thread in case you want to help me out!

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=157266

I'll be posting my weights here over the next few weeks and hopefully we'll see a good reduction.

Goal: 57 kg
27/10: 63.6 kg

I really want to lose this weight now. I've gained so much in the last few years, for various reasons....

What is the most humiliating thing that has happened to you in public?

I once wet myself in front of a friend and her mom when I couldn't hold it anymore. It was awful.

How old were you when you were first humiliated and enjoyed it?


Probably when I was about 18.

Have you ever fingered yourself in public and gotten caught?


Not yet

Have you ever thought about what would happen if your friends...

Recently I was punished for having been rude to a pharmacist. Part of the punishment would have been going to apologise to her, but my disciplinarian has lifted this part of the punishment. I wanted to write an open letter to the lady in question so that everyone can share in my humiliation for my shameful behaviour.

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Dear Ma'am

I was in your pharmacy a while ago and I was rude to you. You were only doing your job and I was being arrogant and mocking...

Today I was disobedient and selfish.

My disciplinarian had instructed me to begin each day with corner time, and I have found this to be a good way to centre myself and reflect on how I will be a good girl each day.

However, this morning I did not want to get up early, and so I ignored the alarm and slept through what should have been my corner time. I was lazy. There is no excuse for what I did. I disobeyed a direct order which was designed for my own good. This is something...

Yesterday was set aside as a day of humiliation and punishment. I was given a strict schedule to follow, including study time, chores and punishments. I had to crawl everywhere in the house and I had to pee outside each time. I was also not allowed any clothes.

I started the day with half an hour of corner time, naked and sucking my thumb. During this corner time I reflected upon what I had done to deserve this punishment. I came to the conclusion that acting like a brat was what got me...