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Bericht von meiner Entschuldigung:

Gestern nach dem Abendessen kniete ich mich mit dem Gürtel meines Freundes in der Hand vor ihm auf dem Boden und bat ihn um Entschuldigung dafür, dass ich so viel Hausarbeit an ihm hängen lasse.
Damit er auch verstand, dass ich meine Entschuldigung ernst meinte, bot ich ihm den Gürtel an und fragte nach einem möglichst harten Spanking.
Er fragte: „Wie hart?“ Und ich antwortete, dass ich am nächsten Tag...

I was asked to give my boyfriend an apology for my laziness in housework.
Report of my apology:

Yesterday after dinner, I knelt on the floor in front of my boyfriend with his belt in hand and apologized for letting him do so much housework.
So that he also understood that I was serious about my apology, I offered him the belt and asked for the hardest possible spanking.
He asked, "How hard?" And I replied that I didn't want to be able to sit painless the...

Because pictures and the like are a no-go for me on this page (and in general), I created a self-description and on multiple request translated it. Google did most of it, but afterwards I tried to change it so it makes sense.

From head to toe:
I have long blond hair. I often think about dying them, in a nice shade of red or a strong blue. I was never able to give myself a decisive pull to do so.
My hair is slightly wavy and if I dry it properly I have light curls.
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For the third time, I want to make up and share my thoughts about the upcoming year, 2020.

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I first want to say, that I am making progress slowly. I am going to physical therapy regularly for an hour a day. I have asked about pushing it to more. But my physical therapist said no. Also, the doctor has said no to pushing and pushing myself like that. But I told them both that I want to speed up the process of getting me back to normal once again. I have missed running and jogging. I have lost 15lbs. I am going into the office for just a few hours and then leaving. My body is not working with...

Here is the english translation

Da Bilder und ähnliches für mich auf dieser Seite (oder eher generell) ein No-Go sind, fertige ich nun auf mehrfachen Wunsch eine Selbstbeschreibung an.

Von Kopf bis Fuß:

Ich habe lange, blonde Haare. Sie sind nicht gefärbt, auch wenn ich öfter mal an einen schönen Rotton oder auch ein kräftiges Blau gedacht habe. Den entscheidenden Ruck konnte ich mir dazu aber nie geben.
Meine Haare sind leicht gewellt und haben, wenn...

Hello!

I haven't been here for a long time now, and it happens that I am about to start a new denial phase right now. The last one felt very long, more than 50 days and I'm still happy that I did it.

Two days ago my wonderful and strong Mistress (I have another name for her, but won't tell here) suggested to start a new session, and I got immediately weak. For new readers of my blog: We don't live in the same country and have no possibility to see us. So we are playing in...