A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
Posted 12-28-2020 at 07:47 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Sometimes you don't even realize how tensed or anxious you are until you are flooded with relief when the situation ends.
Tonight I am breathing a sigh of relief. After two months I am free. I don't have to justify things to myself or others. Instead, I can just let it go.
I have been wrestling with the decision for awhile now, and tonight that decision was made for me. I am a bit sad, but the overwhelming feeling is relief, and that is how I know it is the right path...
Posted 12-09-2020 at 11:22 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I have been doing a lot more play lately since a certain somebody entered my life (*cough cough* Analyst).
Nipple Pendulum
This was awhile ago so the details are getting a little fuzzy. The gist of the play session was that I was tied to a stool using rope and then my new Domi2 (OMG you need this vibe!) was tucked nicely against my clit. I attached little pink metal buckets to the clover clamps and then attached them to my nipples. Analyst controlled the Domi2 bringing closer and...
Posted 12-01-2020 at 07:03 PM byButterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Orgasm control is one of my favorite kinks as both a Domme and sub. Controlling somebody's pleasure can be so powerful and just plain HOT!
Usually when people think of orgasm control, they automatically think of denial. That seems to be one of the most popular kinks. Most of people are actually really surprised when I tell them that denial is a limit of mine.
But wait! How can I love orgasm control but not do denial? Because there is so much more to orgasm control than...
