A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
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Posted 07-13-2017 at 09:04 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 03-15-2018 at 07:43 PM by Butterfly
Sometimes I feel invisible ... even when I am in the middle of a bunch of people, I can feel alone. This week has been especially bad.
Sometimes it feels like even when I am heard, I am not being listened to. I say words, and they are ignored, or they go in one ear and out the other. I ask questions and get no answers, or I give instructions and they aren't heard, or misheard. It is when this happens over and over that it becomes overwhelming.
Sometimes I feel like I have...
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Posted 07-09-2017 at 04:29 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 07-19-2018 at 01:00 PM by Butterfly
I bought a sippy cup! Actually, I bought two!
It wasn't something I really thought about, I just woke up on Thursday morning and decided that today is the day, I want to buy a sippy cup!
It was a little scary, but not as scary as when I bought my sucky. I was running a bit late and so I didn't have a lot of time to think things over or really stress about it. I was still kind of blushy as I walked around with sippy cups in my cart. I was...
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Posted 07-08-2017 at 08:00 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
My Rules
1. I must ask permission to pee
a) If I do not receive a response within 20 minutes then I may go.
b) I may pee as needed during the night without permission but will inform Mr. Rainbow in the morning
c) I may do my morning pee as needed but will try to remember to message Mr. Rainbow and let him know
I wrote a blog about this particular rule a few weeks ago. It is my absolute favorite rule. I love so much about it! With our...
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Posted 07-07-2017 at 09:23 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
About three weeks ago, I posted an ad for a temporary/part time Dom. I honestly did not have high expectations. I am picky. I need somebody who is accepting of my unique situation (I am married to a lovely man who used to be my Dom) and who can be accomodating and flexible because of it. I also need a Dom who matches well with my sub personality (I am a brat, a little and also I have very strong views about my submission).
I was very surprised when the first response I received was from...
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Posted 07-06-2017 at 09:37 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
A few days ago, Jaro posted a blog about having his orgasms owned ... by none other than yours truly!
As most of you know, I was Jaro's Domme for about 6 months. It was a lot of fun for both of us, and the split was mutual. Neither of us have taken another play partner in that capacity.
Last week I read Jaro's blog about being horny. I know that a big turn on for him was to have somebody tell him when he could cum, and the best part was not knowing when it would happen....
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Posted 07-06-2017 at 11:43 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I am very picky when it comes to choosing a Dom. And it makes it even worse because I have been spoiled by having one of the best Doms in the world as my husband: Asslvr!
I posted an ad a few weeks ago looking for a part time/temporary Dom. To be honest, I don't even know what that means!
What I do know, is that I need somebody who is going to be caring. I want somebody who will say nice things when I am feeling sick, who will not run away when I cry, who will ask me how...
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Posted 07-03-2017 at 04:31 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I love rainbows! They are so happy and cheerful and colorful! And I love color! Color adds so much to life. Life in black and white is boring.
Reds and oranges and pinks that make up sunsets! Blues of the ocean! Green foliage!
Rainbows also mean...
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