A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
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Posted 02-16-2019 at 08:02 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I have struggled a lot through the years with self image and loving myself. When all you hear is negative things about yourself, you have nothing else to believe. Those things you hear, they feel true, they become your reality.
Since I have met Mr. Devious, I have been on a journey to learn to love myself. It started with me believing that he truly felt like I was adorable, beautiful, sexy, caring, worthy, etc.
After awhile, I was able to start to see little glimpses of...
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A Butterfly Princess <3
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Posted 02-15-2019 at 10:10 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
This was a blog topic suggested for me in this thread.
For those that don't know, I have a few casual play partners who I can call upon when the mood to torture somebody strikes. This saves Jaro from my sadistic side at times, or sometimes it works out that it gives me even more inspiration to torture him.
Dman1212 is one of those play partners. He is my edging bitch. Many times I will feel sadistic and will send him a message that says something along the lines of "You...
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Posted 02-15-2019 at 11:55 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I have always been fiercely independent. I needed to be. Growing up, I had adult responsibilities by the time I turned 10. I raised my newborn brother: bathed him, fed him, put him to sleep.
My mom and I moved out of my dads house when I was 16. I saw her struggle and conquer as we rebuilt a life together. We did things for ourselves. We both worked hard to provide for our family. I had to fight with her because she couldn't do it alone.
Because of this, even with my mom,...
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Posted 02-13-2019 at 10:34 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
The unknown is scary.
I have always struggled with the unknown.
Surprises make me antsy. Honestly I am terrified that somebody is going to try and throw me a surprise party one day! If I find out before hand, I am NOT showing up. Being truly surprised is one thing, but the anticipation and lead up to it is the worst.
I am a planner. I want to know. I want to prepare myself. But if I don't know then I can't prepare. I can't plan. I can't .... function!...
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Posted 02-13-2019 at 10:14 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Time for another short (hopefully) rant from the Butterfly files ...
I am so annoyed ... I am tired of being used just for somebody to get off. I don't want to be used for your fap material. My life is not your personal porno.
I don't mind talking to random people. I like to have conversations. I love to make friends. I adore talking about kink. But I am also human.
I understand that some people only come on getDare to get off, or they only want to chat...
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Posted 02-12-2019 at 09:38 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
With valentines day slowly approaching, I thought I would write about an alternative to flowers, chocolate and kisses .... biting!
Now, I am not a masochist so I don't handle a lot of pain too well, but there is something about the feel of teeth sinking into my flesh that gets me all high and floaty.
That aggressive nip of my lip as he kisses me passionately ... Pulling...
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Posted 02-11-2019 at 03:37 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I have been looking for a co-dom for quiet awhile, probably about 2 years now. I have a (if I can toot my own horn) nicely written ad which you can read here.
Since I haven't had a whole lot of luck lately, I thought I would write an open letter to my future Dom ...
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To my Future Dom,
We haven't met yet, but I know that I will feel lucky to know you.
You are kind, sweet and caring. You listen to me and ask questions...
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