Once upon a time there was a beautiful young princess. Let's call her Icy. Icy was a very popular girl, and all the princes of the kingdoms of Getdaria wanted her for their own.

Unfortunately, most of the princes of Getdaria were... faulty. Some of them were as wet as a mermaids bosoms. Others were as thick as an elephant's socks, and still others were as mentally stable as a one wheeled carriage. Poor princess Icy tried to make it work with so many of the princes - but no matter how...

It has been so long since the last time. I have been so good. So strong.

I was able to resist when my mom almost couldn't come to my wedding. I didn't do it when I had a miscarriage. I held back after watching my aunt die in front of me. I've stayed strong as my cousin told me about wanting to die.

But tonight I fucked up.

Its only a small spot on my thigh. The once pale skin is now red and inflamed and burning.

I fucked up.
...

Tonight, my daddy is going out to play poker, and I am going to be left at home. My friends invited me out for ice cream after work, and Daddy said I could go. I was so excited, because Ice Cream for dinner is the bestest!

Except Daddy says I am not allowed to have only ice cream for dinner.

But ... I want to ...

and I think it is healthy...

Warning, this is not going to be a cheery blog...

I am finding things quite tough at the moment, so thought maybe writing about it may help in some way, although I'm not sure it really will.

I hope this will make some kind of coherent sense, as I'm not very good at writing this kind of thing.

All my life I have been very shy, never having any confidence in social situations, not being able to interact in a normal way with people. I have since discovered...

SHE'S BACK! DOOPIE HAS BEEN FOUND!!!!!

That's right. My precious little snek has been found and is now safely in her tank, after having eaten 3 mice. OM NOM NOM

Kitty is so very happy right now.

Doopie was just slithering from the bedroom to the bathroom at 4 am when we found her!!

Are you confused? Me too!!!

I don't recall ever posting an ad looking for a sub. I don't remember ever telling anybody that I needed to find another outlet for my Domme side ... maybe I fell and bumped my head and I forgot???

Do you remember me saying that? No? Hmm ...

It just doesn't make any sense.

50% of the people who reply to my ad end up asking me to be their Domme. For some this happens right away .. maybe they just don't...

Chronic Frustration

Don't worry it's not another denial blog! I suppose now seems as good a time as any to talk about something that makes me even more frustrated; chronic fatigue syndrome (CFS also called myalgic encephalomyelitis or ME). It's a life-altering condition that has prevented me from starting work after University, leaves me unable to do even simple daily tasks and makes my life hellish.

So what it is?

Well as the name suggests it makes me...