The difficulty of self-control

A week seems like such a long time when you can’t touch for pleasure. I set myself the challenge partly as I felt my self-control was really struggling after my last ruin (2 weeks ago maybe, after which I REALLY wanted to cum) but also as it’s fun to torture myself occasionally. The nearer the end of my denial gets the harder it seems to be to control my desires, but I suppose after a year that’s hardly surprising.

I wore my chastity cage...

Hi,

I'm Telmenec, I'm 25 years old and I'm French.
I'm a little shy, "Geek" and if I'm here it's also because I have some kink and I like to play

In everyday life, I am someone who needs to be "pushed" to move forward. I need the presence of others and I am more productive than I work for others.
I am empathetic and I find my happiness in the happiness of others.

You can imagine that in my "Kinky" life, I am more...

...

Like :
Toys
Scat
Being messy in the shower
Tasks
Pee (Everything)
Struggling
Love
Being a Pet
Licking
Mental breaking
Anal
Diapers (cant buy them yet sadly so underwear are my diapers)

Toys :
medium girl buttplug
Medium normal buttplug
bullet vibrator
6,5 inch dildo

Dislike :
Drinking alot of pee
Eating alot of scat
Pictures
Vomit
Long timed (talking...

Current list :

PM me DIRTY BOY and I rub my chest and belly with scat and leave it there for at least 10 minutes.

PM me THIRSTY and I piss directly into my mouth as best as I can and try to drink as much as possible.

PM me WOOF and I get naked, on all fours, and either walk through my rooms several times that way, or...

Hi GetDare!

It's been a long time since i posted a blog here, and that's because quite a lot has happened since October for me. But as my activity on the site is increasing again (btw check out my new story "Do I Know You?"!) i though it would be a good time just to update things and ideas.

What's New?
Main thing, i started a new job in November. After being unemployed for the better part of three years i finally found something good! I had done bits of...

As I am writing this, I am feeling grumpy, sad, tired, anxious, nervous, frustrated, scared, and just bleh in general. It has been a rough few months ... hell a rough year. I have been trying to push through and remain as positive as I can, but it is hard (Ps. I actually started writing this blog a few days ago, so these emotions aren't actually accurate to how I am feeling right now).

The truth is, I haven't felt like myself in a long time. Even when I am having a good day, I feel like...