I like all your faces!

And yea, I guess I want some chocolate frosting on my vanilla cake... (I've kept up on blogs lately!)

I'm quite certain my itch for occasional submission isn't a need. It's something I simply desire as a way to have a little fun. I have so many toys I no longer use.. cause there isn't much a point to use them without the pleasure of someone else to me. haha.

I don't think I'm going to share the blog with him, as it is really best to just talk in person, and now that I've got my feelings out, and have had more time to think about it since posting this morning, I feel pretty comfortable in talking to him.

Thanks everyone, for all the kind words. It is well appreciated!

@Wardell (not that there is anyone else to respond to right now) Hi, I'm Rose. Nice to meet you! While 'little use' as you say, the comments/ thoughts are still appreciated. And I've definitely considered the same 'compromise deal' you mentioned

@ everyone else who may comment: I'm not looking for advice or suggestions on how to compromise with my boyfriend. Like I mentioned, I will probably show this to him, and then talk to him from there. I know that it's my responsibility to communicate with my boyfriend! Communication is key to any relationship! I just wanted to first get my unrestrained thoughts out, before I approach him about the topic myself.

But of course, any thoughts/ comments are appreciated.

Oh, I never came back to update everyone on how my wedgie went for the rest of the night. I had some overwhelming news hit me the next day, and my mind (and physical body) was elsewhere.

Anyway, there isn't too much to say. It sucked beyond belief. I wasn't really that tired when I went to bed, but I was moderately tired.. and I desperately wanted to take the wedgie off. So I retired a little earlier than normal on a Saturday night.

When I went to actually take it out, the front part wasn't a problem. But the back wedgie, felt as if I was ripping a bandage from the inside of my ass off. It was slow, and painful, and I winced a few times while pulling it out.

I then went to the bathroom, then got a cup of water to drink quickly, and went right to bed. To be clear, I made up my bed and took everything off it before I took the wedgie out.

I would have gotten the water first, but it slipped my mind.

I'm not alternating edges... just not using the same tools in consecutive sessions. If I really wanted to use two tools in the same session (outside of being on cam), then I'd use something else for the following session.

I don't think I'm going to change the rule at all... other than the exception for when I'm being controlled on cam.

I just need to keep my other toy closer to my bed is all! It WAS in my closet in a separate box... and oh my goodness, I love it!

Talk about an easy solution... don't know why it didn't come to mind earlier.

Still, thank you all for the thoughts.

@Shadow: Making it consecutive edges would make it even worse! And the reason for moderating comments (I've used it once before), is because I didn't want anyone to post something like "u slut, u nd 2 keep rulz." Or anything of that sort (oh how my faith in gD is evident here).

@Twototheteeth: That is an excellent idea.

@Vladimir: Thank you for your opinion

@Shaggy: I already have a limit of 5 edges per session. Also, I don't ever ask for dares from the general public. I always private message either those I've played with, or at least talked to who I see is a reasonable person on the forums. While I believe I could trust most/all of you who commented, that just isn't going to happen.

I do of course thank you for your input, and thank you for your interest in my challenge.

@Shilos: I am able to use several different toys to get me off. While I love my wand, I also love fucking myself... it's just that I'm not really home that much, so when I get to bed, my wand is right there, and I don't feel like going to get another dildo.



Thank you all for your opinions/suggestions/input/interest, etc. While I am free, I will be quite honest that one of the reasons I put myself through challenges like this is to blog about it.

The blogging itself doesn't excite me, knowing people read them, and (hopefully) enjoy them is something that makes me happy, so I do like the opinions of others reading it, as in a small sense, my aim is to please the readers with my reports and such, concerning that I'm not doing this to please any one person.

It seems most of you would be happy with whatever I did. I'll most likely modify it, taking twototheteeth's suggestion as a starting point, but I'll wait a bit longer.

I will deal with the frustration of the current rule set in place at least until Sunday, the one week mark, but I'm going to aim to keep it until the end of the month...

This way I'll get more and more desperate, and I won't feel like I gave up on my initial rules too quickly. If I really feel like I need to change the rule early, I'll message someone for a (relatively short) penalty, and of course post about it.

I think I'm going to include a general exception to this as well as the limit of 5 per session though, and that's if I have someone controlling me on cam (won't happen too often) which with permission, I will give reports about how it went, what I liked, didn't like, etc on my blogs.

I have a few more that I retrieved from my old computer, but I will wait a few days to post more, as I think I'm already "spamming" up the blog space.

I'm glad I get to share these now though.