For those of you who have read my posts in the past, you might probably have noticed my struggles with life. Things have never been easy for me. I have gone through a lot in life, which of course isn't unique to anyone in particular. Things have been extremely difficult for me for the past five or so months. I had been waking up feeling sad and depressed and not wanting to do stuff that I would normally want to do some days. But my biggest fear was being in social situations. Outside a few of my...

Okay, so many people who regularly visit my blogs already know something I've never publicly announced on getDare. And I'm sure many, from reading my blogs, were able to figure it out.

Most of my reports on here have been reports to Dravot, and that is of course for a reason. Last summer, my "lesbian lover," Frosty, and I decided to compete in who could be more submissive, via The Sub Wars. Before this, I had already had asked Dravot for several dares, and was becoming good...

The 27th challange comes from slaveboy63. The challenge this time was 23. My mind was on others things but I was able to complete 8 with in the first hour with no problem. I was able to complete another 8 with in the next hour with no problems either. For the remaining 7 in the third hour of this challenge, Mistress got out a long white feather and started to tickle the bottom of my feet. Try to distract me from concentration. I hate be tickled. Exspecially on the bottom of my feet. I hate to...

LIKES: CBT,Dares, semi-public, masturbation, chat, outdoors, teasing, edging, chance dares, dice dares, forced crossdressing and or humiliation and embarrassing, long dares, chastity, denial

Limits:family/friends, social suicide, anything illegal, anything permanent, no children and no animals and no scat or watersports

Exactly two days ago I became interested in female chastity belts. Interested in wearing one, to be specific. Fascinated and intrigued by the concept of handing self-control over to my boyfriend/Master. I immediately Google'd some, realized I couldn't order one anyways, and promptly grabbed a roll of Duct Tape. This ended badly. I'll have pictures up soon so people may see my failure, it's not that bad, but it wasn't effective at all either. Next, I went out shopping the next day and grabbed two old...

Second 4 hours plugged, April 6th

Sir, I came to the conclusion last night, that I had to put the plug in and wear my cuffs while I was sleeping, in order to have even a chance at completing everything I said I was going to complete (with exception of spanking task as already discussed with you) over spring break.

So, around 1:45 am, I lubed up my anal beads with toothpaste in the same manner as last time. At first, I put a little paste on the first 3 beads, but I examined...

Writers note: I originally posted this on the tenth anniversary of September 11th. Today, this is one of the first things that crossed into my head. That is why I am going to repost it:

10 years ago today, 4 planes were hijacked and crashed in this country. 2 planes hit the World Trade Centers. 1 more hit the Pentagon and 1 more crashed near Pittsburgh. No one knows where that one was heading, but one could guess somewhere near DC. It is hard to believe 10 years have gone by. It...