I've written so many blog entries about weight loss over the years.

When I started, I felt fat, ugly, unworthy. I was miserable. I'd had a great eating plan and I exercised and looked fantastic - until I got depressed and started eating.

I lost weight, graduated thinner.

Then I worked in a job I hated and ate and drank my feelings away. Looked and felt terrible. Split my clothes.

Each time - cycling back - eating well then giving up - regaining...

This seems to be a recurring theme...but once again I vanished into the ether of real life and shunned my duties on the site.
I apologise to the people on my roleplay thread who were left waiting on the next part of the story, and those I chatted to who found I was not replying...

In truth in recent months I’ve been through much heartache and at the same time made some changes to my life.
Recently I’ve been working on my body, exercising more, eating less and am starting...

Limited to one pm from the same user every 24 hours, combinations are allowed up to 3 only

PUNISHMENTS

PANTIES: and I will stuff my panties in my mouth for 30 minutes.

NO BRA: and I will spend the whole day with no bra.

VIBE: send me one dare wich includes my lovely vibrator

PLUG: and I will shop for groceries wearing my large buttplug.

SHHHHH: and I will be gagged with (x) for 30 minutes.
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Loves: Underwear, Orgasm Control, Cum, Nudity, Long Term Dares, Punishment, Spanking

Likes: Wedgies, Pee Holding, Peeing Myself, Tickling, Underwear Control, Some Pain, PM dares, Rules, Bondage, Ice, Being A Slave, Golden Showers, Anal. Video Games

Interests: CBT, Clothing Control, Pee Drinking, Milking, Swirlies, Role Play, Chastity, Possible Exposer/Humiliation To Family, Nipple Play, Humiliation

Dislikes: Ruined Orgasms, Denial, Extreme Edging, Hard Pain, post...

Hey y’all, I don’t know if anyone would be interested or even read this but I’m posting for myself as a reminder of the things I did.

I’ve been on holidays for 1 week and decided to make the most of it. Before the week started I ordered a chastity cage, I tend to be able to do any dare when I’m horny but struggle after I cum so I thought this would help, I also got a vibrating butt plug.

Completed tasks:
Wet myself fully clothed - This was done at a public sports...

October DOTM - Locktober

Chastity is evil! It traps you in a never-ending arousal prison, desperate not just for an...

As that walk of life takes many directions.
As the falling water comes upon you.
Will that connection of pure clearness,
Find it's way to the end?
Or will that path continue forever?