As part of a new, and temporary rule, I've effectively got to blog about something I'm uncomfortable talking about for the next 3 days...most of the blogs so far have focused on things I have done but this one's something I haven't...sex!

Ah sex, the ultimate passionate expression of 2 people's love for one another...or at least something better to do rather than watching rubbish TV. That feeling of closeness to another human being that doesn't find you utterly repulsive, to feel their...

That was a close call! Very close. By a hair's breadth close. I looked into the abyss, and I desperately wanted to jump and fly, if only for a few seconds. But, well … I'm still here. Cowering near the ridge. I like the view. I'm ecstatic to be here. And I hate to be here. It's complicated.

The day started quite nicely. After writing the report about the day before yesterday I prepared my breakfast, topless, handcuffed, gagged with my breathable ball gag and with binder clamps on my nipples....

It felt like playing a weird strategy game: How to cross off as many dares – especially masturbation dares – as possible without interrupting the obligations of everyday life? And of course without risking an orgasm. Needless to say I was denied again. And after not being able to finish a single masturbation dare the day before yesterday and a "rest day" yesterday the tasks had really accumulated. Moreover, I had a really busy day, appointments and papers approaching the deadline. But that's...

This is a report for this dare that Lola.fox gave me -:

dress in your choice of womens clothing under your clothes (corset, bra and panties, or bikini), wear a zip up hoodie or button down and grab your ballgag. once youre dressed, head to an area where you can take a long walk in a quiet area without many people around. put on your gag and wear your hood or a baseball cap if you feel too exposed to give you a little cover.

at some point during your walk, make sure your female...

From the PM dare party
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#1,291: Teaser 11
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#1,286: Teaser 7
#1,285: Teaser 6
#1,284: Teaser 5
#1,283: Teaser 4
#1,282: Teaser 3
#1,281: Missed
#1,280: Teaser 2
#1,279: Teaser 1
#1,277: Teaser 130
#1,276: Teaser 129
#1,274: Teaser 128
#1,272: Teaser 127
#1,271: Teaser 126...

The unknown is scary.

I have always struggled with the unknown.

Surprises make me antsy. Honestly I am terrified that somebody is going to try and throw me a surprise party one day! If I find out before hand, I am NOT showing up. Being truly surprised is one thing, but the anticipation and lead up to it is the worst.

I am a planner. I want to know. I want to prepare myself. But if I don't know then I can't prepare. I can't plan. I can't .... function!...

I have been searching for a co-Dom for a really long time. Just over two years actually!

Finally after ....

1002 Applications to my ad
4580 Hours spent reading and conversing with nimrods
249 Hopeful candidates
323 unsolicited dick pics in the hopes that their penis would win over my heart
949 Disappearing dodo heads
6821 horny subs hoping they could convince me to Domme them instead
73 trolls devoured for my pleasure
5 trials...