A random assortment of reports, thoughts, ramblings and information. Pretty much a view inside my wonderfully complicated, sometimes broken, and entertaining mind.
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Posted 02-27-2019 at 03:38 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I try my hardest to help others. I like to put my name and contact information out there so that others know, when they have an issue, they can come to me.
I like to be open about the things that I have been through: self harm, grief, anxiety, pain, etc. so that people know that they aren't alone.
Whether you are somebody I have known forever, or we just met, I am very likely to say "please let me know if I can help" or "If you need to talk, you know where...
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Posted 02-26-2019 at 08:03 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 02-26-2019 at 09:35 PM by Butterfly
This past weekend I went to the mountains with my two best friends. The mountains are my happy place! Look at this view from the airbnb we stayed at:
We spent Friday at a Nordic Spa: saunas, steam rooms, hot and cold pools. All outdoors with a crisp (it was about -4c) mountain view. Afterwards we played Drunken Jenga and got totally trashed.
Saturday we spent the day crafting,...
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Posted 02-25-2019 at 11:30 AM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Updated 03-03-2019 at 09:01 AM by Butterfly
I have been searching for a co-Dom for a really long time. Just over two years actually!
Finally after ....
1002 Applications to my ad
4580 Hours spent reading and conversing with nimrods
249 Hopeful candidates
323 unsolicited dick pics in the hopes that their penis would win over my heart
949 Disappearing dodo heads
6821 horny subs hoping they could convince me to Domme them instead
73 trolls devoured for my pleasure
5 trials...
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Posted 02-24-2019 at 10:11 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I had a wonderful weekend away with my besties and I came home feeling positive, inspired and ready to blog about a completely different topic.
However, after a short nap, I was woken up to 5 missed phone calls from my family. Everything came flooding back ... stress, worry, anxiety, an overwhelming feeling of "I can't do this anymore".
I feel like things take one small step forward, and then two huge leaps backwards. I try to be positive. I want to be positive,...
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Posted 02-21-2019 at 08:50 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
As I am writing this, I am feeling grumpy, sad, tired, anxious, nervous, frustrated, scared, and just bleh in general. It has been a rough few months ... hell a rough year. I have been trying to push through and remain as positive as I can, but it is hard (Ps. I actually started writing this blog a few days ago, so these emotions aren't actually accurate to how I am feeling right now).
The truth is, I haven't felt like myself in a long time. Even when I am having a good day, I feel like...
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Posted 02-20-2019 at 03:12 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
I am a very open person. I talk about my relationships: the good, bad and ugly. I go into details about play sessions, the hot, sexy details as well as the less glamorous side. I openly talk about my feelings, my fears, my abuses, my traumas.
So you might be surprised when I say that I have a hard time being vulnerable. But I do.
I have been hurt so many times, and so while I am open and honest, I don't people see the truly vulnerable side of me. I protect that part of...
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Posted 02-18-2019 at 09:33 PM by Butterfly (The Butterfly Effect)
Through the process of trying to find a co-dom, as well as working through some things in counselling, I have been learning a lot about myself. Every time we learn something new about ourselves, I think it is beneficial and only allows us to implement actions that make us feel happier.
Knowledge is power!
I recently took the 5 Love Languages test. For those that have never heard of this before, the love languages help to describe the way we feel loved and appreciated by...
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