My Denial

[LitDarkness]

Since, I have a knack for biting off more than I can chew, here is my denial thread. No you can't add denial.

If I fail to update, 5 days of denial get added.

So denied for 90 (more) days. I been denied for a bit before this thread.

So day 1, I'm very horny. I did beg for this. Why did I do that? What was I thinking? My cunt is throbbing.

I kinda feel happy that my Sir decided to act on it, though. I also feel a bit stupid for getting myself into this mess.

I did milk myself today in the living room in my panties. That was arousing + painful. Also repeating a phrase reminding me that my orgasms are owned was arousing and fits perfectly with this.

And yes, I'm a bit nervous about this.

[LitDarkness]

Day 2.

Well teasing, teasing from GD people but that's normal. And shower water is torture, the way it flows on my back, is very arousing.

My pad rubbing makes me hornier.

I am still nervous and very horny. Of course, I asked for this and do appreciate it in a weird sort of way.

I'm happy about it too.

And I'm very desperate and horny but as I should be.

[sir stefan]

Ok,
Just want you to know i will follow your denial, your begging, your frustration.
90 days..... Thats a long long time.
It's not someting that fits in my repetoire but that's because people are different.
I wish you success.

[LitDarkness]

Originally Posted by sir stefan

Ok,
Just want you to know i will follow your denial, your begging, your frustration.
90 days..... Thats a long long time.
It's not someting that fits in my repetoire but that's because people are different.
I wish you success.

Thanks. Yeah it is but I can and will do it.

[Runesmith]

Well, you did get what you wanted. As soon as certain conditions clear up, I will take that horniness up a notch.

[LitDarkness]

Originally Posted by Runesmith

Well, you did get what you wanted. As soon as certain conditions clear up, I will take that horniness up a notch.

And yeah, I did.

Okay, very nervous about that.

I guess I should wait for a little more time in the day to update so we see what happens.

[LitDarkness]

Day 3. Very horny. Pad rubbing. And I did dream of being fucked while in stocks. All holes fucked, I mean. So that was a bit arousing.

And Sir telling me he'll take my horniness up a notch when the conditions clear up makes me nervous.

He did give me a task for when I wake up and before I sleep. Listen to Evee's edging sounds. No touching during. The thought of that makes me horny and nervous.

I'm also kind of looking forward to it.

[LitDarkness]

Day 4. My Dom is the devil!

I am very horny.

So the listening to Evee edging without touching before bed last night was mean. (The irony of that is amusing.)

I also get to do it when I wake up. I know Sir finds this amusing.

Listening to a girl edge when all I can do is listen. It makes me way hornier.

My cunt is still throbbing. I have a while to go, yet, though.

And knowing I sent Evee a recording makes me more horny. (Doing the recording didn't, but sending the recording does.)

[LitDarkness]

Day 5. Okay the listening to Evee's edging is torture. Lovely torture.

And Mother Nature is done. (Hopefully for a while.) So milked myself while pissing. Way too much arousal.

I'm horny and very desperate but got a while to go.

[sir stefan]

Originally Posted by TheKidWithSkills

Day 5. Okay the listening to Evee's edging is torture. Lovely torture.

And Mother Nature is done. (Hopefully for a while.) So milked myself while pissing. Way too much arousal.

I'm horny and very desperate but got a while to go.

No worry,... You will manage... Only 85 days to go.

[LitDarkness]

Originally Posted by sir stefan

No worry,... You will manage... Only 85 days to go.

Well at the very least. The old man did say after the denial the orgasm had to be earned. So more than 85 days I assume.

[LitDarkness]

Day 6. So last night I listened to Evee's edging recordings without touching of course. Then I got to kneel with panties down to my knees and spank each backdoor cheek after saying the phrase. Being reminded right after no touching after Evee's edging that my pleasure was in Sir's hands was arousing and a little humiliating.

And waking up to her edging with no touching was also arousing. And the milking after (I had to piss, wonder if piss control is the next thing on his list) while pissing was arousing.

I'm very horny.

[LitDarkness]

Day 7. I'm horny and my cunt is throbbing. As usual I listened to Evee's edging sounds before bed without touching.

Was arousing and they are the most torturous sounds.

And kneeling with spanking. I did get have to stop in the middle so started over with it, it made me hornier and my backdoor sting.

And I got some teasing via kik by someone cause they tend to do that, my cunt is throbbing and I'm super horny.

And milked myself while pissing while in the shower. That added to it.

[Chephren]

Great blog and I feel with you... 90 days sound horrible.

[Runesmith]

Maybe we should ask Eve to do something that will make your denial even harder... when she gets back from her weekend tryst. She will get to cum this weekend, you know?