Inspired by Butterfly's blog entry Hear me ROAR

Around 3 years ago, I had a pretty rough year with three serious visits to the emergency room. Since then, I learned these vital lessons I want to share with you now:


1. We are all broken.

Everyone. At least a little bit. And I don't mean just a little spleen or so. Everyone of us picked up bad habits and unhealthy attitudes from several past generations and human culture. Plus traumatas.
Usually,...

I have been asked to write more about my transition, from a male body to a gamma body. Because I am not a man. Here is me again writing about my journey to explore and discover what I really am, and how I get to perceived and accepted as the person I am, including being labeled and treated the way I want.

So I have a peecock, a penis. It's quite average in size and shape, far away from perfect, a bit hairy, bend sidewards, but all in all a good piece. And it comes with the typical merits...

Hello everyone,

Since sometimes I am in the mood of a constructive, friendly reply to a random PM, I thought I could also share it for others:

Hi new getDare member,

Here is my advice: "those who want respect, give respect". Same is true for thread replies, adds, dares, AMAs, PM dares, blog comments, attention at all.
Give it some time. Join other threads. Comment. Be active. Contribute....

Without being oblieged or forced to: Congratulations, King Jaro! You totally deserve those 2 months of Royalness since you are such a noble worm. You shared so many things with us and gave give and are going to give, plus you take well whatever your mistresses give you.

Hail your Royal wormy sexy ass, King Jaro. That dildo you will ride can be proud to be used by you that way.

Hi everyone,

At certain times, I have been horny as fuck, especially when in chastity for longer, but also in general it just happens every once in a while. That's great. But, life isn't just sex, or kink, or giving up a certain amount of control, self-degration for the pleasure of others, or waste of time alone. There's also breathing, drinking, sleeping, eating, social life, being sick, being not in the mood at all, or oblegations, ooooooooor ... vacation.

Since I am...

So I just started to put myself into a chastity device again. I am not that much into permanent chastity yet. The longest period were three days so far.

I often struggle with the lock and keys a bit when locking it up. Today, I overdid it, and broke the key while it was in the lock, and me in the device. It looked like it was already locked.

I told my husband, who I love to death. He has never seen my chastity devices but was very open, and giving me proposals what...

Around 12 years ago, I bought my first skirt, and a corsage-like bra. The skirt was ugly and too tight around the legs, the bra just hilariously disfunctional. Shortly before, I had fucked my ass with self-made dildos for the first time. I enjoy to be fucked. Partly I enjoy it physically, partly it hurts, plus it is exhausting. But most of my joy is being desired, teasing by my physical existence, and being a joy and relief. Though I am fortunately only average size and shape, I am not a man. I don't...