10 Months fully diapered - ask me anything

littlechloe · 10-29-2022, 08:29 AM

Hey all!!

I've been wearing diapers now for almost a year, and I feel I'm actually going in deeper and deeper and just wanted to check with other diaper-wearing folks on if I should continue.

Little but about me, my name is Chloe, I'm 26 years old. I've been an ABDL for as long as I can remember, and (re)discovered diapers again at the age of 15. Since then I started wearing pull-ups secretly, first alone in my room, then around the house, going for a walk etc. They made me feel really good, especially since I experience social anxiety and could be described as highly sensitive (or hsp). I sort of felt protected, and safe. They also reminded me to back when I was younger feeling cared for and at ease!

Long story short, I've been wearing them on and off during my studies, and couldn't really be super open about them in my social/daily life, so about a year after I graduated felt it would be a good choice to start over. I moved from Amsterdam (where I did my studies) to Malaga Spain where I've been living now for almost a year. Luckily I work for a remote company, which really helps me hide the fact that I'm wearing diapers to my colleagues / boss.

After my arrival in Spain, I started out wearing diapers longer term. First just as I felt comfortable, not really committing to anything longer term, but I soon noticed I wanted to wear them all the time. So I wore bigger diapers while at home or during work, and pull-ups when I went out.

I quickly noticed how little people really care about you wearing diapers, and how kind people are about supporting you. Mind you I did sometimes told others it was due to a medical reason, which if you look at my anxiety isn't totally untrue.

This sort of allowed me to think about committing to full time, which at the time I was already doing. I made a big thing about throwing away all my undies, panties, strings etc. And started to mark days on a paper calendar. At first I was in a really big pink cloud, I felt amazing and completely myself! I even started to tailor my clothing around wearing diapers, and invested more in onesies, pacies etc.

Around this time I also started to wear bigger diapers outside, which at first made me really anxious. Eventually I noticed the same response as when I wore pull-ups outside for the first time, and besides from the occasional looks people give felt good about being well protected outside.

About 2 months in I noticed that because I still only used my diapers for only peeing, going to the toilet (mostly in the morning), I would pee a lot! Which kind of was nice, but also sort of felt like cheating myself out of using my diapers. I wasn't really ready yet to mess in my diapers, so I bought a potty and started using that instead of my toilet every morning. I did this for about 3 months, and it really helped me get used to 'dealing' with it, like the cleanup and smell. Eventually, I got to messing my diapers as it was just easier, and didn't mind it that much anymore. I also adjusted my diet to make it easier to clean up.

So now about 10 months in, and I noticed that my life has been completely adjusted to me wearing and messing diapers full time. During the day I often have moments where I dribble, and don't really notice me peeing or how full my diaper is. I also started bedwetting, which took a really long time, but especially when you get there, feels amazing when you wake up! About 2 weeks ago, I accidentally messed, I could feel it coming but instead of my body holding it in, I felt it push hard! Which was a complete surprise. Since then it sort of comes and goes.

I would love to hear from you and feel free to reach out and ask my anything!!

XX - Chloe 💋

wolf82 · 10-29-2022, 02:14 PM

How did you make your rediscovery?

2bchew · 10-29-2022, 03:38 PM

Are any of your close friends aware of you doing this?

Would you let a friend change you if they were full accepting of your diaper wearing?

When you date at what point would you let the potential partner know about your diapers?

littlechloe · 10-31-2022, 02:29 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by 2bchew

Are any of your close friends aware of you doing this?

Would you let a friend change you if they were full accepting of your diaper wearing?

When you date at what point would you let the potential partner know about your diapers?

Yes some friends (like my roommates from college) know. They are also the ones that visit me living in Spain.

I didn't let them change me, but I would be open for that.

Early on, also what made it hard to date. I wore pull-ups the last year during dating, which sparked some awkward conversations. Some where also very accepting, but unfortunately nobody stuck. So still single 😇

2bchew · 10-31-2022, 06:27 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by littlechloe

Yes some friends (like my roommates from college) know. They are also the ones that visit me living in Spain.

I didn't let them change me, but I would be open for that.

Early on, also what made it hard to date. I wore pull-ups the last year during dating, which sparked some awkward conversations. Some where also very accepting, but unfortunately nobody stuck. So still single 😇

Still single...some people just dont appreciate what you have to offer I guess.

Have you found any difference between men and woman as far which sex seems to accept it more?

Are you hoping to some day be in a long term relationship where you are kept diapered and changed etc?

Do you identify as a little or is it just the diaper that you like?

littlechloe · 10-31-2022, 08:22 PM

Have you found any difference between men and woman as far which sex seems to accept it more?

Not really, but there is a difference in response. Guys are often very kind and sweet about it, but when it comes to relationship don’t really commit. Women are a bit more open minded on that front, but I think that’s also due to them being gay, so they are less picky and look more towards other things I have to offer and see diapers as a trade off to that. But that is just from my experience

Are you hoping to some day be in a long term relationship where you are kept diapered and changed etc?

Yes very much so! I’m still trying to find a partner that is willing to do that. But finding someone irl that is less creepy, turned out to be much harder than I thought.

Do you identify as a little or is it just the diaper that you like?

In general as a diaper lover (DL) which goes into little space regularly.

littlechloe · 10-31-2022, 02:27 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wolf82

How did you make your rediscovery?

I was about 14 when I randomly found pull-ups in a store, I bought them just out of curiosity. First time wearing them made me to feel little and comfortable, somehow I immediately felt protected, which surprised me. It took me a while to use them too, I still remember that first package lasted me a long time. I just wore them when I was at home by myself. Eventually, I started wearing them underneath my normal clothing (only items that fully hid them). I remember the fist time feeling daring and I put them on underneath my skirt. What was such a rush. Long story short, that's how it started 😇

10-29-2022, 08:29 AM	#1
littlechloe Member Join Date: Oct 2022 Posts: 56	10 Months fully diapered - ask me anything Hey all!! I've been wearing diapers now for almost a year, and I feel I'm actually going in deeper and deeper and just wanted to check with other diaper-wearing folks on if I should continue. Little but about me, my name is Chloe, I'm 26 years old. I've been an ABDL for as long as I can remember, and (re)discovered diapers again at the age of 15. Since then I started wearing pull-ups secretly, first alone in my room, then around the house, going for a walk etc. They made me feel really good, especially since I experience social anxiety and could be described as highly sensitive (or hsp). I sort of felt protected, and safe. They also reminded me to back when I was younger feeling cared for and at ease! Long story short, I've been wearing them on and off during my studies, and couldn't really be super open about them in my social/daily life, so about a year after I graduated felt it would be a good choice to start over. I moved from Amsterdam (where I did my studies) to Malaga Spain where I've been living now for almost a year. Luckily I work for a remote company, which really helps me hide the fact that I'm wearing diapers to my colleagues / boss. After my arrival in Spain, I started out wearing diapers longer term. First just as I felt comfortable, not really committing to anything longer term, but I soon noticed I wanted to wear them all the time. So I wore bigger diapers while at home or during work, and pull-ups when I went out. I quickly noticed how little people really care about you wearing diapers, and how kind people are about supporting you. Mind you I did sometimes told others it was due to a medical reason, which if you look at my anxiety isn't totally untrue. This sort of allowed me to think about committing to full time, which at the time I was already doing. I made a big thing about throwing away all my undies, panties, strings etc. And started to mark days on a paper calendar. At first I was in a really big pink cloud, I felt amazing and completely myself! I even started to tailor my clothing around wearing diapers, and invested more in onesies, pacies etc. Around this time I also started to wear bigger diapers outside, which at first made me really anxious. Eventually I noticed the same response as when I wore pull-ups outside for the first time, and besides from the occasional looks people give felt good about being well protected outside. About 2 months in I noticed that because I still only used my diapers for only peeing, going to the toilet (mostly in the morning), I would pee a lot! Which kind of was nice, but also sort of felt like cheating myself out of using my diapers. I wasn't really ready yet to mess in my diapers, so I bought a potty and started using that instead of my toilet every morning. I did this for about 3 months, and it really helped me get used to 'dealing' with it, like the cleanup and smell. Eventually, I got to messing my diapers as it was just easier, and didn't mind it that much anymore. I also adjusted my diet to make it easier to clean up. So now about 10 months in, and I noticed that my life has been completely adjusted to me wearing and messing diapers full time. During the day I often have moments where I dribble, and don't really notice me peeing or how full my diaper is. I also started bedwetting, which took a really long time, but especially when you get there, feels amazing when you wake up! About 2 weeks ago, I accidentally messed, I could feel it coming but instead of my body holding it in, I felt it push hard! Which was a complete surprise. Since then it sort of comes and goes. I would love to hear from you and feel free to reach out and ask my anything!! XX - Chloe 💋

10-29-2022, 02:14 PM	#2
wolf82 Prodigy Join Date: Jun 2016 Location: USA Posts: 4,452 Blog Entries: 2	How did you make your rediscovery? __________________ 27/M. A dom just here to have a good time. Sometimes I just browse, sometimes I interact.

10-29-2022, 03:38 PM	#3
2bchew getDare Addict Join Date: Jun 2013 Location: michigan Posts: 2,412	Are any of your close friends aware of you doing this? Would you let a friend change you if they were full accepting of your diaper wearing? When you date at what point would you let the potential partner know about your diapers?

10-31-2022, 08:22 PM	#6
littlechloe Member Join Date: Oct 2022 Posts: 56	Have you found any difference between men and woman as far which sex seems to accept it more? Not really, but there is a difference in response. Guys are often very kind and sweet about it, but when it comes to relationship don’t really commit. Women are a bit more open minded on that front, but I think that’s also due to them being gay, so they are less picky and look more towards other things I have to offer and see diapers as a trade off to that. But that is just from my experience Are you hoping to some day be in a long term relationship where you are kept diapered and changed etc? Yes very much so! I’m still trying to find a partner that is willing to do that. But finding someone irl that is less creepy, turned out to be much harder than I thought. Do you identify as a little or is it just the diaper that you like? In general as a diaper lover (DL) which goes into little space regularly.