F/37Confined to bathroom (post to extend time, add tasks)

[bornsubby]

I held my pee for my latest hour of punishment, even though the sound of running water really conditions me to want to go. Thanks for reminding me that just because I’m in a diaper doesn’t mean I’m free to pee and mess whenever I like. I peed when the hour was up. Now my diaper is leaking but I am stuck in the diaper until the morning, so I suppose I just have to leak. More cleaning work to keep me busy tomorrow.

Now I will go and get trussed up for an hour and report back on how it was.

[bornsubby]

I am back from my latest hour of punishment, in which I was strung up by the wrists from my shower rail. The task was to wear a long warm winter jacket, fastening it at the back like a dress, and then cuff my wrists above my head to the shower rail. For the jacket, I have a long padded winter coat and I put the hood over my head. I don’t have cuffs but I set up the same kind of thing by looping my chain tightly round my wrist, and running the padlock through them.

Once I was locked up for my hour, I became aware that I was going to very, very hot. The coat is from a brand that makes goose down winter jackets, specifically for the Canadian winter. People wear them up in the snowy mountains and it’s actually famous I think for being worn by Arctic explorers.. Wearing it buttoned up at the back was like being in a sauna. The sweat ran down my back and pooled at my feet, so I had to be careful not to slip.

The hood was a good addition - luckily my coat had one of these so that I could experience sensory deprivation. My face and head was also very hot. All I could see was pitch black and all I could hear was the sound of my breathing as I breathed deeply to regulate my pain and draw in enough oxygen.

The height of the shower rail was just right for my height in that any way I positioned myself, I experienced pain. My arms seared with pain as the lactic acid slowly built. My wrists, which are still red, had no way out of their discomfort. I tried to shift around but the only effect was to make the pain from my arms shift down into my side and abs. As I hung there, I felt like a tortured prisoner, and then realized that that is in fact what I am. The hour seemed very long, especially because of the sensory deprivation.

When my time was up and I could get myself free, I pulled down the hood and squinted into the light. I felt dizzy and dazed. My hair was dripping wet from all the sweat, like I had washed it. My hands are still marked at the wrist and a couple of my fingers are still numb. I sort of staggered, confused at first, finding it hard to walk. When I was able to collapse onto the floor, it even hurt to do that because my body was so stiff. This was a good punishment, and one I deserved thoroughly.

What I need now is food and fluids, so luckily my next task is to make a nutritious smoothie, with plenty of liquid and every type of food group in it, that is, all the contents of my fridge.

[MaleHuman]

I'm glad this is still going on. I wanted to give more tasks but my phone died while I was out. I was worried you might have gotten free.

Disappointed you failed in my clamping task. Try the clamps again and see how long you can keep them on. Pull down your diaper and spank yourself while your doing it to distract from the pain in your nipples. If you can keep them on for a solid thirty minutes you can take an ice cold shower as a reward.

(Some of these dares are kind of scary to read. Stuff like "Balance/hop around on your wet bathroom floor" makes me nervous.)

[bornsubby]

Reporting back on my gross dinner. The task was to make a smoothie using everything in my fridge. So the smoothie I made consisted of: 1 little gem lettuce, 1 hard boiled egg, 1/2 a raw zucchini, a bunch of raw baby broccoli, 1/2 a raw onion, a raw vegan sausage (I checked it’s ok to eat raw - it just tastes gross), 1 raw potato, 1 raw baby Swede, and then to to add some liquid and flavor I had 1 cup of almond milk, 1 teaspoon of mayo, 1 tablespoon of salsa and 1 tablespoon of kimchi.

I blended it all up and it made 2 and a half cups so I got to work eating it, and it was really really gross to eat so much of it. It had a cloying meaty taste and also a bitter undertone from all the raw veggies. I made 2 and a half cups in total. In one hour I managed 1 and a half cups, so I can be punished for the rest.

To wash it down I had to have two cups of water since it is past 10pm. My diaper is very full and is leaking. No doubt I’ll piss myself again so I guess I may be rolling around in my pee on the floor tonight. Right now I’m in a deeply submissive state of ‘sorry’.

So I have one more hour assigned, and it is clamping which is just the worst, but I need to be a good girl and take my punishment well.

[QuickBreeze]

Have another hour
To stop the diaper leaking Saran warp up from your knees to your belly button.
Before you loose access insert a small dildo into each hole

[bornsubby]

After being very humbled by my smoothie dinner tonight, I moved onto my next hour of punishment. The thing with me and clothespins is over many years I have changed between having clamping as a limit, or just as a dislike. And 30 minutes is a lot for me, but since I was in such a sorry state after my smoothie, I realized that if I was going to take it, I just needed to submit. Period.

So I just needed to lower my head and silently accept it, without a whimper, which is what I did for 30 minutes. I then administered ten spanks to each butt cheek afterwards. As I mentioned previously I have to stay completely still to take the clamps so I did these two tasks sequentially.

Then I had a freezing shower. And though it was freezing and it would normally just be torture, it was the best thing because finally after over 24 hours I could clean myself of dried piss and sweat that was all over my body and hair. I wanted to say thank you for that. It’s still punishment but it gave me a little mercy, ready to be abused, humiliated and hurt all over again.

So now I am double plugged and diapered again. The diaper I was wearing before the shower literally disintegrated while I was being clamped. I mean the gel that retains the pee just started spilling out. So I have changed into a new diaper for the night, with the Saran Wrap over the top to keep it in place. I ache good from today. Since it’s 12 midnight for me now, that means two more cups of water before bed. So good night and I look forward to what is in store for me tomorrow.

[MaleHuman]

Haha I didn't think you'd actually be able to do it, after you failed the last time. Well done, and at least you got a shower out of it.

Okay I've got another clamping task for you. Since you did so well the last time.

Get what's left of that smoothie. Then dump it on the floor. Clothespins on nipples, then bind your hands behind your back. Once you've licked up every bit of that smoothie you can unbind your hands and remove the clothespins.

[Irock23]

Originally Posted by MaleHuman

Haha I didn't think you'd actually be able to do it, after you failed the last time. Well done, and at least you got a shower out of it.

Okay I've got another clamping task for you. Since you did so well the last time.

Get what's left of that smoothie. Then dump it on the floor. Clothespins on nipples, then bind your hands behind your back. Once you've licked up every bit of that smoothie you can unbind your hands and remove the clothespins.

1 more hour. This time you have to stay standing up for the next hour. If you sit down in any way do 15 squats each time with clothespins on nipples

[bornsubby]

I am still confined in the bathroom and I apologize for the delay in my latest report. After getting up this morning there was a minor flood in my house which I needed to fix and clean up. Now I am back where I belong, sitting on the hard floor of my bathroom.

Last night I slept well, considering that I was naked, double plugged and diapered on a hard floor. I am just grateful to be allowed to sleep. My body ached from my forced exercise and bondage from yesterday. I couple of times I woke up in pain. Particularly my legs, from the squats, my knees from crawling around on the hard floor, and my shoulders from being tied up by my wrists and arms. I will watch that today. I play hard, but I play safe.

With my water intake it was inevitable that I would need to pee, so I slept overnight in a wet diaper which I removed this morning. It didn’t leak but this morning I am unwashed and stinky. I have two further hours of confinement and punishment at this stage, so I will resume now. It looks like I’m eating my slurry for breakfast…

[bornsubby]

Reporting back on my punishment for my current hour of confinement. I had saved my slop from yesterday in a cup, so I got that and dumped it on the floor (on a chopping board). It disgusted me to look at it and smell the pungent flavor of uncooked onion. First, I practiced tying my hands behind my back with my chain and padlock. I tried a few times and realized that I could do it best when I took it slowly and thought through the steps, but knowing the panic and desperation that takes me over when my nipples are clamped, I was scared I would not have the wherewithal to do it properly once clamped.

When I was ready I took my clothespins and clamped each tit. With each nipple, I groaned with the pain, and I didn’t stop moaning while I worked to get my hands restrained. I was forced to focus as screwing up just meant more time clamped. Still, it took a good couple of minutes to get my hands restrained, and I just kept moaning and groaning at the thought that now I couldn’t just pull them off or soothe my tits in any way.

I wriggled onto the floor and to reach the plate my big tits had to rest on the floor somehow, but each movement moved the clothespins and made me groan more as I tried to get myself into place where my face was just above the food.

It was really a predicament, because I wanted to be free from the searing pain of my tits, but it was hard to overcome my revulsion and disgust at what I was being forced to eat and my every instinct was to eat it slowly, overcoming my revulsion between each bite. So I managed to gobble and lap it up from the floor. But it was not a relief when I was done because I was still in pain and I started groaning again from the injustice of it. Unlocking myself again was a challenge, because I had to focus on what my hands were doing, and overcome the hissy fit I was now throwing from the horribleness of the situation. I failed the first time, fumbling and dropping the keys, but I managed the second time. Finally free I was so relieved to unclamp myself. Looking in the mirror I saw there was slop all around my mouth and on my nose, and I just looked at myself and the pitiful mess I have become.

[Johnsmith555]

For your next task. I want you to pierce both of your nipples. Either leave the needle in or take it out right away, it's your choice. Also make sure to sterilize the needle. If you don't feel comfortable, don't do it

[bornsubby]

Every time I think I am on the final hour of confinement and punishment, I log back in to report and I find I have been assigned more time. And more pain or humiliation. Thanks for making my time hard time.

I spent the last hour standing, which was somewhat difficult because I’m not used to standing, and it is significantly harder in bare feet on a hard floor, while my whole body aches and stiffens from delayed onset muscle soreness. I wasn’t sure if I was allowed to move, so I stayed in one stop, treating my time like corner time and reflecting on how this punishment is both deserved and merited.

Now I have a needle task and will report back once done.

[bornsubby]

My next hour was spent with a piercing task, to pierce my own nipples. My level of experience with needle play is very low so I used the whole hour to mentally prepare myself and to research sterilization online. I also looked at some porn, but the sub was screaming with pain so, great to see, but not such good news for me.

I didn’t manage to pierce my nipples but here is what I did do. I started off by deciding to try to put some needles through my breasts, just not the nipple. This was to get me doing something that was less painful to help me build up, and help me overcome the fear of needles. Because the fear is great. I’m born subby but unfortunately for me I was not born a masochist. So I managed to insert four needles in each breast at right angles like the point of the compass. I then sat there and looked at my breasts, feeling pleasure that I had hurt myself when it’s so scary without a dom here to inflict it. I actually don’t have any piercings or tattoos, so for me, it’s also a type of consensual surrender. As punishment I can be forced to compromise my bodily integrity.

I moved to the nipple area, and I managed to use two safety pins and pierced each areola once. This hurt considerably more. With the breasts it was more a head fuck, but with the areola there was suffering. I sat there moaning and feeling sorry for myself for I think 2 minutes, before removing the pins. That took me the hour, and I’m sorry for not being able to pierce my nipples, although the punishment did say that I didn’t have to do it if I didn’t want to. It’s made me learn how I can expand my limits and maybe I will look up if there are any classes near where I live or virtually, because I do think that I need to learn to take more punishment.

[bornsubby]

It seems that my punishment is over since I am not assigned any more hours. Finally I can wash myself, and sit on a chair. It has been good. I definitely think it was good to be imprisoned in a room like that and treated roughly. I will think again about being lazy.

So I did say I was able to be confined until up until Monday morning. So here is what you can do: if you pm me ‘needle’ I will put a needle through my breast and leave it there for one hour. ISince I have some old cartons of soup that are past their sell by date, if you pm me ‘bath’ I will bathe in the soup for 30 minutes and please let me know if I need to piss into it or put anything else in there. If you PM me ‘bind’, I will bind my breasts for 30 minutes and please let me know if you want me to swat them. If you PM me ‘rice’, I will kneel in the corner on rice for 30 minutes. If you PM me ‘sauce’, I will eat a tablespoon of hot sauce and not rinse or clean my teeth for 30 minutes. If you PM me ‘mask’, I will wear a face mask with ingredients of your choice for 30 minutes. This is up until Monday morning before 9am PST. Thank you.