29 FtM gets Spanked (by You?)

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this thread is two things: a request for spanking dares and a spanking log.

first, this cuntboy is training to be a better spank punching bag, and it hopes that you will find use for it. maybe there is someone you would like to punish but can't, or would like to punish more than you did. maybe you are angry for no particular reason. maybe you just want to get off on causing some pain. it hopes its suffering will feel good! it has listed its implements here and the link is also in its signature, along with its limits.

here are some approximate references for its pain tolerance with ass spankings. although of course this depends on the specific implement and the force of swats, you may want to know some information on how much this cuntboy can take in a self-spanking:

1. mild spanking = up to 200 swats with lighter implements and/or up to 75 swats with a harsher implements
2. moderate spanking = up to 400 swats with a mix of implements
3. severe spanking = anything beyond that. it thinks the most hard spanks with harsher implements it has ever had in one self-spanking session is close to 1000.

it is very willing to take fairly severe spankings, and even begs that you will train it in this way, but may space out such tasks. it also reserves the right to sometimes swap one implement for a similar one due to its intermittent wrist issues. if the result is unsatisfactory, a bonus or punishment spanking can of course be given! (also because of wrist issues, it cannot do hand spanks. yes, its ass regrets this.)

second, this cuntboy will also be logging all its spankings in this thread, no matter why it had to complete them. this is training to accept humiliation, to admit its position as a punching bag and pain slave. another goal is to assess its disobedience and failure by logging how often it is punished.

sometimes it will post full reports, especially if asked, but at minimum it will post the following in a list format:

• date
• total # of swats
• body part(s)
• implement(s)
• if needed, breakdown of swats per body part and per implement
• position(s)
• force used (light, medium, hard, as hard as possible)
• any extras
• punishment or routine?

finally, it is not on getdare every day, and sometimes does have gaps in logging in. it is not trying to change this behavior, as too much time on getdare prevents it from being obedient and useful in other ways. so, sometimes it may log spankings in a delayed manner, or log more than one at a time. however it will always strive to keep a complete and accurate log, and it will take spankings dealt out in this thread as promptly as it can!

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here is the beginning of its spanking log

spanking #1

• date: 8/10
• total # of swats: 40
• body parts: feet
• implements: loopy johnny
• breakdown: half on each foot
• position: standing on one foot
• force used: light to medium
• any extras: no
• punishment or routine: routine (PM dare)

spanking #2

• date: 8/16, afternoon
• total # of swats: 360
• body parts: ass, inner thighs
• implements: wooden spoon, bathbrush, sneaker, wire hanger, razor strop
• breakdown: 5 to each inner thigh with wooden spoon, 35 per ass cheek with all implements
• position: grabbing ankles
• force used: hard to as hard as possible
• any extras: fully nudity, verbal counting and thanks, insufficiently hard strokes repeated
• punishment or routine: routine (hot potato thread)

spanking #3

• date: 8/16, bedtime
• total # of swats: 180
• body parts: ass
• implements: bathbrush, razor strop
• breakdown: 120 with bathbrush, 60 with razor strop
• position: grabbing ankles in front of mirror
• force used: as hard as possible
• any extras: full nudity, kissing implements afterwards, sleeping next to razor strop as a reminder
• punishment or routine: punishment for attitude during afternoon spanking

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spanking #4

last night at bedtime it was punished with a 700 swat spanking. the punishment was because lately it always wakes up irritated and demanding, not wanting to serve. it needed to fall asleep with a painful reminder of its place so that it would wake up grateful and well-behaved.

the bedtime spanking started out with 250 bathbrush swats. this cunt stripped fully naked. it positioned itself face down, ass up on the bed it would be permitted to sleep in, and varied the swats between medium and hard. it focused on hitting its sit spots, and the pain built up steadily.

after this, it already felt contrite. however, its lesson had only begun. next it was assigned 250 spanks with a flexible metal ruler in diaper position. it lifted its legs high and delivered the blows hard and fast, with only one pause to adjust its position for better impact. this cunt was squirming from the sting as spank after spank snapped down on its sore ass. when its mental count finally reached 250, it went to look in the mirror. its ass was dark red and its sit spots were beginning to be purple.

the next 100 swats were delivered in front of the mirror, also in diaper position. it feels so humiliated lying on the floor for diaper position spankings in front of the mirror, especially when it has to spread its legs and can see its holes between its beaten ass cheeks. it feels worthless and lewd, like trash, a piece of filth. in this position it took 100 bathbrush swats as hard as possible. 50 on the right cheek first, followed by 50 on the left, so that it got no reprieve from switching sides.

it thought it was done after this, and it certainly would've retained its lesson, but one final component was added to its licking - the loopy johnny, which would also be used for its wakeup spanking in the morning. this cunt returned to the face down ass up position and gathered its resolve to obey, delivering 100 stingers atop its deep-seated pain. it continued to not spare its sit spots, and made sure that the last swats were as hard as possible. then it went immediately to bed, keeping the loopy johnny next to its pillow.

to help it retain the lesson, it must have a mild or moderate wakeup spanking every day this week. currently it plans to use a generator for these, but it would appreciate learning its lesson at your hands - please assign it spanking tasks or dares!

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spanking #5
date: 8/21, middle of the night
total # of swats: 25
body parts: ass, cunt
implements: silicone spatula
breakdown: 10 to each ass cheek, 5 to cunt
position: all fours
force used: medium
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: routine. it got out of bed (to go to the bathroom and to drink some water) before it was waking up for the day. this meant its wakeup spanking was not yet due, but a spanking toll had to be paid for leaving bed without its wakeup spanking.

spanking #6
date: 8/21, morning
total # of swats: 90
body parts: ass
implements: loopy johnny
breakdown: N/A
position: face down ass up
force used: hard
any extras: fully naked
punishment or routine: routine. this was the cunt's daily wakeup spanking, assigned by a number generator between 40 and 100. all the pain from last night came alive immediately; it was almost like taking that punishment over again. afterwards, it felt calm, and was much more motivated and diligent than usual.

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spanking #7

on 8/21, a master PM'd this cunt an order to confess a fault, then granted it a punishment. here is its confession and punishment report.

its confession is that it should've taken out the trash in its bathroom two days ago, but it still has not done this. please punish it for being a lazy, undisciplined little slut. it doesn't deserve your time or attention sir but it hopes you are willing to hurt it so it will be better.

the master agreed that it was a lazy bitch. for punishment it had to spank its ass, cunt, and nipples 50 times on each body part for every hour with full trash. it had to use a rubber spatula on its nipples, a wooden rod on its ass, and a leather belt on its cunt. since it was stupid as well as lazy, it did the math wrong and performed 1200 swats for each body part.

the spanking took so much more time than the simple chore. even if the spanking did not hurt at all, having to spend so much of its day on a punishment would've been a big reminder not to be lazy and pathetic. but the spanking did hurt, a LOT. it does not think it has ever had a single spanking with this many swats; it definitely never had 1200 spanks to its cunt with a belt before. plus, it had a hard spanking the day before (700 swats) so its ass was already somewhat marked up when it started.

it started by spanking its nipples with the rubber spatula. it divided the number evenly between the left and right sides of its chest, switching about every 25 spanks. sometimes it would do shorter sets, just 10 super fast ones at a time, and sometimes it let the pain build up with 50 hits before swapping. it also swapped hands, because it knew it would tire out its arms by the end of the punishment, and so this felt like a good time to practice spanking left-handed. after 400 swats or so, there was a nice pink ring around each of its nips. by the time it was halfway done, the pink was quite dark and angry-looking. it was nervous what color its chest would turn by the end, but somehow--despite hitting harder--the color did not change too much after that. the only exception is that it did end up with one light bruise on the left side.

during its nipple spanking, it found that it had a hard time thinking about why it was being punished. maybe it was overwhelmed by the number, or maybe kneeling in front of the mirror felt like a training exercise, but it did not do a good job connecting that its pain was because of its own actions and if it had not been so lazy it would not have been spanked so much.

this was easier during its ass spanking. it hates gags, and using underwear as a gag is extra humiliating. it took its position on all fours, still near the mirror. if it looked down and between its legs, it could see the light bruises from yesterday's spanking. it immediately had a much stronger awareness of being a stupid slut who has to be punished all the time, and it was ashamed of itself. it spanked hard from the first swat.

this part of the spanking kind of blurs together, to be honest. it was very long. it hurt a lot. this stupid slut tried its best to hit as hard as it could the whole time. it drooled on the floor once its gag was soaked, and felt so humiliated. its ass ached and stung, and it wished it could be spending its time on its tasks. it was ashamed of needing so many spankings, and being ashamed made it spank itself harder. after 1200 spanks, its ass was bright red again and had new bruises.

finally, it stood up and cuffed its ankles to the spreader bar for its cunt whipping with the belt. it was very nervous about this, and not just about the pain. its right arm was extremely tired from doing most of the ass spanks, and it was not sure if it would be able to use the belt with its left. but it turned out that, at least to hit its cunt in this position, its left hand is a better belt-wielder than its right. for the first 200 spanks, it was very scared that it would not make it through the whole amount. after that, though, it realized that it could bear it. the pain continued to build and build, surrounding its whole body, but it knew that it needed this discipline, and had asked for it, and so it could endure it. there were a few moments when it felt that the severity of the punishment was excessive and unfair, but it just hit itself harder. it thought about how gracious the dominant was to spend time writing a punishment for it. it thought about times in its life that it got away with being lazy. it thought about how often it has deserved for someone to smack it back into its place, but no one has, and it thought about how worthless its cunt is. when it thought about all these things, it felt that it must be grateful for every little bit of pain. it spanked hard and fast, still watching itself in the mirror. it was sweaty with the effort and its legs were shaking. its cunt throbbed terribly as it crested 1000, 1100 spanks. for the last 100, it told itself it would repeat any that were not the hardest ones yet. but it did not have to repeat any. every blow landed harsh and powerful. it counted out loud and said thank you sir, thank you sir, thank you sir for every spank.

it is very thankful to sir for the punishment. its cunt and ass were extremely sore as it wrote its report, and its nipples have noticeably been spanked. during every spanking it took afterwards, it was grateful all over again for making those into far more powerful lesson than they would have been otherwise. it is sorry for being a lazy, undisciplined, pathetic little cunt who did not take the trash out for so long. it definitely has learned its lesson and it is going to be better.


spanking #8
date: 8/22
total # of swats: 50
body parts: ass
implements: loopy johnny
breakdown: N/A
position: lying down
force used: hard
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: routine. this was its daily wakeup spanking, which hurt like hell on top of the preceding punishment (but its day was only beginning).


spanking #9

on 8/22, it wrote back to the master who punished it with a second report and an apology. it had been ordered to spank each body part 50 times for each hour of the two days it left the trash can full. on 8/21, it completed 1200 spanks on each body part, as it reported, and suffered very much. but the next day as it was getting out of the shower, drying off its tender punished ass, it realized how stupid it was. 1200 spanks equals 50 times 24, and that is only one day. two days is 48 hours, meaning 2400 spanks.

it did not do this on purpose to evade its punishment, but its stupidity had the same impact as rebellion would have. disobedience because it is dumb and forgetful is still disobedience. it wanted to demonstrate that it did want to accept its punishment. so immediately, it got out the implements again, bit its lip in resolve, and knelt in front of the mirror to finish the spanking.

it hit its nipples in sets of 100 spanks at a time. this time it was in fact very sorry and ashamed as it looked itself in the eye, thinking about how it would have own up to its bad math. it was unmerciful with its tender nipples, spanking very fast. soon it was out of breath and red and flustered. it had not expected to spend time on a punishment today too and it knew it would have to work hard afterwards to get everything done. and it knew it deserved that so much. it was so sorry for being lazy before, and it was so sorry for making stupid careless mistakes in calculating its punishment. its nipples were desperately sore when it finished.

spanking its ass again almost made it cry. it has cried during a spanking only once, so coming close is a very big thing. its arms and wrists hurt very much wielding the rod, and it was working very hard to make sure it would still bruise its ass and remember this punishment for a long time. halfway through, though, it had to put itself in a 10-minute timeout and stretch its wrists so that it would continue to be able to spank hard. for its timeout it lay flat on the hard floor, forehead and nose against the wood, and apologized out loud many times. it said that it understood it is a horrible lazy stupid cunt, and worthless and ungrateful, and it begged for everyone to understand that it is sorry. it is sorry for not dealing with its trash, and it is sorry for being trash. it said that it hoped to be punished as much as sir thought it needs, or as much as sir would enjoy if that was different, and it also said please, please sir, it is learning its lesson and it is going to be better. all this pain is going to make this cunt better for sure.

when the 10-minute timer rang, it came out of its timeout and resumed beating its ass with the wooden rod. every single spank could've been a whole punishment, and this pathetic cunt bit its lip so hard to be quiet and endure and keep striking itself. sometimes it had to use both hands to spank, tilting forward into a face-down, ass-up position so that it could keep on with hard, punishing swats. but it did whatever it had to, and after all 1200 of the second set of spanks, the slut's ass was dark red with the sporadic purple of new bruises. it also had a blister on its thumb from wielding the rod.

finally, it stood and spread its legs to whip its cunt with the belt. the first 100 strokes brought it so much dread; it did not think it could stand to do this again. but it was so ashamed of itself, and it wanted to be able to say honestly that it did this part of the punishment with all its might. so it did. more than half of these 1200 cunt spanks landed directly on its swollen clit. the impact of the belt rocked its hips every time, and every time it put its body back into the best position to receive a stroke. it wanted to hurt as it was ordered, and it wanted its punishment. it hated the feeling so much but it wanted it too. it was not turned on. it was just put in its place, and glad of it. it wished that the master who ordered its punishment was here to beat it personally, so that it could show how willing it was to take the pain.

beginning with stroke 900, it counted aloud and said thank you every time, and it only counted strokes that were hard enough to make its body shake. for the final stroke it used both hands to wield the belt, landing a terrible lash right on its clit. it gasped and doubled over, saying thank you sir, thank you sir. it is very thankful for the punishment, and it will certainly not be so lazy now.

spanking #10
date: 8/23
total # of swats: 40
body parts: ass
implements: ruler
breakdown: N/A
position: all fours
force used: medium
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: routine. this was its daily wakeup spanking and an incredibly mild one but it still squirmed because of the condition of its punished ass.

spanking #11
date: 8/24
total # of swats: 50
body parts: ass
implements: loopy johnny
breakdown: N/A
position: face down ass up
force used: medium
any extras: full nudity, verbal counting and thanks
punishment or routine: routine. this was its daily wakeup spanking.

spanking #12
date: 8/25
total # of swats: 75
body parts: ass
implements: loopy johnny
breakdown: N/A
position: face down ass up
force used: hard
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: routine. this was its daily wakeup spanking (only two more days of these to go!)

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spanking #13
date: 8/26
total # of swats: 80
body parts: ass
implements: bathbrush, metal ruler
breakdown: 50 with metal ruler, 30 with bathbrush
position: touching toes
force used: medium to hard
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: routine. this was its daily wakeup spanking.

spanking #14
date: 8/26
total # of swats: 110
body parts: ass
implements: bathbrush, loopy johnny
breakdown: 70 with bathbrush, 40 with loopy johnny
position: face down ass up
force used: as hard as possible
any extras: full nudity, verbal counting and thanks.
punishment or routine: routine. this was its final wakeup spanking.

spanking #15
date: 9/5
total # of swats: 55
body parts: ass
implements: wooden ruler
breakdown: N/A
position: standing
force used: medium
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: routine, no reason.


its latest punishment is the assignment of a "spank bank" balance, to complete by the end of September. any spanks it does not complete by midnight September 30 will be doubled, then roll into October. the balance it has earned is

4800 spanks to its cunt
4800 spanks to its ass
4800 spanks to its nipples
4800 spanks to its thighs
for a total of 19,200 spanks owed this month.

any spanks for other punishments or dares may not be counted towards this total unless it receives explicit permission from whoever ordered the spanking. however, anyone may assign it positions, extras, etc. to attach to its next bank payment.

it expects it will be a much better submissive by October and it hopes that its harsh training will bring you pleasure!

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spanking #16
date: 9/6
total # of swats: 215
body parts: nipples, cunt
implements: flexible silicon ruler
breakdown: 100 to each nipple, 15 to cunt
position: kneeling with legs spread
force used: medium
any extras: full nudity
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

it was given a new spanking ruler to motivate it to get started on its bank balance. the goal was to handle 200 spanks on each body part, but it had to leave for a meeting just after starting to spank its clit. it was feeling very intimidated by the punishment and very embarrassed as it headed to its meeting.

spanking #17
date: 9/7
total # of swats: 585
body parts: cunt, ass, thighs
implements: flexible silicon ruler, wire hanger
breakdown: 185 to cunt with silicon ruler, 100 to ass with silicon ruler, 100 to ass with wire hanger, 100 to thighs with silicon ruler, 100 to thighs with wire hanger
position: standing with one leg raised
force used: hard to as hard as possible
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

it finished the goal from the previous day. the wire hanger is a nasty implement; its thighs were pretty marked up.

spanking #18
date: 9/10
total # of swats: 700
body parts: nipples, cunt
implements: flexible silicon ruler, silicon spatula
breakdown: 200 to each nipple with silicon ruler, 200 to cunt with silicon ruler, 100 to cunt with silicon spatula
position: sitting on the edge of the tub with legs spread wide
force used: medium to hard
any extras: full nudity, clothespin on clit for 5 minutes before and after cunt spanks
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

it dreads the nipple spankings a lot more than the ass and thigh spanks, with the cunt spanks in the middle. this is not about how much they hurt. it thinks that a spanking to the ass and thighs feels more like a punishment that might achieve some absolution. its emotional relationship to nipple pain (and to some extent cunt pain) is different but it is not exactly sure how to describe it. both kinds of spankings can punish it well, but they are different kinds of punishment. during this spanking it made itself work hard on the nipples and cunt spanks, because it is especially worried about having too many of those left at the end of the month.

spank bank update:
500/4800 spanks to its cunt
200/4800 spanks to its ass
600/4800 spanks to its nipples
200/4800 spanks to its thighs
1500/19,200 total spanks complete

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spanking #19
date: 9/11
total # of swats: 500
body parts: ass, thighs
implements: flexible silicon ruler, loopy johnny
breakdown: 200 to thighs with silicon ruler, 200 to ass with silicon ruler, 100 to ass with loopy johnny
position: on all fours
force used: hard
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #20
date: 9/13
total # of swats: 800
body parts: ass, thighs
implements: wire hanger, bathbrush
breakdown: 200 to ass with wire hanger, 200 to thighs with wire hanger, 100 to thighs with bathbrush, 300 to ass with bathbrush
position: touching toes for wire hanger spanks, then lying along the edge of the bed in a OTK-mimicking position for bathbrush
force used: hard to as hard as possible
any extras: full nudity, humiliating bodywriting
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #21
date: 9/13
total # of swats: 100
body parts: ass
implements: loopy johnny
breakdown: touching toes
position: touching toes
force used: hard
any extras: full nudity, wet skin
punishment or routine: punishment for procrastinating cleaning. these spanks did not count for its spank bank.

spanking #22
date: 9/14
total # of swats: 100
body parts: cunt
implements: flexible silicon ruler
breakdown: N/A
position: standing with legs spread
force used: hard to as hard as possible
any extras: full nudity, verbal counting and thanks
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #23
date: 9/19
total # of swats: 100
body parts: ass
implements: bathbrush
breakdown: N/A
position: standing. it took this spanking in the shower.
force used: medium to hard
any extras: full nudity, wet skin
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spank bank update:
600/4800 spanks to its cunt
1100/4800 spanks to its ass
600/4800 spanks to its nipples
700/4800 spanks to its thighs
3000/19,200 total spanks complete

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spanking #24
date: 9/23
total # of swats: 350
body parts: nipples, cunt
implements: silicon ruler
breakdown: N/A
position: standing
force used: medium
any extras: in front of mirror
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment. it completed these spanks after a PM dare to remove all its pubic hair, which is a deeply humiliating task for it. it felt very punished and ashamed as it looked at itself and its bald cunt in the mirror. it left ugly dark pink blotches even though it only hit with medium force.

spanking #25
date: 9/24
total # of swats: 600
body parts: nipples
implements: wooden hairbrush, flexible metal ruler
breakdown: N/A
position: standing
force used: medium
any extras: full nudity
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment. it is definitely not going to empty its bank by the end of the month. in fact, unless it gets spanked constantly this week, it will end with more spanks due than it began with. so it will have to work very hard and hurt very much until the end of the month--and then a lot more in October.

spank bank update:
750/4800 spanks to its cunt
1100/4800 spanks to its ass
1400/4800 spanks to its nipples
700/4800 spanks to its thighs
3950/19,200 total spanks complete

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spanking #26
date: 9/24 mid-morning
total # of swats: 50
body parts: cunt
implements: silicone spatula
breakdown: N/A
position: squatting
force used: medium
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #27
date: 9/24 noon
total # of swats: 800
body parts: nipples
implements: silicone spatula, metal ruler
breakdown: 600 spatula swats, 200 ruler swats
position: lying on back
force used: hard
any extras: full nudity, ankles cuffed
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #28
date: 9/24 afternoon
total # of swats: 1000
body parts: cunt, nipples, thighs
implements: shoe sole, dustpan brush
position: face down ass up, kneeling
breakdown: 700 to cunt with shoe (200 were face down ass up; 500 were kneeling). 200 to nipples with shoe while kneeling. 100 to thighs with dustpan brush while face down ass up.
force used: hard
any extras: full nudity, humiliation audio file
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #29
date: 9/24 evening
total # of swats: 800
body parts: cunt, nipples, thighs, ass, feet
implements: metal ruler
position: bent over stool, kneeling on stool, standing with one foot on stool
breakdown: 200 to nipples while bent over stool, 200 to thighs while bent over stool, 200 to ass while kneeling on stool, 100 to feet while kneeling on stool, 100 to cunt while standing with one foot on stool
any extras: full nudity, in front of mirror
punishment or routine: routine (PM dare - NOT counted towards spank bank)

spanking #30
date: 9/25 AM
total # of swats: 50
body parts: cunt
implements: metal ruler
position: on all fours
breakdown: N/A
any extras: N/A
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spanking #31
date: 9/25
total # of swats: 200
body parts: cunt
implements: wood ruler
position: standing with legs spread
breakdown: N/A
any extras: in the shower on wet skin
punishment or routine: routine (PM dare - NOT counted towards spank bank)

spanking #30
date: 9/26
total # of swats: 400
body parts: nipples, cunt
implements: wood ruler
position: standing with legs spread
breakdown: N/A
any extras: full nudity
punishment or routine: spank bank punishment

spank bank totals at the end of September:
1750/4800 spanks to its cunt = 3050 incomplete spanks
1100/4800 spanks to its ass = 3700 incomplete spanks
2600/4800 spanks to its nipples = 2200 incomplete spanks
800/4800 spanks to its thighs = 4000 incomplete spanks
6250/19,200 total spanks complete = 12950 incomplete spanks

as promised, its leftover spanks have been doubled. here is the new balance.

spanks due by October 31
6100 spanks to its cunt
7400 spanks to its ass
4400 spanks to its nipples
8000 spanks to its thighs
25,900 total spanks

it did a shamefully bad job of taking all its spanks that were due in September. it does not know yet what the penalty will be if it fails again this month but it is not eager to have to find out. it will update soon with how its October spankings are going so far.

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it is sorry to give the update that it was released from this spanking debt. this is mostly because it had three different health issues in October and November which were not compatible with kink play. one of those was a wrist re-injury which is still severely limiting its ability to self-spank.

it anticipates that it will have to make some type of amends for being released from its spanking debt. this may involve an add thread or poll. but it does not know for sure yet. for now, this thread is closed.

once again it would like to offer its apologies for failing the task. it is grateful to everyone who read about its training and punishment, and it hopes to be fully well soon so that it can take the pain it deserves. for now, it may have to alter or refuse more tasks due to its health limitations, but will still be online sometimes and open to PM dares, engaging in some other threads, etc.