Becomming slave A and loosing control of my useless little genitals

[b69]

slave A,

I've enjoyed your journey more than you know. I questioned whether you were a pain slut or just who you were; I tried to encourage you to focus on your Sir vs. your own wants, and to continue to grow by remembering but not dwelling on previous mistakes. I’m glad to have been given the opportunity to follow your journey with you, offer any insights that I might have, and to hopefully encourage you.

I never think a submissive person is weak. I find it takes a lot of strength and courage to place yourself in someone else’s hand and control. Please do not think any of my comments were ever made to make you feel weak. As I’ve said before and it sounds like your last post illustrates that you’ve gotten this, focus on pleasing your Sir. By focusing on him and “his spunk” that it appears you so crave, you’ve made enormous progress in your journey.

Please continue to let us “dear readers” have insight on your journey as I suspect it’s not ending, but just starting as you appear to have found yourself. Congratulations.

[slaveboy28]

Dear readers and commentators,

let me start once again by saying a big thank you to my favourite (and almost only) commentator - b69. Your last comment was such an encouragement to both keep writing and also to once again think about my journey and how much Sir means to me (there is “his spunk” but also so much more). Yes, you do encourage me and your insights also mean a lot to me. Your comments were also always very well put and they never made me feel weak - my last update was more of a mental exercise for me than a direct response to your posts.

I would also like to wish you all the best and perhaps (if my Sir allowed of course) ask you also to have a chance to chat with you. Thank you once again.

The advice you gave before helped me a lot to better accept my recent mistake. Yes, once again there was a fuck up on my side, but I do not want to dwell on it. I do not want to see it as a complete disaster (although it felt like this for quite a while) but more of a reminder what slave’s life is like and how slaves and boys must pay for they mistakes in order to grow and become more useful for their Masters. And this is what I consider my main duty - serve my wonderful Sir.

In order to do this I need to loose weight and I was given very specific instructions. But I failed at reaching my weight target for 300g. Something that angered Sir who deserves fuckable slave material and not some lazy, overweight fatboy. The punishment I received was thus well deserved and it was also not a novelty to me. It did not get me off track but it really surprised me how much it affected me. After knowing Sir for such a long time (I so desperately need to meet him in real too, online is just not enough anymore) and the more I know him, the more each punishment hurts. And this one once again hurt and stung, even though I have experienced it before.

I did what Sit ordered and I went for a walk and peed myself outside again - through my (His!) underwear. It was freezing cold outside and I barely managed to get to a deserted courtyard where I hid myself behind a large trash can and just let it go. It was once again a completely humiliating experience and when I returned all wet and cold to my room I just felt like a complete piece of shit - fat, ugly, peed like a baby. And once again the feeling of shame and humiliation was so much easier to take than the feeling of letting Sir down, failing him. It is really hard to express how much this hurts me every single time - now even more than at the beginning of this blog.

I sent a picture to Sir and he briefly ordered to put my underwear on until they dry completely. And I stayed in my underwear until morning - there was no sexual excitement, no secret liking of my pee. Just cold, drying underwear around my useless little genitals. It was of course a reasonable punishment as I let Sir down, but let me just repeat how much the psychological effect of it hurt. Especially after Sir told me to just get of his sight and f. off. I woke up in the middle of the night after having a really bad dream. Not remembering it completely but I saw Skype window with the words “get lost” in them. And than I just woke up, feeling all sweaty but cold. I touched my underwear - still not completely dry - and just sobbed for a moment. My brain once again got into an overdrive and it took me a while to calm down and once again fall into sleep.

It was a dreadful experience and I only wanted to talk to Sir in the morning - to know he is still there, he did not abandon me. Perhaps this was selfish but I need to be sure and was so happy that it was just a dream. Sir will also get a proper apology for my failure and I hope he will accept it, as well as an update on my weight - tomorrow I have to reach my goal or there will be serious consequences.

Of course when I woke up I was not allowed to shower or wear any underwear, so I spent the day like a complete incontinent boy - stinking of pee and feeling the cold. But I did it for Sir and knowing this helped.

Sir will unfortunately not be online in the next few days (I miss him just by thinking about it) but I did get my orders and also the time to think about everything - one hour corner time (45 minutes as per my weekday routine and an additional 15 minutes of kneeling on rice). It will be hard - all alone but I will do it. I will. To please him and to amend for my mistake. I just hope he will enjoy his time away and perhaps think about me (please Sir, if just for a few minutes Sir). He will stay with me not just during my corner time but as always during the whole day and obviously also during my sleep Sir.

At the end before I rush to the bathroom to pee (I had to finish my blog before allowed to pee and I already need to go a lot) I would just like to inform you of my recent additions to my “toy collection”. They were also bought for Sir - having him in mind and having in mind him using them - so I am not ashamed to admit I bought a new spanking paddle and also a penis gag to keep me quiet when Sir will be using the paddle and the flogger or any other toy/method to use on his fatboy. I so look forward to this (painful perhaps) but memorable experience. In real! And not in this cyber (Getdare) world.

Thank you Sir for having me, teaching me and showing my mistakes. Please enjoy your days away, while your slave will be waiting for you in agony and great expectation.

Thank you all,

boy A

[Forester]

This is by far the greatest blog here. I read the damn thing in one go. Please keep posting here, this is just amazing.

[slaveboy28]

Dear readers and commentators,

Days before Christmas were very busy but I was also given a wonderful Christmas gift - Sir came back earlier and I was able to talk to him. Again I was like a young puppy wiggling his tale when I saw him online. Thank you Sir and thank you also for your orders not to wear any underwear during holidays. I am commando all the time now and this is a constant reminder of my useless little genitals which are still waiting for their pleasure. I do not dare touch them as Sir is the one who decides if and when his boy spunks.

Today is day 47 since I was last allowed an orgasm and Sir keeps reminding me that for my prostate health three months is a maximum. 90 days, readers?! I try to not think too much about this and chastity has gotten into my daily routine. I find it an important way of serving Sir, focusing on Master’s pleasure. My useless little cock no longer gets priority. Sir is my priority, although being completely honest my clit is already craving for some attention. But “it” will have to wait.

But “it” also had a mind of it’s own in the last days. It betrayed me in a way that humiliated me even more. I still can not completely explain what happened but after my morning pee and poo as I wiped my bum a drop of pee and cum just flew out of my flacid dick. It just bursted out and I was so surprised that I just stood there for a second than got on my knees and licked this shameful mixture off the floor. I really did not even touch my dick, did not even touch my ass apart from wiping it and it just happened. It was just a physical ejaculation, no mental pleasure, no orgasm. But feelings of shame and disappointment, fear of doing something very wrong appeared instantly. Spunk is for Master's, men, not boys, slave boys, like me.

I reported my accident to Sir and he once again reminded me that I am in no way allowed to spunk. My only duty is to serve and serve Men, not thinking about women or my pleasure. And he was once again right - he now knows me so well. I am no longer longing for pussy. I am only interested in dominate men’s cocks and bulges, in Master’s cock and his balls.

In order to stop further spunkings, Sir told me to drop three drops of liquid soap into my piss tube. I opened the end of my useless dick and dripped in the soap. This was the first time anything went into my cock. Another new uncomfortable and stinging discovery but it was not as bad as imagined. Thank you Sir for helping me control my naughty dick. It helped for a while, focusing on pain and not on pleasure but in the evening my tiny balls again hurt like hell. A completely different type of pain, coming from the inside. I was not hard but the pain kept coming like something is boiling inside me and it took me quite some time to relax and fall asleep. But I am accepting this and it is worth of every second of pain and denial if it pleases Sir.

I also got another message from Sir which shocked me. “Maybe you should start "periods", like a girl?”. What does that mean readers? Sir just added: “there are ways”. Am I really completely loosing my manhood? Periods?

Where is all this leading to? I will keep you informed as you are very helpful in continuing my journey and I was completely humbled by the message from Forester. Thank you for your kind and encouraging words but I would really like to point out that all this is possible only thanks to my Master who is continuing to steer this ship. So I consider your words mostly as a praise to my Master and he deserves it more than I do. I really hope you will also find someone like Sir and I do wish you all the best. Also once again a big thank you to my loyal reader b69.

I am looking forward to your future comments and as it is Christmas and I am feeling a bit generous, I am (with permission from Sir) willing also to offer a small gift to you and answer your questions. A small present that is known to Getdare readers as AMA - Ask me anything (of course within reason and respecting Sir’s and mine privacy).

Have a nice holiday and a very merry Christmas. Thank you for reading and following this boy’s descent into slavery.

boy A

[m55uk4younger]

Thank you for your update, enjoy your journey.

[Wedgiebondagebabe]

I wanted to wait and only post when I finished reading to the most recent point. This is such a well written blog that I find myself thinking more and more into the sub or slave mindset. I think a lot of what you talked about is something you can only feel an understand (sometimes not even understand) when you go through it. I always like reading when a thread or report is not so much I did this and that, but when you really dig deep. A master and slave relationship is more than the tasks you do but more how it makes you submit mentally. That is clearly evident in your blog.

I do not have much advice to offer unfortunately because I do not have the experience, but please continue writing because your journey is intriguing to follow. To echo what someone said above, very well written blog.

Merry Christmas.

-WBB

[m55uk4younger]

" I am (with permission from Sir) willing also to offer a small gift to you and answer your questions. A small present that is known to Getdare readers as AMA - Ask me anything (of course within reason and respecting Sir’s and mine privacy). "

These questions should keep you busy, slaveboy28.




1. Playing “sexual truth or dare” would you rather watch people have sex or would you prefer having sex with someone while being watched?

2. Would you rather watch porn with someone or reading erotica out loud, while touching yourself?

3. Would you rather have sex with the lights on, or the lights off?

4. Would you rather try to bring another person into bed with your partner as a threesome?

5. Would you rather have sex in the morning, or at night?

6. Would you rather be active or passive?

7. Would you rather give oral sex, or receive it?

8. Would you rather have sex while someone is watching, or would you prefer to watch someone having sex?

9. Would you rather be on top, or underneath?

10. Would you rather spit, or swallow?

11. Would you rather try out new and crazy kinky sex ideas, or just have romantic sex?

12. Would you rather have multiple sex partners, or just one?

13. Would you rather end a first date with a passionate kiss, or would you like to end a first date with sex?

14. Would you rather watch guy on girl porn, girl on girl porn, or guy on guy porn, to turn yourself on?

15. Would you rather have sex with your girlfriend/boyfriend or their sister/brother?

16. When did you last masturbate?

17. What did you use?

18. What did you think about?

19. What was the last thing you inserted anally?

20. Did you enjoy it?

21. How long was it there for?

22. Was it clean when it came out?

23. Girls: Is your vagina uneven? Boys: Is one testicle lower than the other?

24. Has anyone ever found out a sexual fetish of yours?

25. What happened?

26. Have you ever been really ashamed of something sexual you did?

27. What was it?

28. Do ever wear a butt plug?

29. If so, where do you wear it?

30. Have you ever had anal sex? Describe.

31. Have you ever had a real life slave/Master relationship?

32. What is the most embarrassing dare you have done?

33. What is the most dangerous sexual thing you have done?

34. Does pain or humiliation turn you on?

35. What type of porn do you like?

36. How frequently do you masturbate?

37. Do you punish yourself? If so, how?

38. Does someone else punish you? If so, how?

39. Have you ever had your genitals punished? If so, how did it feel?

40. Do you get turned on reading getdare?



16 fairly dirty questions.

YOU CANNOT SAY NEITHER OR BOTH - DECIDE!

Please add your why's, also.

1. Laying down or kneeling?

2. Bondage or orgasm control?

3. Ass or tits?

4. cock or cunt?

5. Dom or sub?

6. Denial or forced?

7. Light or extreme pain?

8. Collars or ropes?

9. Scat or piss?

10. Masturbating with your/their hand or with toys?

11. Getting messy with food or mud?

12. Lots of sex or just in moderation?

13. Gentle love or psychotic sex-crazed crazy sessions?

14. Spanking with your/their hand or 'other' implements?

15. Get spanked with your/their hand or 'other' implements?

16. Anal: giving or receiving?


16 more fairly-dirty questions.


YOU CANNOT SAY NEITHER OR BOTH - DECIDE!

Please add your why's, also.

1. Missionary or doggy?

2. Pet play or age play?

3. Biting or scratching?

4. Fucking or being fucked?

5. Masturbating freely or being told when/how?

6. fisting or being fisted?

7. Degradation or body-worshipping?

8. Suspension bondage or being pinned to the ground?

9. Feet: sexy or not? Suck/lick or be sucked/licked?

10. A flat stomach or nice bottom/legs?

11. Bruises or scars (non permanent)?

12. Hot/cold play or body-writing?

13. Nipple torture or genital torture?

14. Play with nipples or have yours played with?

15. Paddles or whips?

16. Lick a (clean/dirty) ass or have yours licked?

[slaveboy28]

Dear all,

I was really humbled by the number of replies and comments I received and I would like to thank all of you for taking the time to read my blog and help me even better understand the world of submission. I do not think I completely deserve them but it is nice to know there are people with similar interests out there. And I can only agree with Wedgiebondagebabe “A master and slave relationship is more than the tasks you do but more how it makes you submit mentally.” And this mental submission is also always present when reading your comments, as they are not just comments of my journey but also comments read and examined by the “captain” steering this ship - my Sir. And I am always first of all worried about his reaction. I want to make him proud, do things right. But as one of the users commented in a private message: “even though you try not to do anything wrong, it's not always going to happen, trust me”. I have this in my mind as well but I really tend to focus on giving Sir my best, hoping to learn also from my mistakes and also being aware that every mistake needs to be paid for.

Sir is strict about this and there are no easy ways out, no shortcuts. Some of you even suggested Sir is perhaps being too strict but so far I think he is just recognising what I need (a lot of control and discipline). But this does in no way mean he is not taking care of me when things get really hard. He takes his time, explains things and also warns me of potential risks. And he did this when administrating punishments as well as when setting me my weight goals. They are very hard to achieve but Sir knows my routine now, knows my workouts and was also very specific on the importance of healthy eating.

Once again thank you for your advice and comments. And now to the AMA. Thank you m55uk4younger for your reply and your questions. In the first part I will just bold my answers where possible and reply where needed, in the second and third part (which will follow in my next blog update) explanations will also follow as per you request.

Part I:

1. Playing “sexual truth or dare” would you rather watch people have sex or would you prefer having sex with someone while being watched?
2. Would you rather watch porn with someone or reading erotica out loud, while touching yourself?
3. Would you rather have sex with the lights on, or the lights off?
4. Would you rather try to bring another person into bed with your partner as a threesome?
5. Would you rather have sex in the morning, or at night?
6. Would you rather be active or passive?
7. Would you rather give oral sex, or receive it?
8. Would you rather have sex while someone is watching, or would you prefer to watch someone having sex?
9. Would you rather be on top, or underneath?
10. Would you rather spit, or swallow?
11. Would you rather try out new and crazy kinky sex ideas, or just have romantic sex?
12. Would you rather have multiple sex partners, or just one?
13. Would you rather end a first date with a passionate kiss, or would you like to end a first date with sex?
14. Would you rather watch guy on girl porn, girl on girl porn, or guy on guy porn, to turn yourself on?
15. Would you rather have sex with your girlfriend/boyfriend or their sister/brother?
16. When did you last masturbate? I was last allowed an orgasm 48 days ago, but did my routine morning edging today.
17. What did you use? Hand.
18. What did you think about? Sir’s worn underwear - his beautiful boxers. “blush”
19. What was the last thing you inserted anally? A butt plug.
20. Did you enjoy it? Yes.
21. How long was it there for? An hour.
22. Was it clean when it came out? Not completely. “blush”
23. Boys: Is one testicle lower than the other? Yes although they are so small it is hard to notice.
24. Has anyone ever found out a sexual fetish of yours? Yes.
25. What happened? I had one real time experience with a dominant man and it was at that occasion he found out a lot about me and my fetishes.
26. Have you ever been really ashamed of something sexual you did? Yes.
27. What was it? I am still deeply ashamed of peeing in public and wearing diapers.
28. Do ever wear a butt plug? Yes.
29. If so, where do you wear it? Just at home. Not brave enough to do it when in public. The idea still scares the hell out of me.
30. Have you ever had anal sex? No.
31. Have you ever had a real life slave/Master relationship? No, not a relationship.
32. What is the most embarrassing dare you have done? I would once again say peeing in open space as it was reported in (more than) one of my blogs.
33. What is the most dangerous sexual thing you have done? I would not say I did anything really dangerous so far.
34. Does pain or humiliation turn you on? Yes.
35. What type of porn do you like? I enjoy erotic (bdsm) stories much more than anything else.
36. How frequently do you masturbate? Daily edgings.
37. Do you punish yourself? If so, how? I receive punishments from my Master and almost every single one was described in this blog.
38. Does someone else punish you? If so, how? Please see answer to the previous question.
39. Have you ever had your genitals punished? If so, how did it feel? As described in my blog, I had them flogged, clamped, hit. This is always a very painful and humiliating experience.
40. Do you get turned on reading getdare? Sometimes, yes.

boy A

[m55uk4younger]

Thank you for your AMA answers, I await the final 32 more dirty ones, slaveboy28.

[slaveboy28]

Dear all,

This will be a shorter update but I would like to invite you to read a story I wrote per Sir’s orders. It is a fictional story that can be found in the Getdare R18 Forum Section.
This story is also a reason why my update will be shorter. First of all it was a huge challenge. English is not my mother tongue and it is very difficult to express feelings and thoughts in a foreign language. Second - I understand writing this story must have meant a lot to my Master so I really tried to impress him but in a way stay real and down to earth. So it is as much an erotic story as it is a “mental story”. And third - writing such story proved to be very emotional and challenging for me. I sent the story to Sir yesterday late in the evening and could then not fall asleep until early morning. And only than just for a few hours. I was so overwhelmed with different feelings. I still am. Overwhelmed but also feeling emotionally drained. Like after moving a mountain. My journey became so personal, so rooted in me.

I may discuss this in another blog, though some things I believe should really be kept between Master and his slave. Now I would just like to focus on the questions I received here. I need to take my mind of the story. I hope you understand.

Part II:
1. Laying down or kneeling?
Kneeling, although I find this position physically very tough and certainly not something I am good at, but mentally I consider it as the only proper position for me.

2. Bondage or orgasm control?
Never tried bondage, only edging if this is considered as orgasm control. And based on my experience I would choose orgasm control. It is more a mental thing and also something that really makes my head spin (in a good and a bad way).

3. Ass or tits?
Ass - can not say exactly why but after my journey it is my prime focus when being asked to choose.

4. cock or cunt?
Cock - as it is a source of Man’s pleasure and I really crave to please dominant men.

5. Dom or sub?
sub, because I need it. I need to serve and obey. I can not put it any other way.

6. Denial or forced?
Denial - it brings pleasure and pain. It focuses the mind and allows to overcome your momental feelings of hornyness to perhaps achieve something deeper. Both for the Dom and the sub.

7. Light or extreme pain?
I never experienced extreme pain and I imagine why it is called extreme. But perhaps…just perhaps … once in a while.. when the feeling in right, when trust is established, when there is real chemistry.

8. Collars or ropes?
Collars - they are symbolic, they are a sign of submission, of being owned and also kept safe by the person you trust.

9. Scat or piss?
Piss. I guess you already figured it out. “Blushes” Scat is also total limit.

10. Masturbating with your/their hand or with toys?
Never tried toys. Never wanted to. Hand. A touch of skin, flesh. It is the real thing. And it can be cruel or gentle, fast or slow, tight or relaxed. A hand is the best toy there is.

11. Getting messy with food or mud?
Mud although getting messy is something I do not want to try. Food is for eating.

12. Lots of sex or just in moderation?
In moderation because less is more.

13. Gentle love or psychotic sex-crazed crazy sessions?
This will perhaps surprise you but I would still say gentle love - it is a cherry on top.

14. Spanking with your/their hand or 'other' implements?
I would say implements if I had to spank someone I am afraid I would be too gentle with my hand and spankee usually deserves some hard strokes.

15. Get spanked with your/their hand or 'other' implements?
Hand. Once again - to feel the person spanking. A hand is the best toy there is.

16. Anal: giving or receiving?
Receiving. It just sounds right and the way it should be.

Part III:

1. Missionary or doggy?
Doggy. Because of the mental experience it brings.

2. Pet play or age play?
Age play. Because I consider it more of a power play. Also not really into pet play. I prefer “people play”.

3. Biting or scratching?
Hm, scratching. No pet play, no biting

4. Fucking or being fucked?
Being fucked - because of this journey and the person steering my ship.

5. Masturbating freely or being told when/how?
Being told when/how because it became a part of my routine and as I said before, through control it brings a different kind of freedom.

6. fisting or being fisted?
Being fisted but this is an answer for the sake of the answer. Not wanting any actually.

7. Degradation or body-worshipping?
Ashamed to admit but degradation would be the answer. Because I considerate an important part of the power play and the whole Master-slave dynamic.

8. Suspension bondage or being pinned to the ground?
Being pinned to the ground where I belong. On the floor.

9. Feet: sexy or not? Suck/lick or be sucked/licked?
Sexy no doubt. Suck and lick, worship and smell. It is where Men’s body “begins”. It is where slave’s belong. It is the “point of first contact”.

10. A flat stomach or nice bottom/legs?
Nice bottom but even more legs because they make a perfect thing to play with, to worship and enjoy.

11. Bruises or scars (non permanent)?
Bruises because of the nice colour change

12. Hot/cold play or body-writing?
Body-writing because I hate cold. I hate it.

13. Nipple torture or genital torture?
Genital torture because my useless little genitals are only good for that.

14. Play with nipples or have yours played with?
I would say play with nipples if licking and sucking them for hours counts

15. Paddles or whips?
Paddles because whips scare me as hell.

16. Lick a (clean/dirty) ass or have yours licked?
Lick an ass to hopefully bring even more pleasure to your superior.

boy A

[m55uk4younger]

Thank you boy A for answering all my Ask Me Anything questions, via your blog. What a journey, how you have grown in confidence as a slave boy, striving to please your Master in any and all ways, online. Loosing control of your useless little genitals and if they get any pleasure or pain, longing to hear your reward "good boy" as a sign of your Master being pleased with you and your efforts to please his every whim. I await reading more of your blogs as your jouney continues.

[slaveboy28]

Dear all,

I may be repeating myself but I find it so important to once again publicly thank my Sir for being here for me. Even more so when my emotions really take over, as it happened after I wrote my first story (or is it just a first chapter, dear readers? I would be very grateful for your comments because it really is the first time I wrote something like that and unfortunately I am a person that learns mostly from mistakes so please do not hold back). We talked a lot after publishing it in the Getdare R18 Forum section and he once again made me feel both even more submissive but also more confident.

Sir said: you really want to be a good boy, don’t you?. It was more than a question, it was a statement. But a statement I can with all my heart make after all we have been through. Yes, I want to be a good boy, I really do want to please, make my Master proud, bring him enjoyment and pleasure. And I also do not see his wishes as whims - they simply are his wishes, his orders, his wants and it makes me feel good if I can please them.

It is definitely not easy, it is a journey and every time I think I have reached one goal another one appears. There are always new things to discover, to do. But I tend to do them as soon as possible and not keep Sir waiting.

One of the goals I reached was the one regarding my weight. Yes, I managed to reach it but Sir said I should become even more fuckable and loose a few more kg. This time he gave me more time to slowly but steadily reach my new target weight. This was I admit hard to accept, as loosing weight really was a very difficult process for me, but I understand his wish and I will with his help and guidance do as told. I do not want to be a fatboy for Sir. And I know he wishes only the best for me, taking care that my health is always my priority. Sir also informed what will follow then - toning up. I try not to think about this, as I never was into sports or gym but I hope I will do good. I simply want to.

After reaching my weight goal I was allowed to buy new underwear. The same white tight boxer briefs only a size smaller. They really are tight but there is still no real bulge - just my useless little genitals and perhaps I once again look a bit fatter, or is this just my perception now? Anyhow, I will were them with pride whenever allowed. They are Sir’s choice.

Just as a new task he gave me. I would not like to “spoil it” for your but it is a very humiliating one and I am sure Sir will want me to report on it in detail. I can only say it involves a lot of lipstick. So there I was shopping again and my only thought was will the colour match my nail varnish. I am sorry readers, but I really could not help myself. It was the first thing that crossed my mind. Sir likes my choice of nail varnish a lot…

This next no doubt humiliating report will (probably) be my last blog for 2016. I do not know when will I post again in 2017 as there are some big events coming up but I will try to let you know of how everything is going.

I really do not like to write or even read about the things that happened in the past year. I also think you already read a lot about my journey so I would just like to sum it up as a wild but overwhelming rollercoaster ride with ups and downs, twists and turns, that still make me shiver with excitement and feelings of luck and gratitude for meeting Sir. I hope you also had such wonderful moments as I had and may next year bring even more happiness and even more bitter-sweat treats for all the subs out there. And may we all strive to be even better slaves for our Masters. They really deserve it and my profile always reminds me I need to work harder as I so deeply wish to keep that “for now!” in my about line.

Thank you also for all the generous comments, replies, questions, letters and thank-you’s. I really cherish every single one, as they make me grow and I hope you are still enjoying my blog, my story and my AMA. I really try to always give my best and think of you all, but unfortunately I made a stupid mistake and did not promptly reply to a private message I received, so I would like once again to publicly apologise to this user (let us respect his/her privacy). I really hope this will not stop the user from following my road to submission. You can also read a bit more about what I did in the getDare Forums > Truth OR Dare > Ask me Anything (AMA) > s/M blogs AMA offer.

Thank you Sir.

Thank you all.

boy A

[m55uk4younger]

Wishing you a happy new year. I look forward to reading more of your blogs as your journey continues on your new path in life as a happy submissive slave boy, serving his Master's every whim, need and desire.

Maybe your start to 2017 will be a very wet and messy one, if you have earned it!

[slaveboy28]

Dear all,

Maybe you were expecting a juicy report on my last task but I am afraid I have to disappoint you. The task was postponed a bit (waiting is so challenging for me but I know everything has a reason and this time even more so) so this blog update will mostly be a thank you.

A big thank you for reading, helping, following my journey. Even to a point that the blog got nominated for the best Getadre blog of the year. I never expected it. And it is a great honour and a big responsibility to continue working on the blog and my journey. Thank you.

The blog became a big part of my journey and thanks to your comments and suggestions helped me deal with difficulties and also moments of great joy and happiness. I admit I sometimes get so emotional, writing franticly, just to get this huge amount of new feelings out of my head. This also happened yesterday evening after a long talk with Sir and I hope he understands that such, sometimes unconnected, phrases and words come from the heart and out of respect, gratitude and also desire to be a good boy, never to stop improving.

I would also like to thank Sir for giving me a very precious gift yesterday. I was once again able to rest my eyes on his body, to see him talk and guide me on cam. I still get nervous but it is getting easier and I really hope he enjoys seeing me also. Thank you Sir for this amazing journey and for being so patient, open and willing to teach me how to become a better boy. It has been such a pleasure to serve you in 2016. I wish this journey to continue and reach new highs and I promise to continue learning in order to fulfil your needs and desires.

(oh, yes, dear readers, I also thought of “that” “high”. The climax. Today is already day 53 of my chastity and a wet and messy start of the year would be such a high. But I know I still have to earn and deserve it and like I wrote in an answer in the AMA section I feel I need to do a bit more. But it is up to my Master and only he can make a decision when and if I cum and no matter how much I think whether I deserve it or not, he is the final judge. So I really try not to get to excited. Wet and messy could also mean something completely different - naughty thoughts again. Huh. I just hope Sir will get his pleasure. Sir first!)

I am sure there is still lots to learn and I am looking forward to it. New year will thus also be a year of new discoveries and I wish this not only for myself but also for you. And I also wish you all the best in the coming year. Let 2017 be full of happy moments, new experience, peace, love and joy. May all your wishes come true.

Happy new year!

boy A

[slaveboy28]

Dear getDare users,

New year - new challenges, new experiences and new moments of pain and joy (they sometimes really go hand in hand).

My journey continues in 2017 and it started with a very nice result in the getDare Best blogger of 2016 poll. Out of ten nominations my blog received six votes and at the end I shared an equal fourth place. I consider this a very nice result and I hope my Sir is pleased with it as well. Without him there would not be even a single chapter, let alone the nomination in this category.

Thank you all for your votes and congratulations to Ice Maiden on her victory. I would also like to thank all the commentators for their advice and for being so nice to spend their time reading the thoughts of a boy, becoming slave A and loosing control of his useless little genitals.

I appreciate it very much and I am looking forward to your future comments, ideas, advice and suggestions. I promise to learn from the them and perhaps, just perhaps, be able to climb a step in this year’s poll. Like I wrote before, there are always new milestones to reach.

I will keep you posted of new developments but please do not give up on me if there will be a short break between this and the next chapter. There really is something big coming up and it may take quite a lot of my time.

I hope you all spent a lovely new year,
boy A