Looking for a painful and humiliating orgasm

[Beatrice.]

I want an idea for how I should have an orgasm. Be as evil as possible (within my limits). I want to have a horrible experience next time I cum. I want to have as little control as possible over how it happens. I want you to have this control.

Be detailed.

What I should wear. I have a big collection of girly clothes to choose from.

My position and the position of my little dick (normal, tucked away, pulled back between my legs etc).

If I should edge a few times (and punishments if I fail and go over the edge too soon). What happens between edges.

Should I be in a specific wedgie (bra connection, propeller, jock lock etc).

Should my panties be filled with something (toothpaste, ice, wet toilet paper etc).

What toys and how to use them (I have a wand vibrator, normal vibrator, sounding rod, fleshlight and heating balm). I am capable of reaching orgasm only from the wand vibrator on my head. Can't reach it from anal alone.

Ruined or post orgasm torture (not allowed normal orgasms).

What to do with the cum after I'm done (eating, using as anal lube, smearing on face etc).




Looking forward to all your mean ideas.