27 F Help humiliate me while I'm in denial

[Slutlyn]

Originally Posted by Master_of_humiliate

For every edge that you do write a word on your body.

Sorry but this isn't really feasible with how many edges I'm doing

[Slutlyn]

I woke up today feeling still horny but also physically exhausted from all the edging I've been doing over the past week. I told T and asked if we could take it easy today and he said it sounded like I needed some time on no touch. So now I'm not allowed to touch my cunt or my tits until the weekend is over. And just to make sure I don't "become too athletic" during the weekend I'm wearing my wrist and ankle cuffs the whole time except for when I shower. My wrists are connected with a 10cm rope and my ankles with 20cm. I'm also going to be listen to a Touching Denial hypnosis file tonight that will make me nice and horny but will make it so that I can't touch myself with permission. Just to make sure.

So edge reports may slow down for a day or two but I'm sure they will resume again on Monday!

[Master_of_humiliate]

And the hypnosis file works?

[Slutlyn]

Hello friends! My two days of no touch are over and I am back to edging my mind away! I got 20 edges done today

My first ten edges were done to fulfill the “edging with your hands cuffed behind your back” task. With permission, I changed it to having my hands cuffed over my head, and lay down on my bed while using my magic wand taped to a box (which is quickly becoming one of my favorite ways to edge). However, I didn’t want to make it too easy on myself and I left it on the lowest setting. That, combined with the fact that I couldn’t use my hands to adjust the vibrator at all made it a bit more difficult to reach 10 edges. I would get in a perfect position, reach one edge, and then lose that position when I had to move my cunt away to prevent myself from cumming. I spent the first five edges repeating one of my mantras (good girls don’t cum, good girls get dumb) and the second five repeating my other mantra (I am desperate, I am dumb, I am not allowed to cum) and by the end I was nearly sobbing and my cunt was swollen and almost numb.

After letting my body calm down and recover for a bit, I decided to try to do five of my humping edges. They’re my least favorite but I also don’t want to be left at the end with only those left and not being able to edge any other way. I tried a few different positions - the corner of my dresser, the arm of an armchair, and the arm of my desk chair. They were definitely difficult but they made me feel very desperate and pathetic which i suppose is the point

By this time it was night and I decided to do my last five edges in my car with my tits out. Since it was night, I wore leggings with no panties and a tshirt with no bra. I found a deserted parking lot, turned on some music, pulled my tits out of my shirt, and stuck my hand into my leggings to rub my clit. It took a little while for me to get wet enough to be able to edge properly but by the time I finished five edges I was soaked and shaky. I stayed in the parking lot for a bit to recover before driving home and literally five minutes later two more cars parked nearby. Don’t know if that’s lucky or unlucky timing

Also apparently I can't edit my initial post anymore so I'm just gonna put my edge counts at the bottom.

10/10 edges with my hands cuffed behind my back (or rather above my head)
10/40 humping edges
10/10 edges in my car with my tits out
126/238 total edges

[Master_of_humiliate]

Originally Posted by Slutlyn

Sorry but this isn't really feasible with how many edges I'm doing

Yes that's true I don't know so many words that you must do edges.

But you can write denied slut above your pussy.
It should be visible until you are ready with your edges.
You should be remembered each day that you not allowed to cum.

Watch two times 15 minutes of porn your favorite category.
The first time you are not allowed to touch you.
The second time you should edge so often as it possible for you in the 15 mind.
Describe the videos that you have had watched.

[Slutlyn]

Originally Posted by semper_virilis

Dare you to do five more in your car with your tits out, but also blindfolded and with nipples clamps on and your small plug in.

Finished these today! I went back to the same park I was at the other day, which was again nearly deserted with no cars near me. I wore my plug on the drive over as well, which added some fun spice to the drive. I pulled my front seat back until it was flat and I could lay down, because it's always easier for me to edge that way. I kept wanting to take the blindfold off, even though I knew the parking lot was empty, and make sure no one was nearby looking at me, but I was a good girl and kept it on. Edging was a little bit difficult, but I definitely felt extra slutty writhing and moaning in my car with my nipples clamped and a plug up my ass.

Originally Posted by Gutterpunk

5 edges to be done in a public restroom, male stalls. Door may be closed but not locked.
You will be blindfolded and have your tits out.

I also did these edges at the same park with public restrooms. Because the park was pretty deserted, I did feel brave enough to go into the male restroom but I didn't feel brave enough to leave the door unlocked. It was a lot colder today than the other day, so I had on a sweater, even when I laid down on the floor and pulled my shirt up so my tits were exposed. The cold made it a bit difficult to edge quickly but I managed to complete all five, even though I was pretty sweaty afterwards.

Total edges: 136/238

[Slutlyn]

Originally Posted by Master_of_humiliate

And the hypnosis file works?

I mean self hypnosis works best when you want it to work. So part of me wants to not be able to touch myself without permission so it reinforces the hypnosis of being physically unable to move my hands to touch myself. So it’s kinda at first I do it and know it’s my choice and then the more I listen to the file the more the hypnosis sinks in and eventually I realize that I’m doing it without even thinking or having a choice about it. The more I listen the more it reinforces itself. If it was a thing that I was truly uncomfortable with the file wouldn’t work in the first place. If I changed my mind about wanting the effect, I’d probably stop listening to the file and the effect would wear off eventually.

Originally Posted by Master_of_humiliate

Yes that's true I don't know so many words that you must do edges.

But you can write denied slut above your pussy.
It should be visible until you are ready with your edges.
You should be remembered each day that you not allowed to cum.

Watch two times 15 minutes of porn your favorite category.
The first time you are not allowed to touch you.
The second time you should edge so often as it possible for you in the 15 mind.
Describe the videos that you have had watched.

I can do the body writing part of this (and I love the idea) and I could watch 15 minutes of porn without touching but I can’t edge as much as I could during the second 15 minutes because my edges are restricted to the number left that hasn’t been assigned yet, which is 2. So I could edge twice but that’s it.

[Slutlyn]

Tonight I took an edible and I listened to a long hypnosis playlist that reminded me of how good it feels to be a good submissive and obedient girl. I listened to my Ask Before You Touch file by UltraHypnosis which is making it so I have to ask permission before I touch my cunt or be told to touch by someone else so I either have to ask someone I know, beg random strangers on the internet, or listen to hypnosis files that tell me to touch which just reinforce how submissive and horny I feel. I also listened to my Good Girls Don’t Cum file which helped reinforce that I’m much better off when I’m denied and desperate.

It reminded me that I always feel so much better and happy and horny after I’ve listened to hypnosis files. I was feeling a bit disinterested earlier today and doing the edges I did felt more like a chore than anything. But I feel so much better after letting myself be brainwashed and it made me think that I really have to listen to my playlist at least every other day to keep myself in this state and constantly condition myself to be a good girl who is needy and submissive and obedient as often as possible.

I also did about ten more humping edges because I didn’t have permission right then to touch my cunt and they made me feel so pathetic and needy. They also reminded that even if I didn’t super enjoy doing the edges earlier I still did them because I was told to and I knew that I was obeying and entertaining others by doing them, just like a gold slut should.

After that, T told me that I would only be able to edge by humping today (tomorrow? It’s 2am both both I guess) but I could do it as much as I want to. So I anticipate that I’ll be feeling very pathetic and desperate in the near future.

Total edges: 151/238

[Master_of_humiliate]

Originally Posted by Slutlyn

I mean self hypnosis works best when you want it to work. So part of me wants to not be able to touch myself without permission so it reinforces the hypnosis of being physically unable to move my hands to touch myself. So it’s kinda at first I do it and know it’s my choice and then the more I listen to the file the more the hypnosis sinks in and eventually I realize that I’m doing it without even thinking or having a choice about it. The more I listen the more it reinforces itself. If it was a thing that I was truly uncomfortable with the file wouldn’t work in the first place. If I changed my mind about wanting the effect, I’d probably stop listening to the file and the effect would wear off eventually.



I can do the body writing part of this (and I love the idea) and I could watch 15 minutes of porn without touching but I can’t edge as much as I could during the second 15 minutes because my edges are restricted to the number left that hasn’t been assigned yet, which is 2. So I could edge twice but that’s it.

i like bodywriting too.
oh ok so two edges a fine too.
but while you can only edge two times has clamps on your nipples and your tongue while watch it and your ass pluged.

[Slutlyn]

Hey everyone, sorry it's been a few days. Part of it was life being life but mostly it was me being lazy. As punishment for that I'm wearing my collar constantly unless I need to go out or be on Zoom for something. I'm also wearing my ring gag and my clit/g-spot vibe. My vibe is on a low setting, so it's not enough for me to edge, just drive me crazy.

So back on Thursday, T told me to do the 10 edges in front a mirror with my panties over my head, and 10 of the edges with all my holes filled, wearing a blindfold, cuffs, and nipple clamps.

I started out by doing the ones in front of the mirror. With approval, I used a chair instead of kneeling. I edged a few times by rubbing my clit, and then used my wand after that. I wasn't feeling as needy and wet as usual so it took me a while. I decided to pause once I got to 8 and finish the final two later.

I was a bit nervous for the ones with all my holes filled, because I don't usually enjoy having a toy in my pussy and my ass at the same time, and the plug especially was one of my thick ones. T told me that if it was too much I could use just one of the toys instead of both but that I was to attempt both first. To help myself get in the right frame of mind, I took an edible and listened to a long hypnosis playlist full of files that aroused me and talked about being a mindless fucktoy. Once I was done I edged once by humping the corner of my dresser and then I started putting toys in my holes.

My hands were cuffed in front of me and I was gagged with my cock gag during the hypnosis so my mouth was already filled. I used my fingers to spread lube over my asshole and then used fingers to stretch myself. I was impatient, though, and only used two fingers briefly before I moved on to lubing up the plug. I tried a few positions before deciding on standing bent over the bed with my legs spread. It took a bit of wiggling and (im)patient back and forth before I felt it pop in and start to slide inwards - and then i immediately regretted my impatience as there was a sharp pain. The only thing that kept me from instinctively tearing out the plug was the prospect of having to pull the large bulb out and feel even more pain. Instead I shakily climbed on the bed and flopped onto my stomach, letting my body adjust. I was still turned on and before long the pain began to feel pleasurable and then became just pleasure. I could feel the cool bulb of the plug stretching my ass, a constant pressure. Next I laid down on my back with a pillow propping up my hips, I added extra lube and started rubbing my clit as I pushed the dildo in. I felt so full and it hurt a lot but rubbing my clit felt so good. I managed one edge and then paused to put the clamps on my nipples and the blindfold on. I managed three more edges before the pain got to be too much. I pulled the dildo out but left the plug in. I did two more edges before I switched them - pulling the plug out and pushing the dildo in. I did two more edges that way before I decided that I needed to try having both of them in again. This time I used my magic wand on my clit instead of my fingers. It felt like...so much sensation.

My holes felt so full and so stretched and every time i tried to close my legs I felt a sharp pain from the base of the plug (found out later it was my greedy ass trying to swallow the whole base of the plug). I felt like I lay there with the vibe on my clit forever before I reached the edge. It felt like I was just riding a plateau of pure sensation. Eventually I managed to reach my ninth edge by reciting my mantra and tilting the magic wand just right. For the last edge, I turned the magic wand to the setting that gets me to the edge the fastest and then rode the edge as long as I could until I felt my blindfold getting wet with tears.

After that I still had my two edges left from the earlier set of sitting in front of my mirror so I brought my magic wand with me and sat back in front of the mirror. I was feeling too dumb and high to find my panties but I honestly felt so much more humiliated having to stare at my face without panties covering it. I could see exactly how my eyes started to close and go out of focus and how my mouth dropped open as I pressed the wand against my clit. As I got closer to the edge I could see my mouth grimacing and me looking even more dumb and pathetic and the humiliation just made me feel more aroused and pushed me closer to the edge. After I edged once, I pushed the wand back on my clit almost immediately. I started repeating my mantra of i am desperate i am dumb i am not allowed to cum and the more i repeated it the more desperate and dumb i felt and the stronger the vibe buzzed against my clit and i found myself feeling even more pathetic and i made myself cry just as I reached the edge. It felt emotionally intense in the best way.

The next day I managed to edge was Saturday. My body was honestly pretty exhausted but I really wanted to edge so I decided to do my 10 edges on my knees with my nipples clamped. I put two pillows down on the floor right next to my bed and used that for support. I also used my magic wand and it was so strong it nearly made me cry the first few edges. I finished 5 and then took a break because my knees were shaking so much I could barely hold myself up on the side of my bed. I took a bath before I did the next set and I don't know if it was that or how tired my body was but it took me so long to reach the edge. I was repeating my mantras and it felt almost like my body had accepted that I don't cum I just get desperate and dumb and I couldn't even reach the edge, just constantly felt that plateau of pleasure. I somehow managed to reach five edges but they were all kinda small. Afterwards, my pussy felt unsatisfied and I felt hot and needy but at the same time my body was so exhausted I couldn't even think of moving so I just lay there for a while with my cunt aching until eventually I calmed down enough to sleep.

Sunday I was told that I could touch myself however I wanted to but i wasn't allowed to edge. I was able to touch and rub my cunt but it just left me feeling so unsatisfied. And then at the end of the day I confessed that I had been lax on my reports and was given my punishments and told that I wasn't allowed to touch my cunt or my tits until I finished my report. I slept in my collar and felt feeling it whenever I rolled over and I woke up feeling needy and wanting to touch but knowing I wasn't allowed to touch, which just made me want to touch more... I'm done now so I guess we'll see if I'm allowed to edge later today.

10/10 edges on my knees, legs spread, naked, in front of a mirror, panties over my head
10/20 edges with the short plug in my ass, nipples clamped, cock gag in my mouth, medium dildo in my pussy, hands cuffed and blindfolded
10/10 edges on my knees with my nipples clamped
32/40 edges humping furniture with my tits out and my hands behind my back
193/238 Total Edges

[Slutlyn]

So last night I started by working on the edges given to me by Master_of_humiliate. I wrote 'denied slut' over my pussy and started up one of my favorite porn videos. I was to watch the first 15 minutes without touching myself and then to edge twice during the last 15 minutes. I also had my nipples clamped, a clothespin on my tongue, and my ass plugged. This one was a little difficult because while I have porn I like I'm not a huge fan of visual porn so it took me a little bit to get turned on. Because I wasn't as turned on the pain from the clamps was harder to deal with. I had to take the one on my tongue off for a bit but I put it back on during the last 15 minutes. But I got two edges out of it which was awesome! (And the video I watched was this one bc it's long and I don't think I could describe it all: https://www.infernalrestraints.com/i...4YCORTSPXQEHB3)

After that, I listened to my hypnosis playlist again, and then completed one of T's dares: 10 edges with my biggest dildo inside me. However, my biggest dildo was damaged recently so he said I could use any. I used my Medium dildo to get myself warmed up. I'm not always the biggest fan of fucking myself with my dildo but I do enjoy the feeling of having it inside me so I really just lay down with it inside me and rubbed my clit until I edged 10 times. A few of the edges felt almost like I was pinching my clit between my fingers and the dildo and it felt so good.

Next, while my legs were still a bit shaky, I moved on to generaterox's dare, which was 10 edges with my Large dildo inside me, sitting on a chair, with my nipples clamped and my cock gag in. The nice thing about my large dildo is that it's very bendy and with a suction cup, so I could suction it to my chair and then sit on it. I honestly didn't have much strength in my legs so I wasn't able to fuck myself up and down on it but I could rock back and forth. I used my magic wand for these edges and honestly it felt super intense. My clit was super sensitive and the wand was super strong and it felt really good to be stuffed full. I think i nearly cried from some of the edges and I was honestly grateful to have the cock gag in or else my neighbors would have been able to hear me keening and sobbing (clearer than I was I mean). Even though I don't drool as much with the cock gag as with the ring gag, I was still drooling around it. I felt so needy and pathetic and by the time I was done, my chest was wet with drool, the chair was wet with lube and my juices, and my legs were shaking so much I could barely walk to my bed. My cunt was throbbing and I felt horny and pathetic and just like a denied slut should.

2/2 watching porn with my ass plugged and nipples clamped
10/10 with a dildo inside me
10/10 edges with my cock gag and nipple clamps on, fucking myself on my L dildo
215/238 Total Edges

[Slutlyn]

So T gave me instructions to work off some of my humping edges by humiliating myself again. I recorded two audios. For the first one I sat on my wand with a ball gag in my mouth and recited my mantra "I am desperate I am dumb I am not allowed to cum" ten times without edging. Then I used the wand to edge two times while verbally humiliating myself. Anyone who wants to listen can go here: https://soundgasm.net/u/slutlyn99/Humiliating-Mantras

For the second audio, I still used my wand but took my gag out. I apologized for being a pathetic slut, explained that I don't deserve to cum, and begged to be humiliated instead of allowed to cum. I then edged two more times and thanked the audience for letting and listening to me edge. That one is here: https://soundgasm.net/u/slutlyn99/So...-pathetic-slut

"Humping" edges: 36/40
Total edges: 219/238

[Slutlyn]

Tonight I finished the last four of my humping edges by humping the corner of my dresser. I felt extra needy and pathetic today and kept whimpering while I was humping. The edges actually felt a little bit stronger than the usual humping edges.

After that I listened to my hypnosis playlist before doing my last ten edges with all my holes filled, my hands cuffed, my eyes blindfolded and my nipples clamped. I spent a bit more time preparing my ass this time, but not too much because I'm impatient and honestly i like the pain a little bit. When I slid the dildo in this time, it still felt painful, but less pain and more pressure and fullness. I used my wand again and honestly the feeling when it would vibrate through both the dildo and the plug was amazing. It took me a while to actually edge though. It felt like my body was so used to existing on that plateau of pleasure and not cumming because good girls don't cum that it had difficulty reaching the edge. I kept gasping and drooling behind the cock gag but eventually I did manage to reach 10 edges with my mouth, my cunt, and my ass all full.

Now that I'm done with all those, I only have five edges left. I've been waiting to do the ones given to me by kaiman that I have to do outside because I had difficulty finding a place and then finding a day that isn't freezing cold. Luckily it's supposed to be warmer tomorrow, so hopefully I'll be able to do them then.

After that, I have to make it through 72 hours before I might get to cum. I've been listening to this hypnosis file (https://vive-hypnosis.com/hypnosis/pleasure-trap/) which makes it impossible to orgasm until I've refrained from any masturbation for 72 hours and makes me really horny and wanting to touch myself. So if I succeed in that, it's up to T (who is GermanSir on here) to decide when and how I cum and he's already said he has plans to make me humiliate myself before he'll let me have an orgasm.

40/40 humping edges
20/20 edges with the short plug in my ass, nipples clamped, cock gag in my mouth, medium dildo in my pussy, hands cuffed and blindfolded
233/238 total edges

[Slutlyn]

Originally Posted by kaiman

Well well here another edge slut craving for more. Lovely.

I dare you to do five outdoor, in a place with 3/4 sides covered. Open side should be on your back. Stay on your knees, back straight up and wear the buttplug. Ass should be exposed. If you ever turn yourself to look back, you reset the count.

Finally finished these, the last of my edges today. There's a half abandoned mall across the street from my apartment complex and I found an open door to a room with a freight elevator that's basically abandoned. I walked there wearing my plug and my collar, using a scarf to cover the collar. Once I got inside, I pulled my leggings down and my shirt up so my tits were exposed. I did the first two edges on my knees with my back facing the doorway. However, after that my knees and ankles were hurting a lot so I did the last three standing up, still with my back against the doorway. Once I was done, I stood there with my hands behind my back for three minutes. I kept hearing leaves blown by the wind outside and thinking it was people walking, but no one came in. Instead I just felt sweaty and needy and slutty for edging myself in such a relatively public place. Once I was done with my edges, I took my panties off and carried them in my hand as I walked back home.

And that's the last of my edges! Now I just have to get through 72 hours of no touch and I might be able to cum. Not sure if i'll be posting more on this thread but I'm sure I'll be given some humiliating tasks to complete before T lets me cum. So uh, wish me luck? Or don't, since I'm sure a lot of you are entertained by my suffering

5/5 edges outdoors in a place with 3/4 cover, back to the opening, with my plug
238/238 Total Edges