Need a "little push" from an online female

[Subguyxxx]

Im looking for an online female to help me with a "little push" to achieve a goal / fullfill a fantasy.

Some background - I'm a submissive male who are very turned on by sissification and forced bi encounters. Often when I watch porn, I fantasize I'm the girl in the scenario. What makes this even more powerful is being "forced" sissified by a female, going through the process knowing she is getting pleasure, satisfaction and turned on by it.

My dilemma is the following : a guy has responded to my ads who seems perfect. Clean and decent, has a daytime venue and wants me to dress up for him. He has also given me a new girly name, have some clothing and heels for me to wear, I only need to buy some panties and stockings.

My fantasy has now almost become reality, but I now need a little "push" from a female to go through with this. Ideally you are a dominant female who likes to be in control of a guy, getting enjoyment out of his humiliation and embarrassment. Belittling him by mocking his manhood, calling him your bitch, giving him instructions and tasks to buy panties, stockings, jewelry etc.

If you are interested in helping me in this, I will give you access to the email address where the guy and I are communicating and setting this up.

If interested, please contact me or kik subguyxxx