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forgot to mention on my last report that i did manage to orgasm yesterday. it took alot of concentration and effort, and evidently wasn't very memorable.
looks like i owe 8 listens. wow these stack up fast. |
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Goodness, they do seem to pile up don't they? well keep listening.
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That is interesting that it took a great force of will to overcome the conditioning from the hypnosis. It will be interesting to see whether you get the same results after another 30 listens or so or whether the inability to cum without permission becomes more firmly established..
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Weekend: (Lost track of day number now)
My weekend was awesome. I had a really good time at my friend's place. There was 3 of us in total. We were busy chatting about stuff like jerking off and i decided to tell them that i was on no touch for a week and that it was ending on that day (Saturday). When my one friend went to shower the other one came up to me and asked if I seriously hadn't touched myself in a week. When i told him I hadn't he teased me he started to jerk me off (I told my dom before hand that me might do this and was given permission as long as he touched me and not myself touching me). He made me edge 3 times before stopping and saying "You better pay me back now". He guided my hand to his dick where i ended up stroking him off... i was speaking a little bit here and there. He then said "you talk to much lets pit that slutty mouth of yours to good use." Just like that i was sucking dick. That's pretty much all we did as my other friend had just finished in the bathroom. totally unrelated to this thread but it effects my arousal level. I was given permission to cum today (Sunday) by my dom I took the offer without even think as he said if i Don't cum today i will be on no touch for two weeks from tomorrow. After i cummed he pit me on no touch for two weeks anyway. I didn't listen to cal's curse and I don't have a desire/craving/need to listen to it. This makes me believe that it doesn't really effect me that much unless i fall into a deep trance (Very rare). Ow and to touch on the last few posts in this thread. I find no desire to cum anymore. The no touch definitely played a roll in this but as well cal's curse. I had forgotten what it was like until today and i generally can't even remember that feeling. The only way I have been getting harder is by thinking about pleasing others and being obedient. I definitely feel more obedient after a few listens to cal's curse. Arousal: 2/10 (just cummed) total listens:38 total cums (from dom): 1/2 days left of no touch: 3 days (approximately).
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As instructed, after 3 edges yesterday, I had a ruined orgasm. I was honestly worried that I wouldn't even be able to orgasm if instructed to. After the third edge, I felt my arousal go up to a 10, knowing I am allowed to ruin. Sure enough, I was successful! The release felt like pure ecstasy. I haven't listened today, but plan to tonight and will update tomorrow. I am also planning to start my 3 daily edges soon.
After the ruined orgasm, my arousal probably went down to a 6.5 since I no longer have the pressure build-up as I had before the ruin. ![]() I've never felt so good from just a ruined tbh. |
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#443 |
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Apologies for the silence. I've been quite busy lately, but I promise I have been doing my listens. I'll post an update soon!
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It's great that the file makes you feel more obedient. Have another listen.
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I think we will put you on ruins only for the next 5 weeks and observe what happens.
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Great that you are still doing listens. No worries real-life take priority but very much looking forward to your more detailed report.
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Ugh. Took 3 naps today. One listen each. Um. Tried to loop the track in a way that i know how many times i played it and failed. Ive lost track of how many listens ive done, but im pretty sure i got the eight that i owed.
Arousal 2 to 3 all day. Tryed to wank once but took too long to get anywhere (in bathroom and someone needed to pee) so no orgasm. At one point i randomly got aroused to 5 but only had a desire to listen again instead of wank. Hence nap 3. I think i owe 10 listens. Having trouble keeping up while getting quality sleep. Going to end up in debt really quickly. Ugh. Also getting weirder dreams than usual. One was pretty fun, rolling down a really long hill on a busy street while laying on an office chair. Last edited by Vyctimm; 10-10-2021 at 10:54 PM. |
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Day 8
Not much happened today pretty much just listened to the curse while I went to bed last night probably consciously listened 8 times maybe more are to keep track when you're falling in an out of sleep. Watch 30 minutes of porn due to my chastity rules and leaked a bit of precum but no where near close to cumming. Now I'm about to go to bed and listen to the curse again tonight. Arousal level: 6/10 Time since last orgasm: 11 days Total listens : 36 Locked in chastity for the month of October and November.
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Interesting
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The clit and pussy between my legs belong to Rhowc. Please notify him if I fail to refer to them as his, so I will be properly punished. Likes, Dislikes, Limits and Toys Last orgasm: 01/28/2024 Orgasm Diary Taunt those in denial More about me |
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