Never ending story of denial

[bluedieblub]

Ooh, lovely period of denial and frustration. Alas for the motivation though, good reason. They should definitely keep feeling fun and not a chore. That would remove the point of giving them.

Instead, let's tease the poor people who are in here. Like luzifell, who is going to be denied for a lot longer than a month and half

[Leland]

Originally Posted by Snoek

That would be amazing! I have a bit of trouble navigating this site too. Can you maybe help me?

Something I regret not doing immediately when I started on getdare: if both of you don't do it already, always thread tools > subscribe to all the threads you want to follow. Then to check them fast and easy (+ to check your unread pms), just go on your User CP top left. You will also build up a very useful favourites list in Quick Links > Subscribed Threads top right.

Originally Posted by Snoek

I am also happy to announce that i did have a dream tonight! Lets just say that this one is really humiliating. Maybe it is better if I do not share it. But here I go anyway

In the dream I was over at a friend's house, crocheting ofcourse. We where having a normal conversation, until she started talking about dildo. She showed me how to use is, while our normal conversation also just went on. If felt like it was the most normal thing that I did every day. She had a big collection of dildos. It didn't feel oncomfortabel or weird, if only it was like that in the real world too...

Wonderful Snoek, sometimes your wet scales are so shining I have to protect my eyes! (=✪ᆽ✪=)
I simply adore how your mind is associating crocheting and kinkness... imagine if you start getting horny when you crochet in real life! This is the mindfucking things I love and I will definitely support and encourage! Can you also do small very simple amigurumis? Because if so your next optional task is to make kitty me and Anon so we... keep you company and watch you when you sleep

A funny thing to do would be to tell your friend your dream... but I guess it will never happen unless you share a strong intimacy. you could lie and say that it's just a dream so it doesn't mean anything

This dream also confirms that you are strongly into risky public dares when in the right mood. An exhibitionist heart that seeks the hot embarassing feeling of being kinky and vulnerable around people. Even better: trusty people. Because you crave what's beyond that: a friend to play with without restraints (psychological ones ofc). It's that cozy vibe again... being used with a serene heart. Everyone really just want that, right?

Originally Posted by bluedieblub

Also, I noticed you missing from Lelands list of people in the thread. You sure you don't want to enjoy neverending denial?

Welcome, it's always nice to have the help of new teasers and their original style around.
Not many active denizens in Hell but I hope to trap a couple more sooner...

Trust me, I tried to lure Anon in, but the little one has a bit of survival instinct still working, sadly... for now, he did great the last weeks... great depravity and endurance! One day he'll become a scary switch. He finally broke a bit (even if he will pridely deny it), so he deserves a moment to cool off and recover the right mood.

So when he's back he will have to pay for the consequences of his actions and betrayal...

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by Leland

Wonderful Snoek, sometimes your wet scales are so shining I have to protect my eyes! (=✪ᆽ✪=)
I simply adore how your mind is associating crocheting and kinkness... imagine if you start getting horny when you crochet in real life! This is the mindfucking things I love and I will definitely support and encourage! Can you also do small very simple amigurumis? Because if so your next optional task is to make kitty me and Anon so we... keep you company and watch you when you sleep

A funny thing to do would be to tell your friend your dream... but I guess it will never happen unless you share a strong intimacy. you could lie and say that it's just a dream so it doesn't mean anything

This dream also confirms that you are strongly into risky public dares when in the right mood. An exhibitionist heart that seeks the hot embarassing feeling of being kinky and vulnerable around people. Even better: trusty people. Because you crave what's beyond that: a friend to play with without restraints (psychological ones ofc). It's that cozy vibe again... being used with a serene heart. Everyone really just want that, right?

My mind already associates crocheting with kinkness. Lots of daydreaming about.. kinky things, all day, every day while crocheting...

And I'm sure I can make 2 little Kitty's, made a lot of amigurumis already, sometimes they look a bit funky, but that's just because I can't count

[Leland]

Originally Posted by Snoek

My mind already associates crocheting with kinkness. Lots of daydreaming about.. kinky things, all day, every day while crocheting...

And I'm sure I can make 2 little Kitty's, made a lot of amigurumis already, sometimes they look a bit funky, but that's just because I can't count

...and you can't count because you are too wet so instead of focusing on your crocheting you are thinking about entering the wrong changing room by mistake and the whole football team is there celebrating a victory so they are all pumped up and they decide to put you in the center of their excited drunk attention and then...

...your amigurumis will inherit that twisted horny something in a way impossible to describe so from now on they will tingle you every time you look at them...

EDIT: A note just for your crocheting future art project: Anon is a little dog but he will deny it because he was raised by the best cat so he thinks he's one now...

Daydreaming is my best skill and worst vice, use that word with care or maybe I'll dare you to edge while imagining and visualizing funny scenarios like the one above or even extremely fantasy fucked up ones... and then you will tell us your embarassing daydreams... so why not? Let's milk a bit your light humiliation like, so:

- Tell us one of your favourite recurrent daydreams with all the nasty details...
- Next time you edge (32 today!), no porn! Try to imagine a brand new creative, twisted, realistic or even better (imho) fantasy scenario that turns you on. Go wacky. Maybe you will be a little elf captured by the minotaur tribe... or maybe you will be a giant male dragon that decides to fuck a castle. Literally.

Daydreaming and visualizations are also a great training for dreams... they also require a different effort in order to bloom, but this will affect them.

PS Apologies for not being too evil or daring later even if you all deserve to suffer... but I'm still figuring out this new dom mood... I was working on my profile and I realized that in the last weeks my mindset switched HARD from my sub self being Pansexual/Aromantic to Asexual/Panromantic... and my drafted PM dares are all upside-down too... it's deeply baffling... I checked other dom profiles and there are uncanny similarities...

Anon we are both so broken... and full of pride...

[AnonRK]

Originally Posted by Leland

...and you can't count because you are too wet so instead of focusing on your crocheting you are thinking about entering the wrong changing room by mistake and the whole football team is there celebrating a victory so they are all pumped up and they decide to put you in the center of their excited drunk attention and then...

...your amigurumis will inherit that twisted horny something in a way impossible to describe so from now on they will tingle you every time you look at them...

EDIT: A note just for your crocheting future art project: Anon is a little dog but he will deny it because he was raised by the best cat so he thinks he's one now...

Daydreaming is my best skill and worst vice, use that word with care or maybe I'll dare you to edge while imagining and visualizing funny scenarios like the one above or even extremely fantasy fucked up ones... and then you will tell us your embarassing daydreams... so why not? Let's milk a bit your light humiliation like, so:

- Tell us one of your favourite recurrent daydreams with all the nasty details...
- Next time you edge (32 today!), no porn! Try to imagine a brand new creative, twisted, realistic or even better (imho) fantasy scenario that turns you on. Go wacky. Maybe you will be a little elf captured by the minotaur tribe... or maybe you will be a giant male dragon that decides to fuck a castle. Literally.

Daydreaming and visualizations are also a great training for dreams... they also require a different effort in order to bloom, but this will affect them.

PS Apologies for not being too evil or daring later even if you all deserve to suffer... but I'm still figuring out this new dom mood... I was working on my profile and I realized that in the last weeks my mindset switched HARD from my sub self being Pansexual/Aromantic to Asexual/Panromantic... and my drafted PM dares are all upside-down too... it's deeply baffling... I checked other dom profiles and there are uncanny similarities...

Anon we are both so broken... and full of pride...

First of all, stop lying about me! You are so mean, acting like I am some weird dog, when we both know that a lie!

Secondly, I love reading about you calling daydreaming a skill and all that, while my ADD brain doesn't know how NOT to start daydreaming every moment I am not completely focused on something haha

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by AnonRK

First of all, stop lying about me! You are so mean, acting like I am some weird dog, when we both know that a lie!

Secondly, I love reading about you calling daydreaming a skill and all that, while my ADD brain doesn't know how NOT to start daydreaming every moment I am not completely focused on something haha

yes yes yes, exactly that! I have ADD too, even with my medication now, i dont know how to stop it!

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by Leland

...and you can't count because you are too wet so instead of focusing on your crocheting you are thinking about entering the wrong changing room by mistake and the whole football team is there celebrating a victory so they are all pumped up and they decide to put you in the center of their excited drunk attention and then...

...your amigurumis will inherit that twisted horny something in a way impossible to describe so from now on they will tingle you every time you look at them...

EDIT: A note just for your crocheting future art project: Anon is a little dog but he will deny it because he was raised by the best cat so he thinks he's one now...

Daydreaming is my best skill and worst vice, use that word with care or maybe I'll dare you to edge while imagining and visualizing funny scenarios like the one above or even extremely fantasy fucked up ones... and then you will tell us your embarassing daydreams... so why not? Let's milk a bit your light humiliation like, so:

- Tell us one of your favourite recurrent daydreams with all the nasty details...
- Next time you edge (32 today!), no porn! Try to imagine a brand new creative, twisted, realistic or even better (imho) fantasy scenario that turns you on. Go wacky. Maybe you will be a little elf captured by the minotaur tribe... or maybe you will be a giant male dragon that decides to fuck a castle. Literally.

Daydreaming and visualizations are also a great training for dreams... they also require a different effort in order to bloom, but this will affect them.

PS Apologies for not being too evil or daring later even if you all deserve to suffer... but I'm still figuring out this new dom mood... I was working on my profile and I realized that in the last weeks my mindset switched HARD from my sub self being Pansexual/Aromantic to Asexual/Panromantic... and my drafted PM dares are all upside-down too... it's deeply baffling... I checked other dom profiles and there are uncanny similarities...

Anon we are both so broken... and full of pride...

hmm, ill tell the daydream i have really often.. most of the time during long and boring college lessons.

it goes something like this..

Im walking trough a forest, wearing a knee length dress (a summer dress that looks like its from the 60's with a flowy skirt part ) with only a thong underneath. while im walking i see a handsome man, that looks like he is about 25 years old. he has shoulder length hair, blue eyes. hes wearing a suit. he comes up to me and starts talking, quite agressive. he starts by warning me i shouldnt call out help. after that he just starts talking about the weather. after that he leads me to a cabin in the forest. it looks like it could collapse any minute, lots of spiders. as this is going on i feel myself getting wet (both in the story and in real live )
we get inside the cabin, wich looks way better than it looked from the outside. the light source is the hole in the roof. after i looked around for a few seconds. the man grabs my hand, and binds it to a wooden pole. followed by my other hands. most of the time i stay silent. the man takes a few steps back, and looks at me with a grin on his face. than he goes outside again i hear him open a can of beer, then another one.. i hear another voice now too. after about 30 minutes the man comes back, followed by another man.. they both look at me and open another beer. one man puts my hand under my skirt and starts laughing, i am dripping. the man rips my thong of, i make a soft squeeking sound. shouldnt have done that, one of the man slaps me in the face hard, puts my thong in my mouth followed by a piece of tape. one of the man gets a pair of siccors and starts cutting my dress.. there i am, naked, bound to a pole, in a hidden cabin in the woods... the man go outside again, but come back rather quick. they free me, and send me away. now i am naked in the forest, i want to go home but i dont want anyone to see me like this. the story had two different endings. i either face the shame of walking naked or look in the forest or in containers for a trashbag to cover some of my body. either way, humiliating...

(this story differs a bit every time, but this is the base of the story. makes lessons wayyy more fun. its a bit chaotic but in my head it makes sense. again sorry for my horrible grammer and spelling)

[AnonRK]

Originally Posted by Snoek

yes yes yes, exactly that! I have ADD too, even with my medication now, i dont know how to stop it!

Then your ADD is probably a lot worse than mine haha, don't use medication and only found out pretty late, most people knew I was constantly daydreaming and stuff, together with a LOT of other symptoms but never linked it to ADD

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by AnonRK

Then your ADD is probably a lot worse than mine haha, don't use medication and only found out pretty late, most people knew I was constantly daydreaming and stuff, together with a LOT of other symptoms but never linked it to ADD

I have known since I was 17/18 or something, I wasn't doing to good. Went to psychologist and got the diagnosis. Everything made sense.. when I was small and still played volleyball I always got hit in the head by the balls because I was daydreaming (random memory I just thought of and had to share.. hehe)

[AnonRK]

Originally Posted by Snoek

I have known since I was 17/18 or something, I wasn't doing to good. Went to psychologist and got the diagnosis. Everything made sense.. when I was small and still played volleyball I always got hit in the head by the balls because I was daydreaming (random memory I just thought of and had to share.. hehe)

Aah, my daydreaming only happens when I am not completely focused on something like games or sports or similar. More during things like eating and studying

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by AnonRK

Aah, my daydreaming only happens when I am not completely focused on something like games or sports or similar. More during things like eating and studying

Half of the time I'm just somewhere else, wondering around in my fantasies (:
Way better than the real world and all I have to worry about

[AnonRK]

Originally Posted by Snoek

Half of the time I'm just somewhere else, wondering around in my fantasies (:
Way better than the real world and all I have to worry about

Basically half the reason I can't wait for good virtual reality

And just imagine the fun people like us could have if vr got to the point you could physically interact which each other...

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by AnonRK

Basically half the reason I can't wait for good virtual reality

And just imagine the fun people like us could have if vr got to the point you could physically interact which each other...

Oh, wow, yes, that would be amazing

[Leland]

First Snoek's daydream: the story started very engaging and hotter and hotter and then... they let you go!? Let me be honest: your imaginary characters are dumb idiots. Unrealistic, disappointing and they ruined my fun

But you gave me an idea: trying to interpret daydreams like normal dreams, something I like to try to do and never really thought... I will say many random worthless things so I may touch sensitive topics so... consider it a punishment for being inspiring.

The 60s and the classic woods trope makes me connect the daydream to your parents or grandparents youth... in the past the woods were the place where one got lost and bad things happened. Maybe you are repeating a story they told you or you heard when you were little. Or maybe it's from an old movie, who knows! The man made me immediately think of Loki, a psychopomp trickster, so both an ally and a meanie. He's the conduit to your inner self and desires but also what scares you because going too deep will mean to be unable to return to your village (good child mindset) forever. He knows your libido limits, that's probably why the scene ends abruptly later when it's too overwhelming for you.

A brave task could be to try to keep imagining the scene... they don't let you go but they kindly force themselves onto you and you can... say goodbye to your holes... maybe then he will have a change of heart and remain alone with you, totally defeated and with no way back, and now the magic will begin...

Back to the cabin: crumbling and with spiders! You feel it unsafe and too scary to become your new home, the house of the adulthood and kinkiness freedom. Probably your actual idea of what would happen when you will live alone: spiders, men, shame, fear. But it's also your adult mind, still an unsafe work in progress. There is also some distrust towards men because your dear Loki didn't keep you for himself but shared you with some random drunk guys. Men, right?

Try to imagine what the men were thinking when they let you go... why they did what they did? Why they let you go? Why they weren't afraid of the village siding with you and killing them in a good 60s style revenge?

New task for you: next edging session, edge through your pants, make them really wet, then stuff them in your mouth like in the daydream and... keep edging.

The return back home is the shame of the kid self. You could be smart and say that a wolf attacked, or the clothes were stolen while you had a bath somewhere, etc. But there is also shame even if you didn't do anything wrong, even if you were the victim. There is total distrust for your family and village here, they will blame you no matter what, blame your body for being sexy, call you a slut, etc. So accepting the shame is the kid way, findind something to cover yourself in the trash is finding an excuse, the teenager way... maybe next time you will be the one to take the man with you somewhere and persuade him to have sex... at least you will have the fun they accused you for.

In the end it's just your subconscious growing up so connecting your pleasure to abstract ideas of leaving home and meeting men... your ADD just makes you aware of this usually hidden process.

Of course we are all fucked up in the mind... we wouldn't be here on getdare otherwise, right? My daydreaming is more like Anon's... if I totally focus on something I'm free for hours. If I have to wait in a line or walking somewhere for mroe than 5 mins... goodbye real world. Have you ever woke up from an engaging dream and had the time to still stay in bed? If you try to relive or continue the dream by daydreaming it, it will be waaay more strong and engaging, really a middle way between a dream and an usual daydream...

We will explore more of our those ADD and daydreaming superpowers in the future. One of my quests is to find a way to make them useful for deep dreams and creativity, instead of a bland repetition of the same setting again and again. So trying different paths for the main story to explore and map my mind, to make a heatmap of the libido, and maybe free it if it's stuck...

https://imgur.com/8nkyw0W

[Snoek]

Originally Posted by Leland

First Snoek's daydream: the story started very engaging and hotter and hotter and then... they let you go!? Let me be honest: your imaginary characters are dumb idiots. Unrealistic, disappointing and they ruined my fun

But you gave me an idea: trying to interpret daydreams like normal dreams, something I like to try to do and never really thought... I will say many random worthless things so I may touch sensitive topics so... consider it a punishment for being inspiring.

The 60s and the classic woods trope makes me connect the daydream to your parents or grandparents youth... in the past the woods were the place where one got lost and bad things happened. Maybe you are repeating a story they told you or you heard when you were little. Or maybe it's from an old movie, who knows! The man made me immediately think of Loki, a psychopomp trickster, so both an ally and a meanie. He's the conduit to your inner self and desires but also what scares you because going too deep will mean to be unable to return to your village (good child mindset) forever. He knows your libido limits, that's probably why the scene ends abruptly later when it's too overwhelming for you.

A brave task could be to try to keep imagining the scene... they don't let you go but they kindly force themselves onto you and you can... say goodbye to your holes... maybe then he will have a change of heart and remain alone with you, totally defeated and with no way back, and now the magic will begin...

Back to the cabin: crumbling and with spiders! You feel it unsafe and too scary to become your new home, the house of the adulthood and kinkiness freedom. Probably your actual idea of what would happen when you will live alone: spiders, men, shame, fear. But it's also your adult mind, still an unsafe work in progress. There is also some distrust towards men because your dear Loki didn't keep you for himself but shared you with some random drunk guys. Men, right?

Try to imagine what the men were thinking when they let you go... why they did what they did? Why they let you go? Why they weren't afraid of the village siding with you and killing them in a good 60s style revenge?

New task for you: next edging session, edge through your pants, make them really wet, then stuff them in your mouth like in the daydream and... keep edging.

The return back home is the shame of the kid self. You could be smart and say that a wolf attacked, or the clothes were stolen while you had a bath somewhere, etc. But there is also shame even if you didn't do anything wrong, even if you were the victim. There is total distrust for your family and village here, they will blame you no matter what, blame your body for being sexy, call you a slut, etc. So accepting the shame is the kid way, findind something to cover yourself in the trash is finding an excuse, the teenager way... maybe next time you will be the one to take the man with you somewhere and persuade him to have sex... at least you will have the fun they accused you for.

In the end it's just your subconscious growing up so connecting your pleasure to abstract ideas of leaving home and meeting men... your ADD just makes you aware of this usually hidden process.

Of course we are all fucked up in the mind... we wouldn't be here on getdare otherwise, right? My daydreaming is more like Anon's... if I totally focus on something I'm free for hours. If I have to wait in a line or walking somewhere for mroe than 5 mins... goodbye real world. Have you ever woke up from an engaging dream and had the time to still stay in bed? If you try to relive or continue the dream by daydreaming it, it will be waaay more strong and engaging, really a middle way between a dream and an usual daydream...

We will explore more of our those ADD and daydreaming superpowers in the future. One of my quests is to find a way to make them useful for deep dreams and creativity, instead of a bland repetition of the same setting again and again. So trying different paths for the main story to explore and map my mind, to make a heatmap of the libido, and maybe free it if it's stuck...

https://imgur.com/8nkyw0W

wow, thank you for writing all of this! there is definatly some stuff you wrote that i can see being true. its really intresting.

my panties are already soaked. so that task should be fun