FootLover’s orgasm ration 2024

[footlover.london]

Originally Posted by Leland

Last proof was adorable... so yes, I'd like it!

Dear Leland.

I won’t have time to do your most recent gamble task today. But, I have now delivered my censored stroking task into your tasks folder. I’m sorry in advance for how disgusted you may feel watching me edge to totally censored porn. We both know, the reason I edged so quickly was almost definitely due to the sight of all of those superior cocks.

I will complete the most recent gamble task as soon as possible. I am also aware that I am overdue an update on my progress in the past week or so.

[Leland]

Yeah, well, I rushed to prepare that gambling game because it was so fitting with the mood of those days... more than a week ago! Of course there was no time limit and there never will be, it's just embarassing. So desperate and yet so slacking at the same time... So you probably like the feeling of making me chagrin, you sick manipulator...

And your video proof... a pathetic animal fapping his pathetic shame while watching a pathetic video slide show... I didn't know where to focus my gaze, that was so uncomfortable. I agree that only those superior cocks deserve attention, I focused on them too... So thank you. Someone deserves a praise now: thank you big black cocks for appearing in the video and saving me from minutes of torment. You clearly can't have pleasure without embarassing yourself anymore, they are intertwined forever. Do you even need edges when your mind cums from pure shame?

Well done to you too for completing your duty as instructed and putting yourself again in your proper degrading place. At least you know what you are: an honest exhibitionist ugly slut. Not many are so self aware. This really deserves a praise!

[footlover.london]

First of all, I’m sorry for the time that has passed since my last update. Rest assured, progress and suffering has continued. These updates just take time!

Some good news and bad news (for me). On the good side, I’m now much less likely to be forced to edge to something horrible. The bad news is, this is because Leland has needed to step back from “owning” my suffering. I’m hugely grateful to Leland and, despite being offered a way out (thank you Leland) I will continue with my current task as planned. I guess there is also a vacancy for my owner now!

An update on progress below. I’ve grouped a couple of periods to help make this easier and shorter. In total since my last update, I’ve completed 285 edges and earned 392 points. So just over a year knocked off my denial. Thankfully still no accidents but I have come very close to an accidental ruin. I fear this won’t be unavoidable for long.

Sunday 12 May to Thursday 23 May
Total edges 195. Total points 202

I made some good progress during this time, generally, but also had to spend a lot of time censoring porn for Leland’s task (I had to totally censor all female nudity from some videos with big pixels). While I gained some points back from this, where I didn’t touch myself while completing these censors, I often just couldn’t resist touching which, while allowed, meant I didn’t gain extra points. I did enjoy the task though and, as you may have seen from my earlier post, made sure that the videos still included lots of superior cock for me to instead gaze at, very prominently. I will learn to worship cock. Completing this task gained me an extra 7 bonus points and, in this period, I also completed Leland’s roulette task (gaining another 7 bonus points). These points helped offset some penalties from edging using uncensored porn.

My day by day detail is below, for those interested.

Sunday (12 May) 1 edge (0 points since uncensored).
Monday 60 edges (gained 7 extra points for roulette and 6 for untouched censoring for 2 hours, but lost 3 points for using uncensored porn too).
Tuesday 15 edges (3 point penalty for uncensored but bonus 3 for spending an hour censoring).
Wednesday 12 edges (3 point penalty for uncensored but bonus 3 for spending an hour censoring).
Thursday 8 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Friday 10 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Saturday 0 edges (did double next day.
Sunday 30 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Monday 14 edges. All censored.
Tuesday 10 edges. All censored.
Wednesday 12 edges. All censored.
Thursday 23 edges. All censored. Completed Leland’s task (7 bonus points).

Friday 24 May to Friday 31 May
Total edges 90. Total points 90.

You may have noticed that, towards the end of the last period, I stopped using uncensored porn at all. This partly reflected a self imposed rule that I should do this until I provide a proper update (which I now am) and, in addition, a slight panic I had about just how many points I need to earn (so I can’t afford to waste any). It has, however, had the beneficial effect of meaning I’ve earned back one of my penalty orgasms for the year (since I did a continuous week without any uncensored female nudity). Little mercies. Day by day account below again.

Friday (24 May) 12 edges.
Saturday 6 edges.
Sunday 7 edges.
Monday 1 edges.
Tuesday 12 edges.
Wednesday 10 edges.
Thursday 12 edges.
Friday (31 May) 30 edges.

Not as detailed as my usual updates (sorry). But hopefully keeps you all updated to date. Leland also kindly gave me 100 free points as a parting gift. I thought about refusing these out of respect but, given how desperate I am, I can’t afford to lose these. So I have added these to my total (below) too. There’s still a very long way to go….

As always, any additional tasks and challenges are welcome. Update on my counts etc below.

Counts:
Date of last orgasm: 29 April 2024.
Edges since last orgasm: 597.
Leland Edges: 514.
Leland task credits: 618.
Most edges in one day: 190.
Orgasms during 2024: 8/23 (was 25)
Total 2024 edges: 4,711.

Rules:
1. Stroke 100 times while hard before first pee each day (failing means can’t use this toilet for a day).
2. Time between next orgasm must be longer than between last (or orgasm counts as 2).
3. All cum must be eaten.
4. Must edge (at least) once on Monday, twice Tuesday… If a day is missed then do double the next day (plus the missed edges).
5. Ten seconds of no touch foot porn for each edge.
6. All orgasms to censored porn (or count as 2).
7. All orgasms in February count as double.
8. No cumming during November.

Tasks:
1. Dice game for one orgasm. When I want to cum I must roll a dice and edge that number of times. I then roll a second: if this is lower than the first, edge this number of times and I am denied. If higher, then edge the dice count again and roll a third time: one or two means I ruin (still counts as orgasm); three or more and I can cum freely.
2. Chew worn socks each evening before bed until next orgasm (done).
3. One orgasm while fucking or licking a toilet seat (done).
4. One orgasm while fucking a desert - cake, trifle, eclaires etc. which I then eat up hands free.
5. During my weekend, alone, to spend at least three hours continuously erect with anyone able to check on me (done)
6. Messy task from Post 57.
7. Leland’s task from Post 73 (done).

Ways to earn back forfeited orgasms:
1. Perform 150 edges per day for one week, with at least 2 weeks since last orgasm.
2. Spend a full week (Sunday to Saturday) without looking at any uncensored female nudity or exposed female genitals at all.

[footlover.london]

A little update on my progress, to avoid leaving it as long this time. Pleasingly, sine my last update, I have completed 156 more edges and gained 138 further points. My day by day summary is below (not including today)…

Saturday (1 June) 73 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Sunday 26 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Monday 6 edges.
Tuesday 4 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Wednesday 28 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Thursday 4 edges (3 point nudity penalty).
Friday (7 June) 15 edges (3 point nudity penalty).

So, so far I’ve gained 756 points towards the 1,827 I need for my next orgasm. While I’m quite pleased with my performance so far, I’m not even half way through yet. And while I got off to a good start last week, the edges have become so so tortuous and verging on painful (and very risky going to far). Really want to power on but my maggot is so so sensitive it’s becoming really unbearable.

As always, any additional tasks and challenges are welcome. Update on my counts etc below.

Counts:
Date of last orgasm: 29 April 2024.
Edges since last orgasm: 753.
Leland Edges: 670.
Leland task credits: 756.
Most edges in one day: 190.
Orgasms during 2024: 8/23 (was 25)
Total 2024 edges: 4,867.

Rules:
1. Stroke 100 times while hard before first pee each day (failing means can’t use this toilet for a day).
2. Time between next orgasm must be longer than between last (or orgasm counts as 2).
3. All cum must be eaten.
4. Must edge (at least) once on Monday, twice Tuesday… If a day is missed then do double the next day (plus the missed edges).
5. Ten seconds of no touch foot porn for each edge.
6. All orgasms to censored porn (or count as 2).
7. All orgasms in February count as double.
8. No cumming during November.

Tasks:
1. Dice game for one orgasm. When I want to cum I must roll a dice and edge that number of times. I then roll a second: if this is lower than the first, edge this number of times and I am denied. If higher, then edge the dice count again and roll a third time: one or two means I ruin (still counts as orgasm); three or more and I can cum freely.
2. Chew worn socks each evening before bed until next orgasm (done).
3. One orgasm while fucking or licking a toilet seat (done).
4. One orgasm while fucking a desert - cake, trifle, eclaires etc. which I then eat up hands free.
5. During my weekend, alone, to spend at least three hours continuously erect with anyone able to check on me (done)
6. Messy task from Post 57.
7. Leland’s task from Post 73 (done).

Ways to earn back forfeited orgasms:
1. Perform 150 edges per day for one week, with at least 2 weeks since last orgasm.
2. Spend a full week (Sunday to Saturday) without looking at any uncensored female nudity or exposed female genitals at all.

[footlover.london]

I’ve just noticed that it’s been more than a month since my task started now. Unfortunately, I still have half the points that I need to earn and already feel like I’ve never been this desperate before. Well, I have made some good progress this week, it feels like the mountain is still ahead of me.