well I think you know that as much as you work it will be much harder to find a balance because it actually opposes who you are....

No I do have trouble finding it. You have no idea how I have to work to try and not ask you to take me and use the heck out of me...

and you still cant find the balance between these 2 that makes you happy I mean a balance beside the one I told you about

I still have the same beliefs, the temptations are always there though

well that is new how about your barriers (the ones that has to do with your beliefs)...

Pretty good.

Actually I realized I do not..pleasure myself as much as i did before you were my dom.

well thanks for telling Me I had fun being with you

so how is life treating you..?

...I am almost surprised to say this, but I am really missing you.